His voice was calm, as if nothing had happened, as if the person who had been decadent, desperate, and in pain for the past few days was not him at all.

He Qianyu didn't speak again, but he knew that Shen Yuchen now was no longer the Shen Yuchen he used to be.

Walking out of the hospital, Shen Yuchen looked back at her, "When are you getting married, remember to give me an invitation, I believe that Ning'er must want to attend your wedding." ”

"Okay." He Qianyu choked up and nodded heavily.

"Goodbye." Shen Yuchen waved his hand at him and turned to leave.

This time, He Qianyu didn't follow again, because he already knew that Shen Yuchen would not seek death.

Shen Yuchen really didn't seek death, because, as he himself said, he was not qualified to die at all.

It's just that later, there was one more Mr. Shen, who was not close to women.

He runs the company, desperately makes himself work, and gets busy, only in this way can he forget about Shen Tanning for the time being.

However, at night, he could only sit alone in the girl's bedroom, trembling and crying secretly...

Time passed day by day, and he went to He Qianyu's wedding.

He and Xiao Xiao got married a year later, and their relationship is very good.

At that time, Shen Yuchen was sitting in the banquet, thinking unconsciously in his heart, if Ning'er was still there, they must be very happy now, right?

Swipe your finger across your phone and look at the photos on the screen.

The young man's face was soft, and the corners of his lips were smiling. Behind him were tall buildings and sunsets, but those were not as good as his smile.

And the girl turned to look at him, and there was only one back, and her long hair was soft at the back of her head.

He never imagined that this would be the only photo they had together, and it would be a photo without a girl's face...

What a mockery of this?

Shen Yuchen smiled bitterly.

……

"Ning'er... I've had a very bad time all these years. "Decades have passed, but they are as hurried as flowing water, but for Shen Yuchen, every day seems to have passed for a century, so tormented.

At that time, he was pale and old, but from that countenance, you can still see how handsome he was when he was young.

The old man stood in front of the grave, his fingers touching the tombstone, and finally landed on the black and white photograph on the tombstone.

The woman's beautiful face is reflected in front of her eyes, and the scenes that happened many years ago are replayed in her mind.

If anything, the most wrong thing he did was... Lost her.

"Qianyu, he and Xiaoxiao are living happily." He continued to speak, as if someone in front of him was listening to him.

Every year at this time, he would come and talk to her because it was her birthday and the day they were supposed to get married!

Perhaps it should be said that at other times than today, he did not dare to come to see her at all.

He babbled on and on about what had happened in the past year.

After a long time, he suddenly sighed softly.

"Ning'er... I've been thinking about you every day all these years, and I've been thinking about you so much. ”

"I saw the letter you wrote to me."

It's not so much a letter as a diary, Shen Tanning writes a diary every day, but every day is related to him.

The last day, the day she left, even he didn't know when she wrote it.

There is only one line of words.

"Brother. I love you. ”

However, just four words made him cry again.

"Is this torture enough?" He has not committed suicide over the years, firstly, he is not qualified, and secondly, he is torturing himself.

"Ning'er... I already know that I was wrong, if there is a next life, we must meet again, okay? ”