152. Understand the disparity in identity

Wu Shuying was originally an extremely patient person.

After so many years in the palace, how could it be that when I arrived at the embassy, I was in a hurry to mess up my own situation?

Qingping is a chess piece they sacrificed.

It's just that Qingge doesn't know.

Since Wu Shuying and Jiang Wan reached a consensus on the deal, many things are not something she can know.

Although I know this, I can't help this girl who has been loyal to her for many years.

But.. No matter how much guilt she has, let's make up for it when I bring her true freedom.

Qingping led Shihe all the way in with a smile and a smile, the people who were waiting in the backyard had already been surprised, Qingge was originally talking in the yard, and when she saw Qingping coming in from the corner, she hurriedly entered the house and said to Wu Shuying with some unhappiness: "Qingping is here with Shihe Gongzi again, I don't know what new tricks there are at this time." ”

Shi He is very attentive to Wu Shuying, even if Qingge secretly reminded her several times that Wu Shuying was a few years older than him, Shi He didn't care at all.

Not only did I not care, but I was more attentive, and I don't know what I misunderstood.

Xuan Jin only came once, talked a few words with Wu Shuying, had a meal, and has been busy since then, Wu Shuying seems to be a reward to Shihe.

But Wu Shuying herself didn't care, as far as obtaining information was concerned, Shihe's unanticipated factor saved her a lot of energy.

Don't get too close to Xuan Jin, Shi He, the guy who sent him to the door, seems to be more useful.

Qingge's complaint Wu Shuying listened to it in her ears, the needlework in her hand was not broken, and she was in a good mood every day after leaving the palace, painting, writing, embroidering and raising flowers, and nothing was left behind.

All the strange things Wu Shuying that Shihe picked up on the street were stacked together, and most of them had not been opened and seen.

Every time he came, it meant that Lu Ran went out with Xuan Jin and other envoys, and every time at this time, Wu Shuying would give Shihe a cup of tea.

He was sitting and drinking in the courtyard, and he could see Wu Shuying sitting by the window.

Shihe felt very happy in this way, she could hear him talking, because he came diligently, and occasionally responded.

"Yingniang!" Shi He waved to her exaggeratedly, "Do you want to go out and have fun?" They went to Cangshan today! No one in the city knows, I'll show you around! ”

If you are stuffy in the house all day long, people will be bored.

Wu Shuying raised her eyes and glanced at Shi He.

Her gaze was faint, and Shi He saw two smiles in this glance.

His heart was beating extremely fast, and he was looked at by Wu Shuying like a hairy boy who had just fallen in love.

"Do you want to go?" Shi He asked again tentatively.

Qingge wanted to rush up and say something, but was pulled by Wu Shuying, and after glancing at her, she finally fell silent.

Qingge's silence fueled Qingping's arrogance, she was not far from Shihe, and laughed loudly: "Okay, good, my lady hasn't been out for a long time, with Shihe's son, it's okay to go out for a walk, didn't the lady say a few days ago that she wanted to see the new fat powder?" Winter is coming, and the ones you used before are going to be put away. ”

Shi He was also more interested, and stood up, as if he had already received Wu Shuying's approval: "Yingniang wants rouge?" It just so happens that you still have to look at this thing yourself to choose the one you like, Qingping, you go and pack up for Yingniang, I'll go find a carriage. ”

Qingping responded, she had already lifted her skirt and came in the room, she crossed Qingge and came forward to support Wu Shuying, and did not forget to turn around and instruct Qingge: "What is Sister Qingge still stunned about?" Our lady finally can go out once, why don't you bring the lady's shawl and hat quickly, let's go and come back quickly, it's okay. ”

Qingge glared at Qingping and said coldly: "You are very positive, and you don't ask what the lady means, I don't know, I think you want to choose some rouge?" ”

As soon as Qingping heard this, she didn't know which sensitive part of her heart she had poked, so she immediately stiffened her neck and retorted: "Let's follow the lady to naturally take a look, and the lady didn't say no!" Sister Qingge, why do you have to imprison our lady like this?! ”

Qingge snorted: "What are we doing dressed up so beautifully, could it be that you have some kind of favorite person?" ”

In fact, Qingge didn't have any deep meaning, he just thought Qingping's positive appearance was ridiculous, and he casually said it and laughed at her, who knew that Qingping seemed to have been stepped on by the tail, and jumped up all of a sudden: "What nonsense are you talking about!" ”

She shouted so loudly and suddenly that she scared Qingge.

