Chapter 65: Suddenly revealing his heart

At least when Fang Ruize faced Lu Yunzheng, he didn't have any intimidation in his aura.

Besides, there are too many problems between Xu Nanqiao and Lu Yunzheng, even if the two of them are barely together, they will not be much happier in the future, so now Liang Ruo is very supportive of Xu Nanqiao and Fang Ruize being together.

"Great, it just so happens that my car broke down, and Senior Brother Fang can help me send Nanqiao home, so I'm relieved."

Liang Ruo sold Xu Nanqiao like this, and Xu Nanqiao was also helpless.

Xu Nanqiao watched Liang Ruo get into the taxi before leaving.

"Then let's go." Xu Nanqiao had just drunk a little wine at the dinner, and just wanted to take a walk and let out the wine.

Fang Ruize naturally couldn't ask for it.

"Nan Qiao, I've always wanted to get to know you well, why don't you take this opportunity today and let me give you an in-depth interview?" Fang Ruize wants to use this in-depth interview to learn more about Xu Nanqiao.

How could Xu Nanqiao not understand, she smiled and said, "I have something to say, it's just mediocre." ”

"Don't be too modest, a girl like you is very attractive, we can give you a big page."

During this time, getting along with Fang Ruize, Xu Nanqiao almost forgot that he has two identities, one is an actor, and the other is a media person.

Before coming to this dinner, Gu Yan told her that Fang Ruize said that he wanted to make an appointment with her for an interview, and Gu Yan had already agreed.

"Okay." Xu Nanqiao smiled and said, "Senior Brother Fang, you can ask." ”

"Well, my first question is, what are your criteria for choosing a mate?"

Xu Nanqiao looked at Fang Ruize, his expression was very serious, as if he was really serious about his work.

"Seriously, I don't have any criteria for choosing a mate, maybe my last relationship was too unsuccessful, and I don't want to fall in love now."

This paragraph can be regarded as what Fang Ruize wants to touch the most, because in Fang Ruize's thoughts, if Xu Nanqiao confides these words to him, it proves that Xu Nanqiao is willing to let him get close to her.

"Did the last relationship refer to the relationship with Mr. Lu?"

It can also be suppressed for too long, Xu Nanqiao thought about it, and still spoke, "I have always grown up with Lu since childhood, I have been an orphan since I was a child, and it was Lu's father and Lu's mother who brought me home from the street, so even though I am an orphan, I have not suffered too much, Lu's father and Lu's mother have always been very good to me, raising me as a daughter, they can see that I like Lu Yunzheng, he also likes me, and they want to match us together." ”

Xu Nanqiao breathed a sigh of relief, and the memories were too heavy, "It's a pity that I was not sensible at all, I wanted to be a star, I knew that female stars in the entertainment industry were not very able to announce their relationships, I was very resistant to them always wanting me to be with Lu Yunzheng, I thought of running away from home, Lu's father and Lu's mother had a car accident because they were looking for me everywhere, one died on the spot, the other went to the hospital for rescue, and died of heart failure......"

"I regret not being at the beginning, but even if I regret it, what's the use, I have to admit what I did. I wanted to find Lu Yunzheng, I looked for him everywhere, but I couldn't find him, and then our mutual good friend Qin Yaping told me that Lu Yunzheng had gone abroad, and he also left a letter to me saying that he hated me, why didn't I die, in fact, I also thought about this question, why didn't I die. In the years that followed, I lived in guilt, and I told Yaping that if Brother Yun Zheng came back, I would do whatever he wanted me to do, even if I used all my strength to atone for my sins, it was what I deserved. ”

"Yaping stayed with me for a few years, and later I learned that I had a very severe depression in those years, and then I decided to cheer up, I started to go back to college classes, to study pharmacy, I wanted to make a medicine that can relieve heart failure, and finally, when I researched this medicine, Brother Yun Zheng came back, he still hated me, but he also loved me, and we were very tormented and happy when we were together."

She didn't know when tears were dripping from the corners of her eyes, and she didn't react until she felt that Fang Ruize was wiping her tears.

She said too much, maybe because of the drinking, she actually said all the memories that were pressed in her heart.

Fang Ruize couldn't see Xu Nanqiao crying, he held her in his arms, "Nanqiao, your past was really too bitter, I finally understand the relationship between you and Mr. Lu now, I'm sorry, I apologize for my previous impulsiveness." ”

Xu Nanqiao wanted to push Fang Ruize away, but Fang Ruize didn't allow her to escape, "Nan Qiao, I'll take care of you in the future." ”

This hug was very warm, really warm, Xu Nanqiao couldn't push Fang Ruize away, and for a moment she didn't want to push it away.

To be honest, she has been struggling with Lu Yunzheng for so many years, she is really tired, and she also wants a warm embrace to lean on.

But reason still told her that she couldn't do this, and that this hug didn't belong to her, no matter how warm it was.

