Qin Wafan is a layman.

When he was in college, he fell in love with Bai Pujia at first sight, because in his eyes, Bai Pujia was good-looking, and his temperament and conversation were also his favorite traits. 's goodbye to Bai Pujia is still that he found that Bai Pujia is really good-looking, and the talent inside is really beautiful.

But he came out of an ordinary family in a small town. He has the inferiority complex in the heart of ordinary children in urban and rural areas, too general about his family, too average and inferior to his appearance, IQ and temperament.

He didn't have particularly lofty dreams, but he realistically wanted to live a better life than his parents, and he thought that he had met the requirements of his life. He never looked far away. Until, he fell in love with Bai Pujia, and wanted to go far away for Bai Pujia's wandering heart. However, Bai Pujia did not give him this opportunity. His life still requires him to return to his circle of life in peace and steadfastness, honestly, marry a wife, have children, eat and sleep. Life is like this, who can be better?

But he is still a person who stands in the mud of life and moves forward step by step. He has his own forward direction. What drives him is his life: the predicament and the beauty of the past, present and future.

An ordinary small worker's family must be constrained by the material level of life, and what he is unwilling to give in is not ordinary, but poor. He didn't want to live a life of poverty, he wanted to live a better life not only with enough food and good clothes, but also the freedom to reach a certain level of wealth.

From this point of view, there is still no need to get rid of the need to survive.

But his understanding and efforts for survival are different from those of his parents' generation.

His father's generation is the basic survival of three meals a day, cool breeze in summer and warmth in winter, and children can grow up and go to school, and his survival is based on the current situation of his parents' life, and the comfort and beauty of life are one step closer. There isn't much of a difference in nature, just between fifty and a hundred steps. But in the fifty-step gap, who can say, it is only a simple continuation?

It's just that, initially, the environmental shackles on his body gave him an imprint, making him look down at the ground, and moving forward step by step in order to solve the obvious lack of money and material things in the days, but in the process of untying such shackles, the seed of longing for freedom and beauty in his heart became more and more absorbent and expanded, and finally cracked in the dark, branching out, so that he slowly saw the pearl-like life contained in the process of pursuing material things step by step.

That is why he fearlessly rushed into the normal troubles and trivialities of life day after day, not being dismembered, but finally becoming an increasingly robust swimmer in such a life, not sinking, but swimming.

I have to say that the seeds are inherent to him, and the white pampas are the water for watering and fertilizing in the process of bursting the buds, branches, and scattering of the leaves of his seeds.

He is willing to stand behind her figure all the time, never abandoning her, thinking about it, but he knowingly hides her beautiful smile in the depths of his heart, and always takes it out and ponders it as if he is probing his heart, and ponders his own heart with the same heart and love.

This is his love for Bai Pujia. But Bai Pujia is always a bird in the wind, and she has her distance. Her kindness made her turn back to him when she flew high into the sky of her own, and let him see the sky she pointed to because of her presence, where there was a pure blue sky, the sun and the moon, and the stars. The depth of it was probably not something he could see at a glance, not even she. Therefore, if you can't do this, let the hard-working him not go, and let the ideal her fly away.

The emotional connection between him and Bai Pujia before finally became an emotional connection between him and her. No matter what he encounters, he will first talk to her in his heart, so as to find the wisdom to live with him. She was originally an inexhaustible back in his eyes, and then after graduation, she became an indelible imaginary reality living in a world in his heart, and later, after the two got in touch again, she became the purest and longing heart wrapped in the hard shell of his mobile phone. She is a breakthrough in his sight, in his thoughts, in the telephone line and mobile phone signal - gentle, pure, beautiful, sunny, upward, brave, proficient in the world without compromising on the world, never stop moving forward. In his mind, she has no shortcomings, and even if she has, it is not a shortcoming, but a different kind of charm that she should have. Her greatest happiness is to live a perfect life that is difficult to integrate in his mind.

Although, in fact, such perfection is actually the greatest barrier to imperfect reality, he made the barrier her own reality, and what he saw and thought finally became what she saw and thought.

But his growth and transformation, gradually from an inferiority complex and pragmatic boy, to a mature person who has enough ability and wisdom to lead his family and life to break through the predicament to a better life, is not entirely because of Bai Pujia, he is also in his own life experience layer by layer of experience and tempering, and fortunately, he has maintained the synchronization with Bai Pujia's inner yearning and moving forward, the two have grown up and transformed in their respective lives, but a heart has always remained unbroken because of his perseverance.

This is also the fundamental reason why they are thousands of miles apart, but they can synchronize in different spaces.

For a flying bird, a land that once stayed, always with the call of the wind and the breath of the tree, the longing and lovesickness for her, appeared in the vision of her heart, and never went away. Looming in the floating clouds of life, such as the eyes of the dragon and the eyes of the phoenix, this is what a graceful scenery of life, and the irreproducible emotional preciousness of the present because of the past.

This is the happiness that belongs to the existence between Qin Wafan and Bai Pujia, beyond the physical matter, beyond the spiritual yearning, beyond the family world, just a kind of transparent natural existence suspended around their bodies in the busyness of the two of them, so transparent that there is no need to look and sniff.

No one knows when such an invisible existence of happiness will arise and when it will disappear. Life is too short, so why bother thinking about the truth that you can't understand? Just look at the moment.

I don't know where Qin Wafan will go, but it is certain that he has always jumped as much as he can in Qinfang's circle, because his wife, children, parents, and his family are all in Qinfang, so his life is destined to be in Qinfang.

He is not willing to be swallowed up by mediocrity, he also accepts the pressure and hope that life gives him, and moves forward happily.

So, it's good to be healthy, it's good to have a home. Then, continue to jump, in the daily life of the small city of Qinfang, just like the frogs in the undeveloped farmland in Qinfang County in the early years of the year, they are jumping and calling day and night, rain and sunny days, and people can't ignore them, live in this new era, pursue a better life and live, and live with a mixture of life's various births, old ages, illnesses and deaths.

Unintentionally brushed the sense of existence of the times, and also inadvertently and inevitably became one of the creators of the times in survival.

As for Qin Wafan and Bai Pujia, so, very good.

About the white pampertail, to be followed.