After the trip, Zhou Minggao returned to Province J to accompany his parents, while Shen Yuanyuan was at home to prepare for the resumption of school. Returning to school required her to hand in her recovery certificate, and she was indeed in good condition at this time, and went to the hospital to easily get the certificate. In terms of curriculum, she has the textbooks sent out last year in her hand, so she can preview them at home first, and as for the procedures at the school, Zhou Minggao will go with her when she comes back.

In general, her daily routine is to learn to study, write and write songs, which is quite easy.

On this day, she came out of the shower and saw Xiao Ranran's missed call, so she quickly dialed back. Xiao Ranran quickly answered, her voice sounding cheerful, she said, "I announce!" I'm in love. ”

Shen Yuan was stunned. "When? With whom? ”

"Two days ago, his name is Cui Yan."

Shen thought about it for a while, making sure he hadn't heard it. Before he could speak, Xiao Ranran said again, "It's the boy we met on the day we went to the escape room, you may not remember." ”

"Escape room? I didn't meet anyone that day. ”

"It's the guy at the front desk." Xiao Ranran said, "He dared to laugh at me, and after I went back, I asked him for WeChat through the ticket-booking platform." ”

“...... What kind of plot are you domineering and falling in love with me? ”

Xiao Ranran smiled. "He went to help his brother look after the shop that day. Ah yes, he and Zhou Minggao are in the same school, and they are sophomores. ”

"Then you're in a long-distance relationship." Shen Yuan said, "You can think it out for yourself." ”

"Okay, you can rest assured. Don't talk about me, aren't you going back to school? How well prepared. ”

"It's okay, it's good. After the recovery certificate is completed, the next step is to go through the procedures for resuming school in the future. ”

"I'm not talking about that." Xiao Ranran said, "I mean you're psychological. I'm going to see those people again when I go back, and you're all right. ”

"I'm going back to follow the new freshman, and I won't have much contact with the people in the same class before. The director or something has long forgotten about me, and it's fine. ”

Xiao Ranran was a little relieved, and after a few more words, he hung up the phone.

Shen Yuanxuan put down his phone, his mind was a little messy. There are some things that she doesn't really want to recall, but after returning to school, they are all things that she has to face. Although she took a leave of absence from college last year after only two months in college, there are actually several clips that happened in college that have been imprinted in her mind.

There are mostly girls in that school, but the military training is not water at all, and it takes half a month, and the amount of training is also very large. One day, when everyone was sitting together after training, the instructor casually asked, "Do you have any favorite stars?" Shen Yuanyuan didn't have a favorite star, she heard a girl not far away whispering the name of a male star.

At that time, the male star was a little controversial, and sure enough, the instructor looked at her in shock and asked her like a joke, "Who are you talking about?" At that moment, Shen Yuanyuan was a little disgusted with this instructor.

After the girl repeated his name loudly, Shen Yuanyu remembered the girl deeply. She felt she was brave.

Like someone, you should be brave.

After the military training, it was the Mid-Autumn Festival, and the school organized them to hold a small gala. Because the program reported by his class was not enough, Shen Yuan reported to play the guitar and sang it. A song by Li Yuejun's "Dream Companion" made many people remember her, and a few boys came to ask for her WeChat. One of the boys was a little scary, he secretly filmed her and blocked her downstairs in the dormitory every day, which made Shen Yuanyu, who was in an ordinary state at that time, very troubled. She reported to the school that the director of the college replied, "Do you think I'm idle?" There is time to deal with this kind of problem of yours. ”

The dormitory of that school was a four-person room, and Shen Yuanyuan's roommate had two southerners, and one was a northerner like her—and they were all from Province A, except that Shen Yuanyuan was in the capital of Province A, and the girl was in City F of Province A. Several roommates were quite kind, which made Shen Yuan breathe a sigh of relief. They didn't really want to be the head of the dormitory, and in the end it was a southern girl named Jin Can, who said that she was the biggest and could take care of people.

There are many forms to fill out when they enter the school, and one day they are filling out the forms in their dormitories.

Past medical history is filled.

Shen Yuan came to Jin Can's bedside and asked in a low voice, "I have depression, do you want to write about this?" ”

Jin Can looked back at her in surprise and concern, "Let's write." This kind of form is to investigate, so that the teacher can take care of the students, and it will definitely not be published publicly. ”

Shen Yuan nodded, "Then please write it." ”

Unfortunately, the form was sent directly to the class group by the class guide. Except for Shen Yuan, everyone's past medical history is "none", which makes the three words "depression" particularly dazzling.

Jin Can came to apologize to her apologetically, "I'm so sorry, if I hadn't said that I would keep it secret, you wouldn't have written it." I shouldn't just talk nonsense without knowing anything......"

Shen Yuanyuan comforted her and said, "It's okay, I don't mind very much, and no one will go out of their way to see it." "She's telling the truth. She really doesn't often feel inferior to herself for having this disease - it's just that she is sick, so what's so good about it? No one will laugh at you for a physical injury, so why should a psychological injury be ridiculed, there is no such reason.

But things went in a direction she didn't expect.

