Chapter 67 We all have feelings called inferiority
After that day, Zhou Minggao and Shen Yuanyuan did not see each other again.
It's not that they didn't see each other on purpose, but that the two of them were busy again and didn't have time to meet to "communicate feelings". Since there is no way to meet, naturally you can only chat on social software. I can't see the expression or hear the tone when typing and chatting online, and the more you talk about it, the more biased you go, and in the end you almost didn't block each other.
Because he couldn't talk clearly, Shen Yuan was very depressed, repeatedly refreshing the chat list and waiting for Zhou Minggao's news, but he was afraid that he would really send a message. Clicking on the chat with him, he said, "Who knows how many times you met when I didn't know." "It's really glaring.
Although she knew that he had the element of talking angry, Shen Yuanyuan still said that he either didn't trust her, or deliberately attacked her, either which made her feel very uncomfortable.
Unable to find an outlet for his emotions, Shen Yuanxuan finally went to Weibo, which few people followed, and posted, "Why do two people who like each other start to hurt each other when they start falling in love." ”
An hour after posting that sentence, she felt that this was too much like the sad non-mainstream quotations of the year, so she went on Weibo again and wanted to delete it, but she didn't expect a message to appear in the "Comments" column.
- Could it be that Zhou Minggao saw her Weibo?
She and Zhou Minggao's Weibo have been closed to each other for a long time, but Zhou Minggao doesn't seem to use this software much, so it stands to reason that he shouldn't see it.
With anticipation, she hurriedly clicked on the comment, but what caught her eye was a comment from an unfamiliar ID. "You deserve it, you're following my old path."
Not only that, but when she exited the interface again, she saw that this person had commented on many of her daily blogs that she had sent before. Feeling inexplicable, she clicked on the person's homepage and immediately understood.
The man's profile reads - Province J, 22 years old.
This is definitely Wang Yina.
Shen Yuan clicked on the man's photo album again, and sure enough, he saw Wang Yina's selfie. The memory went back to that time in J Province, and she was suddenly angry. She first blocked Wang Yina's Weibo, and then sent a screenshot of Wang Yina's comments to Zhou Minggao.
Zhou Minggao replied with a question mark.
Shen Yuan was about to explode: "??? What do you mean by answering my question mark? ”
Zhou Minggao: "Who is this?" ”
Zhou Minggao: "Aren't we angry? You're being bullied and you're going to find me out? ”
Shen Yuanxuan also deliberately yin and yang: "Do you listen to what you say is human?" And, what about this ex-girlfriend. ”
Zhou Minggao secretly thought that the next time he returned to Province J, he must find a way to cure Wang Yina's problem, and continued to reply to Shen Yuan in a tone of Gongjing: "Oh, so what? ”
Shen Yuanwan smiled back angrily at him, and then turned off his phone and ignored him. What she didn't expect was that Wang Yina later registered a trumpet to continue commenting on her Weibo, she pulled Wang Yina's tuba out of the blacklist and asked her if there was anything she could do to be open, but she bit back and didn't admit that the trumpet was hers. Shen Yuan was extremely angry, but he didn't have any way to take Wang Yina, who was far away in Province J.
Good things are always very separated, and bad things seem to like to come together.
Shen Yuanyuan heard others talking about her in the school corridor that day, and they were not small, obviously deliberately letting her hear. If it was usual, she would probably just walk over as unlucky, but just in time for her to have nowhere to get her belly fire today, she directly stopped those girls and quarreled with them. But after all, they were outnumbered, and after arguing for a while, Shen Yuan's tears swirled in his eyes.
- It's really a terrifying conditioned reflex to want to cry when you quarrel, she can't cry, isn't crying at this time a complete loss?
So, she regained her spirits and prepared to fight the girls for another 300 rounds. Unexpectedly, when the girls saw that she was the only one of them, they had the idea of doing it, and several people slowly surrounded her, giving her a lot of oppression. Fortunately, someone was passing by at this time, and she quickly stood on tiptoe and shouted for help to the passers-by.
However, the moment the man turned around, she regretted it so much that she wanted to hit her head against the wall.
The person passing by was Tian Yi - the same Tian Yi who confessed to Zhou Minggao at his birthday party.
Tian Yi did come towards her, and scolded the girls as a senior sister, drove them away, and "rescued" Shen Yuanyu. But Shen Yuanxuan still regretted calling Tian Yi, because she was really embarrassed now - the red circles under her eyes and the hair sticking to her face because of sweat made her look like she had just run 800 meters.
Although Tian Yi is no longer close to Zhou Minggao, the scene of her confession to Zhou Minggao has always been a nightmare. Tian Yi is not her imaginary enemy, but in front of Tian Yi, she always has a feeling that she can't raise her head.
Probably because she always felt in her heart that she was inferior to her.
She suddenly understood Zhou Minggao's mustard for He Youxin - even if He Youxin didn't like her, what if he didn't like her? If she is allowed to have low self-esteem and be afraid, can't Zhou Minggao? He Youxin and she have a common high school memory, although there is really nothing special in that memory, but Zhou Minggao, as an outsider to that memory, will feel scared.
"Hello, alright?" Tian Yi asked softly, bringing Shen Yuan's thoughts back to reality.
"It's okay, thank you, senior sister."
"Those people are like that, you don't need to take their to heart, let alone waste words with them. Where will the lion turn back because the dog barks? ”
Hearing Tian Yi say this, Shen Yuanxuan felt even more ashamed. How could she be worthy of this sentence when she was just carried away by anger? If their nonsense is a barking dog, she's just a little pug who is noisy with her.
"You're really okay, it feels like you've been absent-minded since the beginning. Otherwise, I'll call Zhou Minggao and call him to pick you up, right? ”
Shen Yuanyuan still remembered that Tian Yi called him Minggao at the original birthday party, but now he changed his full name to her in front of her, which is really avoiding suspicion.
She quickly shook her head, "No need, thank you, senior sister, I'm fine." ”
Tian Yi comforted her for a while, and then said that there was something to do and left. Looking at her back, Shen Yuan's heart was full of emotions called inferiority.
- The girl Zhou Minggao once rejected was so good that she simply dumped her a few streets. Although it is said that love has nothing to do with whether it is excellent or not, girls are sensitive, as if everything can become something that deepens the gulf of inferiority.
That day, Shen Yuan stood in place for a long, long time as if she had lost her soul, and it was not until Shen Jiayi called her to go to the cafeteria to eat with them that she came to her senses. But the part of my heart that collapsed still didn't seem to be able to be healed by herself.