Volume 1 Chapter 398 Ideal and reality are two different states

Xu Jiaojiao's eyes were very bright, clear and translucent.

With such a pair of bright eyes, others will have a feeling of shame.

When she heard his voice, she thought for a moment, and then asked, "Shouldn't I care about what others don't care about?" ”

This is a problem that bothers her.

It was also at this moment that she asked the real question.

Xu Nanrin originally wanted to say a 'nonsense'.

However, when I saw her simple and clear eyes, I always felt that it was not appropriate for me to speak in a mocking spoken language.

So, he asked, "So, why did you choose to be a police officer?" ”

Xu Jiaojiao thought about it seriously, and when she looked up again, she said very firmly, "I want to do something for others as much as possible." ”

Xu Nanrin was so surprised that he almost couldn't close his mouth, "So great? ”

Xu Jiaojiao smiled, put down the skewer in her hand, and when she spoke, her voice was a little heavy, "Actually, I had an accident when I was young. At that time, I remember, it was a police uncle who saved me. So, at that time, I thought, when I grow up, I want to be a police officer, and I want to do as much as I can help others. ”

This is what she has always insisted on.

Once, someone paid for her; Now, she also wants to give for others.

It's just that she seems to be doing a terrible job right now and hasn't found a suitable way yet.

Such a reason made Xu Nanrin a little dumbfounded in an instant.

He didn't expect that there was such a reason behind this matter.

He opened his mouth, but when the words came to his lips, he didn't know whether it was appropriate to say it.

In the interval of his silence, Xu Jiaojiao continued what he had just said and asked him, "Aren't you great?" ”

"Ah......" Xu Nanrin was obviously confused by her question.

"The doctor is great, too!" Xu Jiaojiao said, when she looked at him, her eyes were full of adoration, "Doctor, you have to save people every day." I think it's a great thing to be able to save other people's lives. ”

Xu Jiaojiao is really praising sincerely.

However, hearing such words, in Xu Nanrin's ears, the latter said with little interest, "Oh! ”

Originally, his original intention to be a doctor was the same.

Hope to save more lives.

However, as time goes through more and more, I see more and more of the reality of life.

Life is indeed precious, but life and death cannot be completely controlled by doctors.

The feeling of helplessness in the face of death is the saddest.

So much so that when he first engaged in this job, he could feel obvious emotional fluctuations when he saw those life and death.

However, after working so silently for so many years, this emotion has slowly faded.

Birth, old age, sickness, and death are inherently unavoidable and uncontrollable by manpower.

As a result, he gradually got used to this phenomenon.

Men don't have as delicate emotions as women, so those scenes that I watch a lot slowly fade away.

However, today, looking at Xu Jiaojiao's distressed look, he roughly understood the crux of her distress.

So, he thought for a moment, and then said, "Have you ever heard a word?" ”

"What?"

Xu Nanrin took a deep breath, smiled lightly, and said, "The ideal is very plump, and the reality is very skinny!" ”

"Yes." Xu Jiaojiao didn't know what to do, "So what?" ”

Xu Nanrin smiled and looked at her like an idiot, "Since you've heard this sentence, why don't you understand the meaning of this??" ”

"Huh?" Xu Jiaojiao was really a little confused, and scratched her hair, "This, doesn't this mean that there is a gap between reality and ideals!" ”

Nodding, "yes, it's good that you understand that." ”

Xu Nanlin continued, "Just like the knowledge you learned, those are just rules, and they want you to develop in a general direction. However, when you go down that path, you must also understand that it only represents a direction, a good precept, and that is the path you choose, but it does not mean that the people around you are the same as your choice. ”

"Moreover, many things, the scale of measurement is different, and there has never been a unified standard."

Xu Jiaojiao belongs to the kind of person who knows how to drink more and more, but now when she hears him say these words, she doesn't understand.

Xu Nanrin lowered his head, and when he saw her confused eyes, he knew that she might not have listened to her words, sighed indifferently, poured himself a glass of wine again, he took a sip, and only said, "Forget it, you can figure it out yourself!" ”

After all, it's not just a matter of telling it, but it still needs to be honed through experience.

Isn't there such a sentence?

It's not that after hearing a lot of truths, you can really manage this life well.

Anyway, Xu Jiaojiao has her set of behavioral standards, and he doesn't think it will be any worse.

It just looks silly!

Who when he was young, he had not yet committed stupidity!

He glanced at Xu Jiaojiao quietly and thought, however, it should be ...... Won't be stupid all the time.

Xu Jiaojiao looked at Xu Nanlin, pursed her lips, spoke seriously, and said, "Although you said a lot of things that I didn't understand, I think it still makes sense." ”

When Xu Nanrin heard her words, he was about to vomit blood!

