043 is depressed in the heart
Private room on the third floor of the women's buildingββ
"Brother Shen, I personally sewed this sachet and gave it to you, but you like it?"
An Jingyu sat on Shen Lifeng's lap, and she took out the sachet that she had been sewing for several days, which was filled with dried jasmine and mint, and the taste was fresh and pleasant.
Shen Lifeng was very happy, looked at the sachet in his hand carefully, and couldn't put it down. "Like! I love the sachets that Liluo sewed for me, thank you! Pear falls ......"
Although the sachet is ordinary, embroidered with a butterfly and a hibiscus flower, every stitch and thread is precious from her hands, and he cherishes it very much.
"The hosta golden phoenix shake that Brother Shen gave me is extremely precious, but I can only send you a sachet, I hope Brother Shen will not dislike it."
"How can I dislike you, I will never dislike you." He held her soft and looked at her affectionately. "Liluo, are you having a good time? Can you tell me okay? β
The last few times he came to her, he always felt that she was a little absent-minded, and even forced a smile, which made him very distressed, but he didn't know what the specific reason was.
"Brother Shen ......" The more he treats himself, the heavier and more painful her heart becomes.
An Jingyu wanted to take advantage of his feelings for herself, and planned to let him secretly take her away from the Red Chamber forever, he was good at martial arts, and he had the power and strength to be her best first choice, but she was also afraid that the matter would be exposed, and what would happen to him.
First, she was tired of the current life of serving guests, and was trapped in the Red Mansion and depressed.
The second is the second guard, who has no hope of being bribed, and is a womanizer, which makes her very disgusted and annoying.
Third, she was moved by Shen Lifeng, and she couldn't use him ruthlessly to do things that affected him.
"Tell me, okay? I know you yearn for an idyllic life, and if one day you want to leave, I will definitely help you. β
Shen Lifeng put down the sachet and hugged An Jingyu excitedly, passing it to her his heartbeat and his temperature.
"Trust me......"
An Jingyu was teary-eyed, moved by his words, he remembered every word she said and knew what she wanted.
"Nope! I can't bother you, I can't do it......"
She shook her head in tears and refused, he was a noble hero of the god of war in the hearts of the people, and he couldn't ruin his future because of her.
He should be wearing the armor of a general, sitting on the back of a sweaty and bloody horse.
He will kill the enemy on the battlefield, make great achievements, and achieve a legendary life.
Instead of being affected by her, he was taken off the general's armor, turned into a prisoner, suffered **, and even lost his life.
"I volunteered! You don't have to be psychologically burdened, even if I am caught and put to death, I am willing. Shen Lifeng held her cheeks with both hands, looked at her, and let her look at the sincerity in his eyes, his love for her.
But her tears blurred her eyes and flowed freely on her face, and he frowned in distress, and took a handkerchief to wipe it gently.
"Don't cry, with me, I will definitely make you very happy and happy."
"Brother Shen, kiss me! I want you! An Jingyu was suddenly very emotional, and seeing that he didn't take the initiative to kiss her, she hooked his neck and offered her seductive red lips.
"Pear...... ......Although it was not the first time he kissed her, he was still frightened by her initiative and enthusiasm, because she rarely did this, remembering that he took the initiative to kiss a month ago, when she was startled, looking like a cute and timid little white rabbit, a little wind and rain can frighten her.
The two kissed passionately, from sitting to lying down, from tasting to kissing with tongues, from neatly dressed to bare-chested and bare-shouldered......
Yan Huan, who was standing at the door, heard the movement in the house getting louder and louder, and regardless of respect and rules, he knocked on the door a few times vigorously, and then broke in directly.
"Little Master ......"
He saw that Shen Lifeng had just gotten out of bed to tidy up his clothes, and his demeanor was flustered. And An Jingyu, who was lying on the Luohan bed, was messy and wrinkled, her face was crimson, and she looked emotional.
Fortunately, he broke in in time, otherwise the consequences would have been unimaginable.
