Chapter 444: A Tendon's Confusion
I see, it's simple, take advantage of Qin Gongzi's presence, ask him a few more times, have a good contact, don't care what he thinks, you yourself first see if you like it or not, if you like it, just find a way to catch his heart. ”
Sha Meijuan suggested.
"You said it lightly, you said to grab it, you can catch it, people's hearts are in people's bodies, and they are not in my hands."
Bai Pujia said angrily. Seeing that a pot of sheep and scorpions was boiled and boiled, Lin Ruqiang was eating vigorously opposite them alone, but she was pressed by Sha Meijuan and couldn't eat, and she was very anxious.
Don't you just hate it! For Bai Pujia, the food that reaches the mouth can't be eaten, and it falls into other people's mouths, which is the most annoying thing.
"Oh, you elm pimple! A tendon, I've said it all, can you show even one-third of your work spirit and treat him as a student you swear to serve successfully, no? It's a big deal, so what's so bad about it? At least there is a trace in Qin Gongzi's heart, for girls, there are only benefits, no harm, if you look for him to do something in the future, won't he still have to read your old love and give you a different feeling? ”
Sha Meijuan was so anxious that she poked Bai Pujia's braincase, and her volume increased by more than an octave.
"Meijuan, you can't think so!"
Lin Ruqiang, who was burying his head in gnawing on the sheep and scorpion, heard Sha Meijuan's words, was shocked and raised his head suddenly, looked at Sha Meijuan in astonishment, and said seriously, and then turned his head to Bai Pujia and said:
"Pu Jia, Meijuan is right, lifelong events are very important, and they are equally important for men and women. You'll have to put a little more thought into it. But, like Meijuan said, you can use it, ha! ”
"Oh, what are you worried about, I didn't mean you, and I won't do this to you! I'm right about Qin Gongzi, can that be an ordinary person? Of course, Pu Jia is going to release twelve points of wisdom to deal with it! ”
Sha Meijuan rushed out at Lin Ruqiang.
"Huh? Meijuan, you just said? What to say, you won't do that to him? To Mr. Lin? ”
Bai Pujia has always been rough about her own affairs, but she is very sensitive to her friends' affairs, and she smells a different smell in Sha Meijuan's words.
"Oh, don't say it, don't say it, it's not a worry-free product! Eat and eat. When I think about it when I'm full, I don't believe it, and I can't sell you! ”
Sha Meijuan saw that the gunpowder hit her, and quickly used food to change the topic. Bai Pujia finally got her wish and ate the sheep and scorpion that she had been staring at for a long time.
This dinner party has become Sha Meijuan's emotional education meeting for Bai Pujia. But Bai Pujia has always understood Sha Meijuan's painstaking care for herself, but she can't agree with the emotional advice Sha Meijuan gave her.
She didn't want too much purpose and utilitarianism in her emotions, and she didn't think she needed to trade her own emotions and the emotions of others for the unprepared needs of his daily life.
She just wants to meet someone who can understand her patiently enough, and can gradually understand and respect each other, can see each other's value in each other's hearts and lives, and have a more consistent view of life, life pursuit, life and family, and can walk together in the tunnel of time without fear towards the final transformation of life forms.
When she came back, she refused Lin Ruqiang's send-off and took the subway by herself. Looking at the men, women and children sitting in the subway, and the people getting on and off the train, she felt a little lost.
What exactly is love? Marriage, family, what kind of love is needed? Is she too clear and demanding, or is most people still using love itself as a tool for survival in order to survive?
Isn't love the glorious manifestation of life itself, the existence of an emotional need independent of the material needs of survival? Or is it that from ancient times to the present, there is no separation from the material living standard and the function of reproduction of future generations in the survival and development of society?
Could it be that the true human instinct for love, which exists on the basis of the light of life, has died?
She breathed a sigh of helplessness in her heart. She's a strange person, and that's what the guy who had a brief relationship with in college said about her, and he felt that she always thought differently than everyone else. Maybe she's really overthinking it, and it's meaningless?
Every now and then, she felt a white mist floating in her heart, and her thoughts didn't know where to go.
"You think too much because you read too little!"
She suddenly remembered a sentence she had read in the book, and it seemed that it was time to read a good book when she went back tonight. Although she often feels that she has lived her life into philosophy and business into philosophy, this can only show that the education in college is very good, allowing her to have some core qualities of Chinese and deepening into her soul, but the confusion of life where she walks is that no one can really guide her, and she can only rely on herself, and she can't see the rampage.
Back at the residence, she called Zhang Lan back, and sure enough, Zhang Lan also asked with concern about her meeting with Qin Kexin in the afternoon, but she just said it again and didn't say anything. She could hear that Zhang Lan wanted to talk to her at night, but Zhang Lan was really busy recently, so she had to hang up the phone in a hurry, saying that she would wait for her call tomorrow.
She thought about it, and when she was confused, she still called Qin Wafan.
She parroted the rumors about her in the company that Sha Meijuan told her before she used her chopsticks to eat sheep and scorpions, and then the suggestions and suggestions for her.
"And what do you think?"
This is the first sentence that Qin Wafan will appear when he talks to her.
"I, I don't know, I didn't just ask you!"
She and Qin Wafan have long become the kind of people who can almost say everything, and they are the most relaxed when they speak, and they don't need to hide any of their emotions at all, such as being confused at this moment.
"I think that what Meijuan says is Meijuan's opinion, you still have to listen to it, but how to listen to it, what to do after listening, it still depends on you."
Qin Wafan is a prudent person, and he really hopes that his words can make Bai Pujia see what he really wants in his heart from the confusion and difficulty.
"If I think about it, then I don't want to use my brain too much about such troublesome things."
Bai Pujia snorted twice. It's too complicated for her to think about interpersonal relationships and emotional events, as if her brain hasn't opened up yet.
Of course, this is a kind of self-repression of emotions after she was a child after being subjected to the surrounding environment and her own acceptance of peripheral views, and the resulting laziness in thinking about emotions.