Wu Shuying opened her mouth, got up and shook Qingge's hand and walked into the house: "Since Shihe Gongzi has arranged it, let's go out for a walk." ”

She tightened Qingge's hand, and Qingge instantly restrained her doubts, and helped Wu Shuying to go into the house.

Qingping stood in place for a while, and after sorting out her mood, she also followed.

Shihe found a very ordinary carriage, probably because he was afraid that it would be too ostentatious, Wu Shuying was wrapped tightly and was helped out by Qingping from the small side door.

Shi He is very happy, if Xuan Jin really doesn't like Yingniang, it's not impossible for him to come to his side, anyway, the emperor has rewarded it, and when the time comes, he and Yingniang are in love, and the emperor's goal can be regarded as achieved, what's the big deal?

Could it be true that such a woman looks forward to the stars and the moon every day to Xuan Jin? There are some things that can't be forced, Shi He feels that most of this God-given fate is crooked, and he corrects it himself, which is also his own ability.

He often stepped forward so diligently, even if it was a stone, he should understand his mind, and look, didn't he bring it out to breathe the wind?

Shi He let Qingping and Qingge sit in the carriage with Wu Shuying, he personally drove the carriage, saying that he was very familiar with several streets in Shengjing, and talked about the interesting things he encountered, Shihe deliberately said it thrilling and funny, Qingping's laughter kept coming from the carriage, and he also had a little bit of Yingniang's smile under the cover of Qingping's laughter, but she was more subtle.

The carriage went all the way forward, going around and around, I don't know if it was because she hadn't been outside the palace for too long, Qingping was much more excited than Wu Shuying, and kept lifting the curtain to look at all kinds of pedestrians on the side of the street in surprise.

Wu Shuying's gaze restrainedly looked out along the curtain raised by Qingping, no matter how many waves she had in her heart, it was impossible to show it.

Even if she wanted to step out of that square inch again, it would never be possible for her to nod and agree.

It has to be like today.

Using everything available around her, she didn't refuse, she didn't agree, and she was carried out of the embassy's pavilion, even if she asked, it had nothing to do with her.

Because she is just a beauty dedicated by the emperor to the envoys, she does not have any power, nor does she have any right to speak, and Shihe's little 'tough decision' also determines where she can go.

Like now.

Shi He is still talking outside, I don't know if he is thirsty or not, tired or not, Wu Shuying thinks that she is a person who is like water, of course she clearly knows that she and Shi He are not people of the same world, and there can never be any future at all, she gives Shi He a cup of tea every time, and talks to him through the window, just to give some sweetness, so that he can have a day for himself in the future.

But.. Shihe's feelings are really strong and pure.

Wu Shuying came to a conclusion from his high interest that has not decreased but increased during this period of time, this young noble envoy is not like the eyeliner that Xuan Jin deliberately sent over to probe it, it is more like. I really like myself a little.

It would be false to say that you are not upset.

But more than that, there is a disturbed conscience.

If they use each other, it's just that, Wu Shuying is afraid of such a person who bumps headlong and doesn't ask for anything in return.

She's not a conscience-destroying person after all.,I'm afraid of going to the back.。。 I can't get over the hurdle in my heart.

Wu Shuying sighed a little tiredly, and now she can only take one step at a time.

There are the most rouge shops in Dongshi, and there are five or six in the past, Shihe found a place to park the carriage, and after Qingping and Qingge landed one by one with the strength of his wrists, Shihe's eyes were shining, and he stretched out his arm to Wu Shuying, who came down at the end.

"Be careful." His tone was light and gentle, as if he was afraid of rejection, so he handed his arm up early.

Wu Shuying was stunned for a moment, but she still held the young man's powerful arm and stood up smoothly.