He prepared the wording and said it for a long time! This person didn't understand what he said, and said that he was reasonable, was he telling a bad joke? Or are you teasing him?

It's not funny!

In this regard, Xu Nanrin was not ready to worry about her, so he simply waved and said, "Yes, anyway, that's all I can say, as for how much you can listen to, that's your business!" ”

Xu Jiaojiao looked at Xu Nanrin for a moment and didn't speak.

If you look too serious, it will look a little scary.

Xu Nanrin thinks she is a more cowardly person, and when she comes into contact with her eyes, she shows serious physical discomfort.

He stammered, "You, you, what are you looking at me like this!" ”

Xu Jiaojiao said solemnly, "I think, Dr. Xu, are you really a good person?" ”

"What?" Xu Nanrin wondered if he had heard it wrong.

It's just a meal, has it risen to such heights?

He never dared to claim that he was a good person!

However, it's okay to try your best to get closer to the good guys!

Xu Jiaojiao said sincerely, "I know, I have caused you a lot of trouble, and I even beat you, but you don't care at all, and you are willing to help me regardless of your previous suspicions." ”

Xu Nanrin held his forehead and sighed deeply, "Can you, don't do this anymore!" ”

A big man, even a girl with such a small physique can't beat him!

Could it be that he came out to mess with face!

Xu Jiaojiao heard him say this, and hurriedly explained, "Doctor Xu, I don't mean to laugh at you, I mean to say that although your physical fitness is slightly worse, it doesn't prevent you from being a good person and a good doctor at all." ”

Xu Nanrin gritted his back molars and squeezed out a sentence from between his teeth, "I thank you!" ”

Hurting people doesn't bring a dirty word, this kind of ability, he can be regarded as a teacher today.

However, he saw Xu Jiaojiao's sincere eyes and knew that there was no mockery in her words.

However, when he said this, he felt so unpleasant.

However, Xu Nanrin thought about it, anyway, there was more to suffer in front of her, and for the sake of her not being very sensible, he would not be as knowledgeable as her.

Thinking like this, he felt better.

Seeing that the sky is getting darker and darker, it is time to end this meal until now.

After all, she is a single little girl, Xu Nanlin said kindly, "Can you go back alone?" Do you need me to send you? ”

Xu Jiaojiao patted her chest and said, "No problem, I will definitely be able to get home smoothly." I don't think I'm going to be in any danger with my skills. ”

Xu Nanrin thought of the over-the-shoulder fall that had been put down by Xu Jiaojiao, and his bones began to hurt.

Once again, I feel that my own words are too much to ask.

Although it is such a small body, I don't know how much energy is hidden in this body.

Ay! Not to be underestimated!

However, looking at Xu Nanrin, Xu Jiaojiao asked, "Doctor Xu, can you go back by yourself?" Need me to send you? ”

Get! This is simply a complete slap in the face!

If he was sent home by a little girl at night, and such news spread, how could he still be in love! I'm going to throw his face into outer space!

So, before Xu Jiaojiao was about to speak again, he hurriedly made a posture of stopping, and directly said, "I can go back by myself." ”

However, letting a little girl go back alone, Xu Nanrin was still a little uneasy.

followed Xu Jiaojiao for a short distance, and looked at her humming a small tune and kicking the pebbles on the side of the road, and his pace slowed down a lot.

I thought to myself, this little girl's amount of alcohol is really not covered!

After drinking so much, now that the wine is strong, his brain is a little confused, but this young girl is still so energetic.

He smiled, and after seeing Xu Jiaojiao take the taxi smoothly, he turned around and walked in the direction of his home.

What happened today was a little comedy.

In this regard, Xu Nanrin is constantly doing psychological construction with himself.

This is an ignorant little girl, who is so mature, steady, responsible, charming and caring as a good young man in society, he will not be as knowledgeable as this simple fool.

Therefore, today, he is happily acting as a life coach for her.

Hehe, of course, it's not the kind that doesn't want to reciprocate.

If you can.

I still hope to see each other less in the future!

Every time I saw Xu Jiaojiao, I was either frightened, or I was frightened by her.

His heart can't help but be so scared!

So, if you want to live a long time, stay away from Xu Jiaojiao.

But...... He thought about it again, such a simple and upright person, I hope she will have a good life in the future!

As he walked forward, he saw that there were still small stones scattered on the road, so he stopped and kicked him in a ghostly way.

After making this action, he realized how childish what he was doing!

It's ridiculous that someone who will be going to run for three years in two years would learn from others to do such a childish act!