"You take care of your little master, and this king will go back first." Shen Lifeng glanced at Yan Huan, who was a little angry, and peeked at An Jingyu, who was still a little confused, a few times before choosing to leave.
He almost couldn't hold back and wanted her, knowing that it was his fault, he didn't blame Yan Huan for breaking in and getting angry, it was her blessing to have such a slave who protected the master.
Yan Huan knew that he was a general who was canonized three years ago, and he made great military achievements this year, and he was just canonized as a prince with a different surname by the current emperor last month, and it is normal to call himself this king.
It's just that listening to it makes him feel uncomfortable, he is a prince, and he is just a slave, one is the beautiful clouds in the sky, and the other is the soil in the ground, there is a world of difference.
"Ah Huan, you are so annoying...... An Jingyu looked at the roof in a daze, just now she really wanted to give herself to Shen Lifeng, fall and fall!
She was getting more and more tired and wanted to sleep and never wake up.
"Little master, I know that you feel uncomfortable, so you should live well for me, for An Yue, okay?" Yan Huan climbed onto the Luohan bed and carefully arranged her clothes.
Seeing her depressed and desireless, like a soulless marionette, every blink of her eyes, every step is controlled by the master's string.
"Ah Huan, I'm tired...... You know what that feels like? Trapped in the dark and unable to get out, it is clear that the dawn is in front of you, but you can never grasp it...... I tried...... I held on ......"
Tears raged like a flood, slipping down his face drop by drop, and he saw that his heart was painful, and he wiped his tears for her.
"Little Master...... I'm here, don't cry......"
"Didn't you once say that persistence is victory? I think the little master will succeed, I support you! β
He tried to comfort her, but he was stupid and couldn't find a few good words.
Sensing that An Jingyu's mental state was getting worse and worse, the next morning, Yan Huan invited Dr. Zhu to diagnose her condition, and he invited Aunt Honglian to persuade her, after all, she is an elder, has 20 years of experience in picking up customers, and her eloquence is good.
An Jingyu lay weakly on the chaise longue, her eyes were empty, and she let Dr. Zhu take her pulse, and she didn't answer when she asked about her physical condition.
"How long has this been going on?" After the diagnosis, Dr. Zhu took Yan Huan to the corner to ask her about her specific situation.
"For about a month, the situation was not very bad at first, I could still talk and laugh, eat and sleep, but I was often in a daze, with a heavy face, and I didn't take it to heart. Later, it became more and more serious, and in the past few days, I couldn't eat or sleep well, and sometimes I talked to myself, but I didn't communicate with people much. β
Yan Huan told the truth carefully, and was also a little worried that her situation was serious and whether she would be hated by Aunt Honglian.
"Is there something on her mind?" Honglian knew that An Jingyu had always been restless, and when she became an Oiran, she thought about going out to play a few times a month in the future, but now she hasn't gone out for two months, and she doesn't listen to her orders even if she changes two guards.
"I guess so! The little lord yearns for the outside world, she likes idyllic and free life. β
"Then she should be depressed, this is a heart disease, if she doesn't control the condition, it will develop in a more serious direction, and then there will be no medicine and no doctor."
Dr. Zhu directly announced the results, this kind of disease is not uncommon in the Red Mansion, many people have low psychological tolerance, or have heavy mental pressure, no one enlightens and comforts, it is easy to enter a dead end in life, and fall deeper and deeper.
"Another reason is that the guards often harass the obscene little master, I hope that Aunt Honglian can help the little master and transfer him to another person. The little lord hates lustful people very much, she pays attention to the two of you and me, not forced, regardless of each other's feelings. β
Yan Huan looked at the red lotus with a serious expression on the other side, hoping that she would agree to help the little master.
"I will tell the truth about this to the above, and as for what orders will be issued from above, I can't interfere in deciding."
Honglian's face was preoccupied, and when Dr. Zhu left a prescription for Yan Huan to calm her nerves and replenish her brain, she left with her.