Chapter 511 will always be his light
Lu Yanzhi never wanted to morally kidnap Jianghuai. Baidu, more good free reading.
Hearing his words, Jiang Huai's body stiffened.
In fact, after listening to Lu Yanzhi's cousin, he thought a lot in the past two days.
He has always felt that Lu Yanzhi has become what he is today, and he is responsible.
Because before this, Lu Yanzhi was more lively than anyone else in his eyes.
In adolescence, he can only be described by the word 'flamboyant'.
He never imagined that such a Lu Yanzhi would be equated with 'depression'.
"I ......" Jiang Huai moved his mouth, hesitating to say something.
"According to what you said during this time, I didn't bother you. I don't know what you think, but it's not a good time. Jiang Huai's tone was a little helpless, with a hint of hurt in his eyes.
"Of course, I also understand this as your punishment for me. Baidu, more good free reading. In the years I went abroad, I should have paid it back. ”
"It's just that I still hope that our relationship is not so stiff at first, at least ...... Let me get better with you first. After that, we'll settle it slowly. ”
He believes that the most important thing now is to let Lu Yanzhi come out first.
The relationship between the two of them now, or everything that came before, doesn't matter at all now.
In the past two days, he has not been idle, and has checked a lot of information about depression on the Internet, and even met two or three psychiatrists.
It is difficult for people with depression to come out alone.
And what he is most worried about is that Lu Yanzhi has already had suicidal thoughts, and he has already carried it out once, so if there is no way to get better and no one accompanies him, then there will be a second and third time......
There is no end to the next time, until death.
This is not the outcome JAC wants to see.
"Can you tell me about your troubles first?" Jiang Huai has been a more considerate and talkative boy since he was a child.
As the saying goes, speaking is also an art.
JAC is very good at avoiding the important and light, and is very good at respecting each other's feelings.
But now, he found himself a little clumsy. Talking and chatting with Lu Yanzhi, he always has to think about a sentence for a long time, for fear that some words will stimulate Lu Yanzhi.
Seeing that he was silent, Jiang Huai patiently persuaded: "Don't treat me as Jiang Huai now, just as your psychiatrist, I want to hear what you have in your heart."
"You don't have to be stressed." Lu Yanzhi spoke suddenly, but what he said had nothing to do with the question Jiang Huai asked.
Jianghuai was stunned.
"My depression has nothing to do with you. I just didn't control my emotions myself. ”
"Don't give yourself such psychological hints, you're fine." Jiang Huai hurriedly spoke, afraid that he had been in an environment of self-doubt, "Since it's not me, then you tell me, what is it?" ”
There had to be someone or something that made him what he is today.
Hearing the sound, Lu Yanzhi's eyelashes trembled slightly.
What is it......
He couldn't tell the difference.
It seems that his mother was cold to him when he was a child, his father ignored him, and his stepmother and stepbrother targeted him.
Or the caution of a colleague at work, the bad words of a patient, or the tactfulness of the dean......
Or maybe it's because of Xiao He's sudden departure......
Lu Yanzhi didn't know why he became like this.
There seem to be a lot of factors.
As for JAC......
Not the one who got him to where he is today.
On the contrary, no matter when, JAC will always be his light.