When her words fell, she looked at Ying Ru with interest.

Ying Ru had a smile on his face, and shook his head with a smile for a long time: "I don't believe it." ”

"Whatever." Xie Chuyi chuckled lightly and made a gesture of invitation, "You don't need me to send you, I hope this is the last time we will meet, take the initiative to leave him, and be decent to you." ”

You should pick up your bag and walk slowly towards the door.

When she reached the door, she suddenly stopped: "I know what you're thinking, but I won't distrust him because of your words." ”

"Uh-huh, good luck." Xie Chuyi raised the wine glass in his hand with certainty.

When she got into the car, Ying Ru let out a deep breath and put her hands on the steering wheel, and she noticed that her hands were shaking.

Long.

She took out her mobile phone and dialed Ying Lan's number.

Ying Lan is not in China now, she is with Song Zhengcheng, and when she received a call from Ying Ruye, she was very excited, "Hey, if so?" ”

"Grandma's illness can be treated with chemotherapy." There was no emotion in Ying Ruye's voice, as if he was saying something inconsequential.

Ying Lan originally had a smile on her face, but when she heard her words, the smile froze at the corner of her lips, and she said for a long time: "No." ”

"At that time, the hospital gave two options, one was to give up the treatment, and the other was chemotherapy, right?" You should look at yourself through the rearview mirror, with a blank face.

Ying Lan was a little panicked, and subconsciously went to pull Song Zhengcheng, while explaining accordingly: "You know everything? If so, listen to me, things are not what you think. ”

"Well, you say."

The corners of his lips should be curled slightly, but there is no trace of a smile in his eyes.

She wasn't sure that Ying Lan knew about it, but she was just lying to her, but she didn't expect to be unable to pretend after saying a few words.

"At that time, the hospital did give two plans, chemotherapy, maybe you can only fight for one year, if you don't have chemotherapy, it is two months, for your grandma, chemotherapy gave her one year, not enough for her to be willing to bear the pain caused by chemotherapy, this is her own meaning, she asked us not to tell you, because she knows you will not agree." Ying Lan said as she spoke, she remembered the conversation with her mother at the beginning, and couldn't help shedding tears, "If so, she is my mother, I will only be more uncomfortable than you, but this is her last wish, and I don't want her to live so painfully in her last days, if so, think about grandma, did she live happily before she left?" That's enough, isn't it? We really didn't mean to hide it from you, but Grandma won't let us tell you......"

Speaking of this, Ying Lan couldn't cry anymore.

Ying listened to her words and didn't speak for a long time.

After a long while, Ying Lan's mobile phone was taken by Song Zhengcheng: "If so, this matter is your grandmother's decision, I think she has the right to choose whether she undergoes chemotherapy or not......"

Before Song Zhengcheng could finish his words, he was interrupted by Ying Ru's calm voice.

"Why do you say that?"

"What?" Song Zhengcheng was stunned.

Ying Ru sneered: "It's true that you are her daughter, but the harm you have brought to her over the years is far more than your happiness as a child, if it weren't for you, would grandpa die?" You said that you would only be more uncomfortable than me, Ying Lan, after so many years, you have not only become more shameless, but also more sanctimonious. Before you came back, grandma was doing well, after you came back, grandma left, you told me that you would only be more uncomfortable than me, Ying Lan, you should have face! ”

At this time, the mobile phone was turned on on hands-free, so what she said reached Ying Lan's ears word for word.

"That's how you can say that!" Song Zhengcheng looked at the uncomfortable Ying Lan and couldn't help but say, "It's your grandmother's own decision not to undergo chemotherapy, she doesn't want to live so painfully in the last days, is it wrong?" Don't you feel selfish when you forcibly left her behind to suffer from chemotherapy? Now that your grandmother is gone, you blame your mother for all the mistakes, haven't you reflected on it yourself? Why would your grandmother prefer to hide it from you than let you know the truth? She probably knew you were a selfish person......"

"Enough!" Ying Lan snatched the mobile phone in Song Zhengcheng's hand, pressed the speakerphone, wiped her tears, and said, "Don't listen to him, it's really my mother's decision not to have chemotherapy, she doesn't want us to tell you, she doesn't want to affect you, she knows that she is very important in your heart, so she doesn't want you to be entangled and uncomfortable about this matter." ”

Ying Ru listened to her words and chuckled: "You said she didn't want you to tell me, who are you?" Lu Sinian? ”

Ying Lan was stunned and tried to cover up: "No, I'm with your Uncle Song." ”

Ying Ru sneered and hung up the phone, she had already asked what she wanted to ask.

……

When Lu Sinian went home, he saw Ying Ru holding Niuniu in his arms, sitting on the sofa and looking at the old photos from before.

"Have you eaten?" Ying asked with raised eyes.

"I've already eaten it."

"What about you?"

"I've eaten it too." Ying Ru smiled slightly, patted the sofa beside him, "Sit next to me." ”

Lu Sinian sat down beside her and leaned over to look at the photo in her hand.

Ying Ru smiled, pointed to an old photo and said: "This one seems to have been taken on my tenth birthday, and my grandmother took me to buy a sportswear that day. ”

As she spoke, she flipped through a page of the photo album.

"This one...... I guess it was taken on the day I graduated from junior high school. Ying Ru looked at the photo and fell into memory, "I took the first place in the city, grandma was very happy, and asked the neighbor to take a camera to take a photo, you see her smiling and her eyes narrowed into a slit hahaha." ”

"I remember this, this is when I first came back to them, when my grandfather was still there, and the three of us took it together."

"And this ......"

Ying Ru babbled about the story behind each photo, until the last photo, she raised her eyes to look at Lu Sinian, and said softly: "My grandfather died of a cerebral hemorrhage when I was in elementary school, do you know how my grandma raised me?" ”

Lu Sinian stretched out his hand and wanted to hold her hand, but she avoided it quietly.

"The primary school I studied in was very poor, and the junior high school that went straight to school was also very poor, my grandmother wanted me to study in a good school, but we had no money, I knew that the first in the district could read the best junior high school in the district for free, and the tuition and miscellaneous fees were free for three years, so I studied hard, originally our school style was not good, the teachers were not very good, and it was too difficult to take the first place in the district, and I can't remember how I got the first place in the district."

"If so......"

Ying Ru ignored him, slowly leaned on the sofa, and raised his eyes to look at the ceiling: "Before Grandpa died, our family's income was his pension, after he died, we had no income, and the daily expenses were earned by Grandma picking up bottles, I only know that if I take the test more points, Grandma can pick up hundreds of thousands of bottles less." Junior high school for three years free of tuition and miscellaneous fees, it's time to go to high school, high school I took the first place in the city, the school I later studied in high school is a private aristocratic school, can go in to study at home is not rich or expensive, because of this, the principal wants to recruit two particularly good grades, I am one of them, into their school to study, it was the principal who promised me to exempt me from all fees for three years, and gave me a scholarship of 200,000 yuan, with this 200,000, grandma no longer has to pick up bottles, she can rest, I studied high school for three years, I could earn money to support her during college, but in my junior year of high school, she was diagnosed with cancer, and the 200,000 yuan was quickly spent. ”

Speaking of this, she couldn't help but sneer, and turned her eyes to look at Lu Sinian: "Is it difficult for you to understand such an experience?" After I followed you, the clothes and shoes that gave me never fell below five figures, but I used to be a sportswear wearer in my thirties for a few years, I didn't participate in your past, and you never really entered my former world, so you just regarded my grandma as my grandma, a relative, a symbol, but you never knew that she was my life-like existence, and I owed her in the past, so I desperately wanted her to survive. ”