She whispered thank you, and the light in Shi He's eyes was even worse.

When he saw Wu Shuying being helped by Qingge and them to go to the rouge shop, Shi He quietly turned his back, took off the silver money bag he brought, and opened it to take a look.

He brought a lot of silver taels, which were very heavy, mainly because he was afraid that the silver ticket in his arms would not be common on the side of Dajin, and he would be embarrassed when the time came, so he carried the silver dollar.

You must not swish in front of the girl you like.

Shi He didn't feel any pain at all, and turned his face to see that Wu Shuying and the others had already begun to choose, so he hurriedly stepped forward.

Most of the girls in the rouge shop are girls, but there are also many big men like Shihe who follow their daughters-in-law and come to choose gifts for their beloved girls.

Seeing that it was not him, Shi He straightened his waist and listened attentively to what Wu Shuying and the others were saying.

The girl's choice of things is fine, and the comparison comes and goes, and I like it this way, I like it like that, but I always want to compare it to my favorite.

When she got to the street, Qingge gradually loosened, and there were laughter all around, and she came out, no matter how much she stretched her face, it was useless, so in the end, even Qingge herself began to look at some rouge and incense powder at affordable prices.

Shi He followed behind, and saw that Wu Shuying had a favorite but hesitant rouge powder, so he waited for her to take it after she left.

After watching the three girls' houses one after another, Shihe's money was spent like water, and he bought a bunch of them.

The careful boss also joked about him, saying that hard work pays off! Go harder! It's about to catch up!

Hearing such words, Shihe was in a good mood.

But he was only happy for himself, and he would never dare to think like this in his heart.

Before keeping up with Wu Shuying's footsteps, Shi He had to send a bunch of things he bought back to the carriage, running back and forth, and when Wu Shuying looked at him again, Shi He was leaning against the door of the store panting.

Wu Shuying stopped, probably thinking about what's wrong with him, such a little stop-and-go, a few girls don't feel anything, he is a big man, he won't be tired like this, right?

Because Wu Shuying stopped, Qingge and Qingping also looked at her suspiciously.

Qingping suddenly sighed coquettishly, went up to Shihe with a smile and asked Shihe what was wrong, and handed him his handkerchief, and said with a smile that if he was tired, he could go back to the carriage first and wait for them.

Shi He raised his eyes and met Wu Shuying's gaze, his face turned a little red all of a sudden, and he didn't answer the handkerchief handed by Qingping, he wiped it indiscriminately, pretending to be nothing, straightened his chest, and said vaguely: "I'm fine." ”

Qingping's kindness was not sent, the smile on her face was a little unbearable, hearing Shi He say this, she pretended to take back the handkerchief inadvertently, and said that the son was fine, and returned to Wu Shuying's side, blocking most of Shi He's sight.

It's not easy to accompany Yingniang out on a trip, these fat powders actually don't cost much, Shihe himself is willing to give it, as soon as he parked the carriage at the house, he went to Wu Shuying's yard with a big bag of things.

Approaching dinner, the wind is already faintly rising, I don't know when Xuan Jin and they will come back, Shi He hurried up and wanted to say a few more words to Wu Shuying, when several large bags of rouge were placed in front of Wu Shuying, Qingping still picked up the boxes one by one: "Shi He Gongzi is really interested in our lady, and he is much more attentive than that Xuan Jin Gongzi." ”

While speaking, he looked at Wu Shuying's face, but this lord has never seen any emotions, Qingping didn't dare to be too rampant in front of Wu Shuying, and after saying a word without getting an answer, she kept silent.

Wu Shuying didn't touch these rouges, but only gave Qingge an order to return it to Shihe outside, Qingge breathed a sigh of relief, and quickly snatched back a few boxes of precious fat powder that Qingping didn't want to put in her hand, and after wrapping it, she went outside.

Explaining the intention, Shi He immediately became anxious: "Since Yingniang has arrived at our embassy, naturally she can't be harsh, Xuan Jin is not here, I will help take care of it, and it is also the good intentions of our Dongshu and Dajin, Yingniang does not accept it, but she can't look down on our Dongshu's heart?" ”

Qingge was pressed by his words, and he didn't know how to answer.

