"I couldn't let myself go, and I went back to the same place after a circle."

Rose wiped my face with a towel and said, "Did anyone say you look like a girl when you're sentimental?" ”

I sighed, stopped singing, and apologized, "I'm sorry, I wanted to take care of you, but now I have to take care of me." ”

Rose put down the towel and told me in a much softer tone than she usually spoke, "Do you think that if you have the Yutian New District and the combat strength of the first, second and third regiments, you can decide the direction of this city, or change Qingyang's will to transfer to you." ”

"Well, that's stupid." I am now self-aware.

Rose continued: "The current complex situation between the various cities in this province, all the incidents, are catastrophic consequences caused by social forces, you are just one of them, whether it is Ye Tianming or Qingyang New District, it is all the same. ”

I nodded, "For things other than Yutian, sometimes I'm more like a spectator than a participant. ”

"You have to learn to let things go naturally," the killer said, as if she were a middle school teacher, "knowing that even if you have a clear goal and put in the absolute effort, the end result may not be the way you expected." ”

I think she's saying, 'Let it be,' "The end result is really different from what I expected, but when I'm trying, I can't give up on my goals because I'm afraid of the dismal results, which sometimes just threaten my own development, and sometimes even my life." ”

Rose shook her head and said, "Let things go naturally means that when things go for the better, you discuss them with others as if you were talking about your goals; But things get bad, you don't have to admit anything to others, you have to tell yourself that you don't really have the power to choose, to decide and to direct, and that these powers are not in your hands alone. ”

I lowered my eyes, "Isn't that just an evasion of responsibility?" ”

"You're wrong!" "You have only come into contact with the dark side of human nature since the end times, and I have lived in the past and have been immersed in all kinds of vicious and cruel truths. I can tell you that responsibility is an illusion, it is an indispensable weapon for dealing with public relations, and it is an indispensable magic weapon in all aspects of society, but it is never given by nature. Responsibility is often relegated to the moral category because it makes it so important! You have many identities, but you are not a moral critic, much less an advocate for God. ”

I looked up again and asked, "So you're saying I should be comfortable accepting my failure?" ”

Rose shook her head again and said, "Completely following the principle of going with the flow is the same as always hanging conspiracy theories on the pituitary gland, neither of which has a good grasp of the deep truth of power. You see, whether it is war or peace, poverty or prosperity, these are ultimately controlled by the powerful means of power in the hands of a small number of people, who are neither omnipotent nor incompetent. ”

"I don't quite understand."

"To put it simply, if things develop to the point where you lose Yutian, you must first attribute the fault to the social forces of nature, but this is just to persuade you to open your own knots, don't have such a thing as Shao Sichen in fantasy, and you can't blindly think like this, this will make you only seek personal gain in the future and will not go far."

"And then?"

"After you have reached the lowest point of your spirit, you still have to admit your failures, admit the wrong choices you have made in matters such as force oppression, exploitation, destruction, production and reconstruction, and verify them."

"With these verification of errors, and then get back on your feet?"

"No, it's just to stand up."

"What do you mean?"

Rose sighed, pointed to her stomach, and said, "I will need your help in the future, if you have been like a mentally ill cripple, then I can't count on you, so I want you to stand still and have a normal human mind." But if you still want to be your Yutian chairman again or hold great power, then you also have to wait, wait for the current cusp, wait for the general trend, and then find new opportunities and take advantage of the trend. ”

"...... exactly?"

"After I gave birth." Rose smiled beautifully.

“…… Okay. ”

Rose touched my head and said, "If you can't let go of yourself after failure, or fall down because you are blamed and ridiculed by others, you will never be able to pursue everything you want!" Heroes, great men, or gods, the person who holds these titles does not mean that he will be able to accomplish something great, but whether they can get up after countless falls. ”

"Well said!" Di Yan came back with a bowl of porridge, he put it on the bedside table, and said, "Leizi, let me tell you, you must record these words of Sister Rose in your diary!" The assets, power, gold, and beauty you have had as Chairman Yutian for the past two years... Uh, I mean fame! Definitely not only that, you also have more valuable experience, this experience does not let you know what failure is, this is something you should learn in elementary school, but this experience can give you the power to choose the experience you need now and in the future, and let you know clearly that you are lacking! Anyone can have those things outside the body, but how to connect them together to become their true power is the most important thing! ”

I finally fully understood Rose and Di Yan's words, "Di Yan, you didn't see Shao Sichen's body at Zhehe North Station, did you?" ”

Di Yan paused for a moment, maybe he didn't expect me to turn so fast, "En? ”

"She died in another house, and I remembered that she died suddenly, innocently, like many people in this world, but that's the norm."

Di Yan didn't answer again, we can't define other people's lives without authorization, and we can't be overly sad about the innocent people on the road of our own survival.

I got up and drank it slowly with the porridge bowl, and my spirit recovered a lot.

"Beihuang Mountain, where are we going next?"

Rose nodded in agreement.

I turned to ask Di Yan and said, "What about you?" ”

Di Yan shrugged his shoulders and said helplessly: "I'm afraid I really want to fight guerrillas as you said, Ye Tianming still has a lot of information that we don't know, I will take people to sweep those small strongholds, and get information while getting supplies, two ~ get ~ of ~ law ~ 呀 ~ !" ”

"I'm afraid it won't be good to see you again this time, after all, we're all busy." Di Yan wants to help his father prepare for war, and I also have to wait for Xiao Qi's child to be born, so I have to scrape Di Yan first, "Food and weapons, please help me a lot!" ”

"Look at your profiteer's face!"