"Senior Brother Fang, you are really good, but I really don't deserve you." Xu Nanqiao firmly pushed him away, "I still have Lu Yunzheng in my heart, I'm afraid I won't be able to forget him for the rest of my life." ”

"But he has a fiancée now." Fang Ruize cruelly pointed out this, he wanted Xu Nanqiao to completely die to Lu Yunzheng.

"I know, I know all of this." Xu Nanqiao nodded, she accepted this very calmly, "I don't want to be in line with Lu Yunzheng, it's impossible between us, but I can't forget him, at this time, I can't accept anyone, otherwise, it will be unfair to him." ”

"But I don't care." Fang Ruize was a little anxious, "I can wait until you don't love him anymore and love me." ”

How many unforgettable feelings are there in this world, no matter how strong other people's feelings are, if you don't put them on yourself, you will never feel that helpless.

"But I care, like I just said, my last relationship was really tragic, I paid a lot of price, and this relationship also caused me many wounds, and these wounds are probably difficult to heal again."

Fang Ruize let go of Xu Nanqiao's hand, perhaps because he also felt Xu Nanqiao's despair, "No matter what, I don't want to give up on you, Nanqiao." ”

"Wait." Xu Nanqiao said with a smile, "We are filming for a while, and after a while, we can't see each other often, maybe you will slowly forget about me." ”

Fang Ruize didn't speak, he put his hands on Xu Nanqiao's shoulders, and said with a smile: "Okay, the topic just now is too heavy, let's talk about something happy." ”

For Xu Nanqiao, nothing is happy, but also because every time she thinks of the past, that kind of guilt still lingers in her heart.

As soon as there were too many emotions, she could only smile symbolically, which could be regarded as perfunctory Fang Ruize.

Fang Ruize could also see that she was perfunctory, he felt sorry for Xu Nanqiao from the bottom of his heart, it seemed that he was too anxious and shouldn't have asked so anxiously.

After Fang Ruize sent Xu Nanqiao home, Xu Nanqiao wanted to sleep, but she didn't feel sleepy at all, so she had to fall asleep again with sleeping pills.

Gu Yan gave Xu Nanqiao a few days off, hoping that Xu Nanqiao could adjust his condition.

Xu Nanqiao is a person who wants to hide at home and not see anyone as long as he is on vacation.

Apparently she is not suitable to hide at home.

She hid in the sofa and read a book, and heard a sound outside the door, but before she could stand up, Lu Yunzheng came in with the door open.

Xu Nanqiao glared in surprise, "You? ”

Lu Yunzheng naturally closed the door, changed into a pair of comfortable slippers, took off his coat and hung it up, "I heard Gu Yan say that you are resting today." ”

Xu Nanqiao still didn't react, Lu Yunzheng pinched her face, "Come back to your senses." ”

"How do you have the key to my house?" Xu Nanqiao looked at him in disbelief.

"It's not easy to get the keys to your house." Lu Yunzheng naturally took Xu Nanqiao in his arms, "Where do you want to play today?" I'll take you. ”

Xu Nanqiao pushed Lu Yunzheng away, she felt that she was already tired of explaining, why didn't she live a quiet life?

"Mr. Lu, have you forgotten something?" Xu Nanqiao had to remind again.

"......" Lu Yunzheng was silent.

Lu Yunzheng understood what Xu Nanqiao wanted to say.

"Nan Qiao, I, don't have a fiancée."

Xu Nanqiao was stunned, she was completely stunned.

"What, what do you mean?"

"Lingxi is a good friend of mine, I have been doing a company abroad, in those years, in order to forget you, I almost didn't rest day and night, but I still failed." Pulled Xu Nanqiao into his arms, "Nanqiao, we have come to this day, there are too many knots in our hearts, when I first returned to China, I really hated you, and my revenge was very heavy, so I wanted to do everything I could to hurt you." However, while hurting you, I am also in great pain, I have never diminished my thoughts about you, and I also hate myself, why can't I forget you......"

Lu Yunzheng finally said all these words in his heart, once upon a time, he always thought that saying such things was to admit that he had forgotten the hatred of his parents, so he tried his best to hurt Xu Nanqiao, including asking his good friend He Lingxi to pretend to be his fiancée.

"Lu Yunzheng!" Xu Nanqiao withdrew from his arms, "I really hate you!" I hate you to death! ”

Hearing Lu Yunzheng say these words to her, she couldn't say the bitterness in her heart, so she could only beat his chest fiercely, one by one.

"I know you hate me, and I hate myself."

"It's okay if you hurt me, this is the punishment I deserve, but why, you still want to kill this child even though you know I'm pregnant?!" Xu Nanqiao's heart was so painful that he couldn't breathe, and tears dripped down the corners of his eyes.

"At that time, I thought that there could be no follow-up between us, and I didn't want you to have a difficult life alone with your children in the future......"

Recalling that time, Lu Yunzheng hoped that Xu Nanqiao would start life again, he had already paved a star road for her, and she would still fulfill her young wishes, but in the future, there would be no Lu Yunzheng.

Lu Yunzheng thought that this arrangement was the best for Xu Nanqiao, and it also put an end to his own hatred.

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