Someone took a screenshot of the item "Shen Yuan's past medical history depression" on the form and posted it anonymously on the confession wall, and she was responsible for her consumption of depression to attract people's attention. The person who runs the "wall" commented, "This person is the beautiful school girl who sang at the party, how do you look like a person with depression, what do you think?" ”

Shen Yuan scrolled down through the comments and saw all kinds of criticism, and occasionally a few people were speaking for her and criticizing the contributors.

She sighed, calmed down and chatted privately about the "wall", hoping that he could delete that one, but before she could say a few words, she was directly blocked.

Later, Shen Yuanyuan was interviewed by the director of the college. The director leaned back in his chair and asked her, "Why did you make so many troubles when you first came to the university, and you were very uncomfortable not attracting people's attention?" "It's as if she's a problematic.

"Director, I don't know why this happened, I just reported the situation truthfully according to the school's requirements."

"Don't you know?" The director smiled, a picture that saw through everything, "How long have you been in school, will anyone deliberately do anything to you?" ”

Shen Yuan was a little stunned. "What do you mean, Director?"

"You know what you've done yourself, don't let me tell you about it. Such a big girl, don't you have a little self-esteem? ”

"You're saying that I submitted myself?" Shen Yuanyu was almost angry and cried, she took out her mobile phone and wanted to prove it to the director, but suddenly felt that she couldn't prove it at all.

Later, it was the class guide who came to bring her back.

Her class tutor was just appointed as a counselor this year, so she didn't think about it and sent the form directly to the class group. He apologized to Shen Yuanyuan and said that he had not thought it through, and Shen Yuanyuan said, "Teacher, this is not your problem, and you didn't expect this to be seen by someone with a heart." ”

Since then, the class guide will often send messages to Shen Yuanyuan to ask her how she is doing. Shen Yuanyuan replied very politely every time, until one time, the class teacher said to her, "Actually, I care about your situation so much not just because you are my student. I used to have a younger sister who also had depression, she passed away, and I think of her when I see you, so I always want to take care of you more. He was only seven years older than Shen Yuanyuan, and after telling some of his own past experiences, Shen Yuanyuan gradually trusted him, and he would regard him as a friend in private. He recommended some books about depression self-healing to Shen Yuanyuan, and she also read them carefully and worked hard to adjust herself.

But the bad things didn't end there. The confession wall will still post some content about her, and she also saw the boy who pestered her before commenting below - I was really blind before, but it's good that she wasn't with me, haha.

In addition to this, various trumpets have appeared to add her and insult her. If she doesn't pass, that person will be scolded in the verification message.

The succession finally broke her emotions, and one day during her lunch break, she secretly slit her wrists with her own fruit knife in the dormitory. In fact, she didn't want to die, she just wanted to vent in this way, but she didn't expect Jin Can to come back early, she saw Shen Yuan's wrist bleeding, and she was directly scared and cried. She ran to tell the class guide, but Shen Yuanxuan couldn't stop her.

The class guide took her to the hospital, and after bandaging the wound, she asked the class guide, "Teacher, you have already told the director, haven't you?" ”

The class leader didn't speak.

"You're just doing your part." "Although we are friends, we are first and foremost teachers and students. You did it right. ”

When she returned to school, she was interviewed by the director again. The director said that it was recommended that she take a leave of absence, but in fact it was coercive, forcing her to take a year off. She said, "Your situation is also unstable, let your parents take you back." ”

Shen said, "I can take a leave of absence, but I have to call the police." The person who attacked me has seriously affected my life and I want to call the police. ”

The director smiled again. "Call the police? Oh my God, you think the police do this? ”

Shen Yuanqian didn't quite understand. In her heart, the police are the ones who eliminate harm for the people and protect everyone, and now that she is hurt, the school doesn't care, and she can't find the police, so what should she do? Because it is a "small injury", do you have to ask the injured person to swallow this breath?

The director said, "Report me your parents' phone numbers and I'll call them." ”

Shen Yuanyuan reported He Wenli's phone number. The director dialed in before he said, "Hello, I'm Shen Yuan's teacher." He Wenli hung up the phone.

The director asked her, "Is this the real number?" ”

Later, she reported her aunt's phone number, and she reluctantly relieved herself.

On the eve of the suspension of school and leaving, several of Shen Yuan's roommates silently helped her pack her luggage. The girl from the same province as her was the first to say, "I'm sorry, as a roommate, I can't help you with anything." ”

Shen Yuan, who had suffered a lot of grievances before, didn't cry, but she couldn't help crying at this time. "I'm very, very grateful for believing in me and being kind to me," she said. It's okay, I'm not in a good condition, so I'll just go home for a vacation. ”

The girl was about to cry, Shen Yuanyu quickly pinched her face and said, "It's okay, wait for me to come back next year to be your school sister." ”

That's when she smiled.

Shen Yuan still didn't know who the person who sent her to the confession wall was, but she gradually lost her mind to find him. Malicious intent and kindness between people often have no reason, liking someone for no reason, wanting to be nice to someone for no reason, hating someone for no reason, wanting to destroy a person for no reason.

But even if he is no longer obsessed with finding that person, when he thinks that he will be in the same school as "that person" in the dark after going back, Shen Yuanyu is still a little uncomfortable.

- It's no longer in the same class, so it shouldn't have a big impact. She comforted herself.