Shi He saw that she had nothing to say, so he immediately laughed, urged her to take it in, and went to the window himself, adding oil and vinegar to his words.

Fortunately, after Qingge reluctantly entered, Wu Shuying didn't say anything, Shihe took Dajin Dongshu's friendship as an excuse, and the left and right were not what she wanted, so they had to take it if they had to give it.

After receiving the things, Qingge sent out a bag of pastries and handed it to Shi He: "My lady invited my son to eat, it's not too early, so I'd better go back early." ”

After saying goodbye, he blocked in front of Shihe, with a posture that he wouldn't get up if he didn't leave.

Shi He was very happy with the pastry in his hand, feeling that his money was not spent in vain, this thought was not in vain, and it was right to follow along, the woman's family, she got everything she liked, she must be happy, and next time she has to think of a way to take Yingniang to choose clothes and jewelry, she is too plain to wear.

Shi He responded with a full mouth, and after telling Qingge to take good care of Yingniang, he touched the pastry in his hand and jumped back like holding the best treasure in the world.

Halfway through, he couldn't help it, Shi He carefully took a piece and put it in his mouth.

Hey, sweet.

He squinted his eyes and smiled, and as soon as he walked near the gate, he heard a sound approaching not far away, he took a look, and happened to see Xuan Jin and Lu Ran saying goodbye and going inside, and his heart was empty, so he hid the pastry behind him, ready to turn around and avoid it.

It's a pity that Xuan Jin's eyes are sharp, and he has seen him with a happy look a long time ago, but his face changed and he wanted to run away, but it was too late.

"Shihe."

Xuan Jin called out to him.

Shi He's steps paused, his eyebrows and eyes hung down obediently, and he stood in place and waited.

With his hands behind his back, he quickly swallowed all the pastries in his mouth.

Xuan Jin's steps are not fast, Shi He feels that every time he walks in front of him like this, it is a kind of torment, and he would rather his steps go faster, but every step of Xuan Jin seems to be stepping on his heartbeat, and every step closer, his heart beats heavier.

When he stood still, Shi He raised his eyelids a little, and found that the group of people who were following Xuan Jin just now had dispersed, and now there were only him and Xuan Jin as far as he could see.

Xuan Jin's eyes were a little lighter, and he looked more demagogic, his voice was very soft, he knew that Shi He was hiding something behind him, but he didn't pierce it, and he didn't reach out to take it, he just stared at Shi He's eyes, and said indifferently: "Have fun?" ”

Shi He had goosebumps behind him for a moment, and he originally wanted to defend himself, but being stared at by Xuan Jin like this, he suddenly felt that why bother to do these fearless struggles, and after thinking about it, the whole person relaxed, and muttered sullenly: "It's not bad." ”

Xuan Jin smiled very lightly, unable to see what it meant: "I really like it?" ”

Shi He blinked: "Xuan Jin, since you don't like it, let it be given to me, anyway, the emperor gave it down, as long as Dongshu takes it, you don't." ”

Xuan Jin turned his face sideways and interrupted Shi He's words: "It's not a question of whether to let it go to you." ”

Shi He choked.

"The people sent by the Emperor of the Great Jin Dynasty are destined to be people from two worlds, just like the people I sent to the palace, they are all chess pieces, they are victims, no matter how much you like it, it is impossible to take her away from the Great Jin, let alone think about those naΓ―ve and stupid things, Shihe, you have to be clear about your identity, don't be confused by the momentary like, let alone do something wrong, we are not long away from the day of going back, prepare well, do you understand?" Xuan Jin knew that it was cruel to say these words at this time.

But if you don't talk about it, it's too late.

Dongshu and Dajin have never been allies in the true sense of the word, and the arrival of the day of return means the arrival of smoke and war.

The disparity in identity and hostile stance will immediately burn these children's affection to the ground.

The word national border is destined for him to hide his heartbeat.

Shi He bit his lip, slowly tightened his fingers, and clenched the pastry behind him.