Chapter 70: Hold on
This kind of gossip is not the first time Li Jiangyun has heard it. At the beginning, those people would sneak away from Li Jiangyun and say. Later, he directly mocked in front of Li Jiangyun.
Only when Li Jiangyu is there, he will be a little more restrained.
Li Jiangyun took a deep breath, adjusted her mood, and continued to do the work at hand. If the work is affected by these rumors, it is a thing that outweighs the loss.
Coming out of the Hanlin Courtyard, Li Jiangyun hesitated for a while and decided to go to the county lord's mansion tonight. As soon as he returned to the county lord's mansion, before he reached the boudoir, he saw a man leaning against the pillar in front of the door.
Taking advantage of the night and the light of the lantern in his hand, Li Jiangyun's eyes darkened when he saw the person who came.
"Look at your appearance, do you want to see me?"
Li Yunyun didn't speak, as if she didn't see the person who came, and left by mistake.
Feng Guixiao hurriedly stretched out his hand and grabbed Li Jiangyun's arm. With Li Jiangwei's marriage, most of the people went to the Qin Palace. The rest of the rough maids and mothers-in-law could not enter the courtyard gate at night.
This backyard has become the most deserted place. Fortunately, it was cold, and he would not worry about someone bumping into the meeting between Li Jiangyun and Feng Guixi.
Feng Guixiao said bitterly: "Is it so ruthless? ”
Li Jiangyun rubbed the corners of her forehead, and said weakly: "I'm ...... today." I don't really want to talk......"
Feng Guixiao asked anxiously, "Is there something going on over there in the Hanlin Academy?" ”
Li Jiangyun shook her head and replied in a low voice: "No ......"
"Say something like that, you think I'm a fool?" Feng Guixiao said helplessly: "Pretend to be a little bit like me!" ”
"It's hard to tell you that you're afraid of getting married."
Feng Guixiao's body stiffened, and he said quite embarrassedly: "You ...... Still mad at me? ”
"What's in you that makes me angry?"
"I didn't reveal it to you, and I went straight to the door to propose?"
"This is all an old calendar, if you want to be angry, why wait until today?" Li Jiangyun looked up at the carved beams slightly.
"What the hell is going on?"
"I'm afraid that after marrying you, I will be involved in the general's mansion. Now there are rumors in the Hanlin Academy, saying that I climbed to my current position by taking the path of the General's Mansion. ”
"So what! What else do they want to do! Feng Guixiao said arrogantly: "It's just a Jishi, and he hasn't officially received the official position. Are we still afraid that they won't succeed? ”
"Feng Er Gongzi...... You know I don't want to use the power of the General's Palace. ”
"I know that literati cherish feathers and value fame! But have you ever wondered what their ultimate goal is? These gossips are forcing you to leave the Hanlin Academy! With a female jinshi, it is difficult to guarantee that there will be no second and third place! Studying and taking the imperial examination are no longer the privileges of men, and you will tear apart the power that belongs to men alone, will there be fewer people who will be cruel to you? Only by pressing you to death can they openly announce to the world that women should marry and raise children in the depths of the boudoir. ”
"Everything else is nothing, only power is your own! If you give up your power for the sake of rumors, what will you do with them in the future? Others will not care about your life and will not care about your situation! ”
"I know ......"
Feng Guixiao was anxious, and hurriedly asked, "Since you know, what are you struggling with?" ”
"I'm not ready to be your wife."
Feng Guixiao smiled bitterly and said, "Then use me as a springboard and try to climb high." Not just for yourself, but for everyone else. Only when you have power in your hands can you have the opportunity to help future generations. ”
Li Yunyun turned her head and looked at Feng Guixi: "Aren't you afraid that my original intention will no longer be?" ”
"Little Master doesn't care what his original intention is......" Feng Guixiao was angry and said very quickly, "I just want to know if you are willing to marry." ”
Li Jiangyun was surprised, and suddenly smiled: "Marriage must be married, the marriage date has been set, and you can't regret the marriage." ”
After hearing this answer, Feng Guixiao became even more angry: "Marrying me is so reluctant? ”
Li Jiangyun shook her head and said, "It's not ......."
"Why do I think you're coaxing me with this?"
Without waiting for Li Jiangyun to reply, Feng Guixiao said to himself: "You are very similar to the imperial concubine, but they are not quite the same. If you can have the half-distraction of the imperial concubine, those who chew the root of the tongue have already been rectified. Don't forget, you are the emperor's man, or a student of Li Xiang. Moreover, your second brother Li Jiangyu also works in the Hanlin Academy. ”
"But I ......"
"The imperial examination is just the beginning, not even an entry. I know you don't want to rely too much on the power of the Feng family, but you need to know! You can't go around the network! ”
Seeing that Li Qianyun didn't move, Feng Guixiao smiled bitterly again and said softly: "I just found out that I was a self-inflicted person. Alas......"
Feng Guixiao stretched out his hand violently and hugged Li Jiangyun.
Li Jiangyun quietly let Feng Guixiao hug her, but Feng Guixiao was shocked: "You are so honest today!" ”
When Li Jiangyun heard this, she was not happy. stepped directly on the surface of Feng Guixiao's feet, broke open his arms when he cried out in pain, and quickly fled back to the room.
"Don't come next time!" Li Jiangyun said to Feng Guixiao through the door: "It's almost time to get married, and it's not good to meet at this time." ”
"Then you promise me to take care of yourself! Next time, let me know you're being bullied in Hallym Temple! I'll copy the guy and hit the Hanlin Academy! ”
"You dare!"
Feng Guixiao shrunk his neck, snorted, and said, "Always let them know that you are not easy to mess with!" ”
"Then you can't go to Hanlin Academy! In case the emperor blames you, General Feng can't protect you! ”
"Who in the DPRK doesn't know that I'm a bastard!"
"That's not going to work either!"
"Okay. You are my daughter-in-law, what you say is right......" Feng Guixiao seemed to think of something, suddenly grinned, and said, "Are you caring about me?" ”
Li Jiangyun, who was against the door, had a complicated expression, and did not answer, only to hear the people outside continue to shout: "Don't be bullied!" Hear no! ”
Feng Guixiao didn't wait for Li Jiangyun's reply, so he had no choice but to leave. Li Jiangyun was relieved when she heard that there was no sound outside.
Although Li Qianyun did not have much resistance to this marriage, every time she saw Feng Guixiao, she always felt very confused and didn't know how to face him. Li Jiangyun felt that she was not ready to be a wife at all.
There are many things to do in the Hanlin Academy, and there is a lot of content to learn, so there is no time for Li Jiangyun to distract herself from other things.
If she marries into the Feng family, the elders bring up the issue of heirs and urge her to have a child. How will she respond?
These two years are the most critical, Li Jiangyun is impossible to have children.
Every time she thinks of this, Li Jiangyun has a headache, but she doesn't have the shyness that a girl should have before marriage.
Feng Guixiao, who followed Li Jiangyun to Huanyue, knew her temperament, and after leaving the county lord's mansion, he turned a corner and went to the Qin Wangfu.
Feng Guixiao's visit to the Qin Wangfu at night was the first time this year.
Li Jiangwei took the coat on the side and walked towards Yu Yongyi, and said, "Go quickly." Maybe he's looking for you in a hurry. ”
"Urgent? These are all people who are about to get married, what can be the urgency? ”
Yu Yongyi got up, put on the coat handed by Li Jiangwei and hurriedly left the study.