Chapter 59: Love Letter (1)

Finally...

I found you.

I have lived in Fu Mansion for almost 20 years, perhaps because of habit, I have never felt lonely.

But...

Since I met you, I feel more and more that this place is very deserted, and I hope to be by your side for a long time.

The first time I saw you was that night. Lin Hagi insisted on pulling me to the fifth floor, saying that the private room near the corridor on the fifth floor could see a lot of gossip.

I, who have never liked to be busy, followed Lin Hagi to the fifth floor, because I always felt that the person I had been looking for would appear there...

The closer I got to that place, the more I couldn't calm down in my heart, and there was something strong that pounded in my chest, and I couldn't wait to break through my heart...

It was as if the seal that had been closed for many years had broken through the spell and turned into a sky full of stars.

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Not long after I sat down, there was a loud noise from the fourth floor, and I couldn't take my eyes off it after a casual glance.

The entertainment hall in the west hall on the fourth floor is dimly lit, dim and intertwined with the beams of light, blurring the vision, but it can't blur the imprint of you in my heart.

I sat upstairs, and I didn't see anything clearly, blurring my face, blurring my figure, and even blurring my gender, only vaguely seeing those smiling eyes as the beam swept by.

It's obviously far away, but why do I seem to see your eyes clearly, the smile doesn't reach the bottom of the eyes, and the bottom of the eyes is completely indifferent.

I suddenly went crazy and wanted to put a figure of me in those eyes.

The moment I met you, my heart beat rapidly, and I had an unknown emotion for the first time in my life.

Love.

There is no contradiction in my mind, and I know that this emotion is the first time it has arisen, but it will only be kept for you.

Just one glance is a lifetime.

Love at first sight has nothing to do with anything.

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In that dim light, except for those vague eyes, I didn't know ——— identity, hobbies, or names.

It's not about character, it's about personality, it's not about identity, it's not about gender.

All I know is that I love you for eternity and eternity......

If you wonder why you can be so affectionate at a glance, I can only answer that ———— can't help it, I can't help myself.

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I just watched like that, not even caring about the development of events, and froze in place, completely still, until Lin Hagi told me your name, and I woke up.

Shi Yun, Shi Yun...

I muttered repeatedly, infused into my bone marrow.

Shi Yun, Fu Ji.

I'm going to keep these two names together forever.

Hayashi told me about your incident.

"Little devil."

The person I love is so funny.

You are happy without my involvement in the past, but I hope I can accompany you in the future......

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Afterward...

Lin Hagi told me that you are the only son of the Shi family, a boy, I was a little surprised, not because I minded, I never minded for a moment.

Instead, I happened to hear Uncle Shi chatting with Aunt Shi saying that he wanted to choose a daughter-in-law.

Daughter-in-law, now I think about it like a stalk, I can't swallow it, I can't spit it out.

But so what?

All I need to know is that you are the one to whom I am willing to entrust all my joys and sorrows.

I'm your man.

That's what I decided from the beginning.

I am willing to hand over all the self that I have guarded for many years to you, and I will fall to you from now on.

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At the top of the power, I have never had anyone around me, and they all say that the height is unbearable, but I can't experience it at all when I have no emotions before.

After meeting you, I realized that I was afraid of the cold...

Don't worry I like you because you're a guy, because I don't recognize your gender when I see you.

If it annoys you because of this, that's my sin.

I'm pretty sure not gay.

It's just about you.

People in the world always like to sort. Sibling love, sibling love, heterosexuality, homosexuality, heterosexuality, teacher-student love......

But I think...

It's just that two people just happened to fall in love with each other, and that's it.

I'm in love with you, and you happen to be a guy.

There were many people who tried to give me a woman, and many people who tried to give me a man, but I was turned away, and I didn't want to be fooled at all.

Because I always feel like I'm going to wait for someone, I'm going to wait quietly for that person.

It's not just the body and mind.

Even the reputation must be untarnished for that person.

It's good that I waited until I found you, too.

After you are treated, I will hand over my clean self to you.

Tell you:

"I'm very well-behaved~"