After sending Sang'er out, Yu Xiaohuan thought, it seems that hanging will not work, so it is better to find another way.

She came out of the house. Although the dilapidated courtyard was large, there was nothing left, not even a single wildflower, only weeds. The most conspicuous thing was that there were two mulberry trees planted near the doorway, and the others were some tattered utensils, and the clay pots in the corners were notched, the hoes were blunt, the ploughs were rusty, and even the benches were mutilated...... Yu Xiaohuan scolded in her heart: Such a family, the male owner still wants to take a concubine, and he dreams of going to heaven.

Yu Xiaohuan thought about it, it was important to find a way to "change her fate", she couldn't spend a day like this. Since the crossing, except for the first time as a beggar, she has never tried to survive in such a harsh environment, and she is not so desperate in Wu Niang's small inn with scarce materials, but now she sees the middle-aged and elderly Li Bai hanging outside the door, and she is extremely desperate and resentful. I looked down and thought about my current image, full of gray hair, describing withered ......

She thought, there are farm tools, there should be pesticides, so she looked at the back three rooms at once, all of them are houses, no tool rooms or anything. The side house on the left is the kitchen, and on the right side is the firewood house and latrine.

Yu Xiaohuan had no choice but to walk to the front rooms, but unexpectedly it was the living room and the side room, and through it was the front yard and the gate.

Yu Xiaohuan looked around and came back dejectedly. Sang'er, who was busy in the kitchen, saw this and asked, "What are you looking for?" ”

"Pesticides." Yu Xiaohuan replied quickly.

"Pesticides? What is it? Sang Er was puzzled.

Yu Xiaohuan was stunned, it turned out that this family didn't even have a bottle of pesticides, she asked casually: "Is there arsenic?" ”

"Huh?" Sang Er was frightened, "What is my mother going to do?" ”

Yu Xiaohuan didn't answer her, and then thought that such a poor family should not have arsenic, turned her head and saw Sang Er in charge of the kitchen, and suddenly remembered that she had heard her classmates say when she was studying in the past that potatoes and scrambled eggs would definitely die if you eat them. So he asked, "What are you cooking, can you cook me a potato and scrambled egg?" ”

Sang Er was stunned for a while before she reacted and asked, "What are potatoes?" ”

There were a lot of black lines on Yu Xiaohuan's face, and it seemed that the road of homemade arsenic would not work.

She was in a daze, and Sang'er shouted, "Mother, it's time to eat." ”

Yu Xiaohuan was sad, she didn't sigh in a breath, and suddenly saw a messy figure jumping past the side at once, and she was sitting at the dining table with lightning speed. After seeing clearly that it was her husband Li Bai who was her current identity, Yu Xiaohuan really wanted to die of anger directly.

The chopsticks in Sang'er's hand hit the back of Li Bai's hand at once, and he scolded: "Dad, have you washed your hands?" ”

Li Bai said unashamedly: "Dad, this is the hand of the dance and the ink, what to wash!" ”

Dancing and inking? He had just squatted in the corner and played with bugs for a long time......

Yu Xiaohuan rushed over, kicked on the stool, and said angrily: "Is there a kind of you saying what you just said again?" ”

Li Bai was stunned and went to wash his hands.

Yu Xiaohuan sat down and looked at the plate of boiled tofu with cabbage and the plate of boiled cabbage with tofu on the table, there was no oil or water at all, and it was difficult to swallow it suddenly.

Thinking back then, she was the daughter of Xiangguofu, with fine clothes and jade food, although she didn't say that every meal was a delicacy of the mountains and seas, but some ordinary home-cooked dishes were also fried very exquisitely, how can it be like now......

The middle-aged and elderly Li Bai sat down on the stool opposite, lifted the chopsticks, and complained in a low voice: "Eat vegetarian every day, when will you be a little meaty......

Sang Er rolled her eyes at him and said, "Dad, you are embarrassed to say that if you hadn't secretly roasted the hen I raised and eaten, our family wouldn't even be able to eat an egg!" ”

The middle-aged and elderly Li Bai suddenly had nothing to say, bowed his head to eat, and actually sandwiched the three pieces of tofu that were clear at a glance into his bowl.

Such a father...... Yu Xiaohuan slapped the table, using too much force, so that her palms were numb, but she didn't care about this, she reached out directly, snatched the rice bowl in front of the selfish ghost, put it heavily in front of Sang'er, and then replaced the white rice that had no vegetables in front of Sang'er.

Sang'er looked at her selfish father's face with some fear, and said embarrassedly: "Mother, I don't have to ......"

Yu Xiaohuan didn't look at her, but continued to stare at the middle-aged and elderly Li Bai opposite with hatred, and sprayed directly: "If you want to eat, you will eat, how can you grow your body if you don't eat!" ”

San'er lowered her head and obediently ate the tofu.

The middle-aged and elderly Li Bai dared to be angry but did not dare to speak.

Yu Xiaohuan casually coped with a few bites and didn't eat any more.

Hanging doesn't work, eating poison doesn't work, what else can be done?

She looked around at no one, closed her eyes, and slammed headlong into the pillar, feeling that she was about to hit it, she hesitated, but it was too late to brake. After a muffled sound, she rebounded and fell to the ground, only to feel a sharp pain in her forehead.

Hearing the sound, Sang Er ran out of the house, and helped her up, thinking that she had just accidentally bumped into her, and scolded and scolded: "Li Bai, you bastard, you don't even have lamp oil at home, and you have to find a way to change it, so that your mother fell so hard!" If my mother had three long and two short, I wouldn't be done with you! ”

in the room.

Yu Xiaohuan looked at the hole on his forehead, it was really shocking, and now this old face is even uglier.

It seems that this self-harming method really doesn't work for her.

Yu Xiaohuan walked to the well in the yard and wanted to jump into the well, but when Sang'er saw this well in the future, she thought that her mother had jumped into the well and died, so did she still need this water?

After giving up jumping into the well, she went to work in the field with Sang'er, because she heard Sang'er say that there were often poisonous snakes in the field, and she wondered what if she was bitten by a poisonous tongue? This problem is solved.

She hoeed grass in the field for a long time, and she didn't see any poisonous tongue, so tired that she threw away the hoe and went directly to the grass to lie down and rest.

I don't know if it's the crow's mouth that finally worked after a long time, she put it on her forehead and shaded her wrist and was suddenly bitten by something, she turned her head to look, as if she saw something swimming, and she heard Sang'er shouting: "Mother, there is a snake!" ”

San'er screamed, and the hoe in his hand struck him, scaring the poisonous tongue away.

"Mother, are you alright?" Sang'er squatted down in front of her, grabbed her hand to check, and saw the two dark tooth holes on her wrists, San'er was so frightened that her legs went weak, "You...... You've been bitten! ”

Yu Xiaohuan looked at the wound, and finally smiled indifferently, she only had the joy of leaving here in her heart, but she didn't notice Sang'er's sadness and panic.

She slowly closed her eyes, remembering that she had gotten her wish, but she didn't know that death was coming.