The next day, Lin Jia got off the night shift and tied the child to the safety seat and took it home. I received a call from Lin Jia during the operation, "Fei Fei, I'm going home." ”

"Hmm." I seemed a little silent, not knowing what to say, "Oh, by the way, did you bring all the stuff?" With or without Little Cream's favorite doll, you have to tell her that her mother is not around, and this doll sleeps with her. ”

At this point, my tears flowed uncontrollably.

"Xia Fei?" Lin Jia tentatively shouted, "Are you crying? Why don't we send it? ”

"Do you want to send it now? Don't you know I'm going to cry? What are you pretending to be right now? I hung up angrily.

"Xia Fei, why are you crying?" Jing Xin asked, hugging my shoulder.

"Little Cream will go to grandma's house today, and she will stay for a while and come back." I stared at the people coming and going outside the window of the corridor with some worry.

"Wow, how cool is that? Doesn't that mean you're back to feeling single? Isn't that great, okay? You hug two milk dolls every day and haven't hugged enough? ”

I smiled bitterly at Jingxin, "The child was sent away, it hurt like a needle pricking me, I hope Lin Jia can understand that I don't want to send the child away, but he is always difficult for me." ”

Yes, that's right, as long as it involves his parents, brother, sister-in-law, etc., I have to stand aside, and the feelings of me and my daughter are not important to him, what matters is his mother's feelings.

I took a deep breath, wiped away a handful of tears, and turned back to the operating room.

Jing Xin didn't have children, and she couldn't understand the feelings called blood ties that children had had after staying in my womb for so long.

I'm never afraid to get tired, even if I don't sleep all night, I can do it, as long as I can watch my children.

After work in the afternoon, I walked out of the surgical building weakly, the sun was very good today, it was brilliant, and it was warm on my body, but I was not in the mood to appreciate it.

After a while, the phone rang, it was a message, I opened it and saw that it was a photo of Xiao Cream playing with building blocks, and after a while, there was a supermarket to go to, buy something, etc., etc., looking at Xiao Cream smiling very happily, tears also blurred my eyes.

I turned off my phone and rubbed my eyes and prepared to go home, I was in a bad mood today, and I didn't want this bad mood to be seen by Mango, so I was going to ask my mother to pick up Mango, and wait until evening, I would go and pick up Mango back. Today's heart feels extra tired.

The sunlight even made me feel a little dazzling, I felt that my legs were extraordinarily heavy, and I couldn't even lift them, so I walked forward step by step, I didn't even want to lift my head, I didn't go too far, I really couldn't walk, so I was ready to take a taxi back.

At this moment, the phone rang, it was Lin Jia.

"Where are you?"

"At the entrance of the hospital."

"Shall I pick you up then?"

"Okay." Since he came to pick him up, I simply sat on the curb for a while to rest and bask in the heat, I don't like the sun too much, but it is good to be able to warm up my body a little.

I buried my head in my lap and didn't look at the pedestrians who were watching me, and after a while, a car horn sounded around me.

I looked up, it was Lin Jia. I got up slowly, then opened the door of the rear seat, "How do you sit in the back?" ”

"If you want to lie down for a while, let's drive." I lay back, closed my eyes, and said softly, my emotions were not too high, and when I closed my eyes, I could see the shadow of the little cream dangling in front of my eyes, and although I closed my eyes, tears still flowed slowly down my eyes.

"It's home. Get out of the car" I heard the sound of Lin Jia unbuckling his seat belt, but I still lay in the car and didn't move, didn't speak, pretended to be asleep, and couldn't hear.

Lin Jia didn't continue to wake me up, gently opened the car glass, lit a cigarette and sat in the car to smoke.

I don't know how long it took, I slowly spoke, "Lin Jia, can you not make such an excessive request to me in the future, do you know that your request is to make your mother and sister-in-law trample on my bleeding heart to be happy, I can't be happy, and I can't be happy with you." I slowly got up and got out of the car.

I pulled my sunglasses out of my bag and put them on, and walked towards the exit of the underground garage without looking back.

Lin Jia caught up with me and said to me, "You wait for me." ”

"You go home first, I'm going to pick up the mangoes." I wasn't talking to Lin Jia, leaving Lin Jia to stand alone.

brought his mother's house, and Mango rushed up with an arrow, "Mom, Mom is back, Grandma's mother is back." ”

"Pick it up so soon? Just walked in the door. ”

"Well, pick it up." As I spoke, my tears fell again.

"What's wrong?" My mother was going to get the mango's coat, but when she saw me crying so much, she stopped.

"It's okay, Mom, don't ask." I smiled and wiped my tears.

"Is it because you miss your children?"

I nodded.

"How could I not want to, after all, it was the meat that fell from my body." My mother patted me on the back, "They all say that children are separated from school and are afraid of children crying, but in fact, adults are afraid of crying themselves, right?" My mother took my hand and motioned for me to sit down.

"Separation anxiety, in fact, children are not so serious, the more serious ones are adults, adults are afraid that children will not be able to adapt, adults are afraid that children will cry, in fact, children are very strong. It's okay, you have to find a way to adapt, you have to rest assured, go back with the mango, you, don't cry, otherwise you will infect the mango. My mother whispered into my ear, "Don't make Mango unhappy, silly girl, let's go." Mother touched my head again, got up and went to coat Mango and prepare to leave.

"Mom." As soon as he walked out of the house, Mango tilted his head and asked, "Did Little Cream go to Grandma's house?" ”

"Hmm," I snorted as I carried Mango's bag.

"Why did you send the little cream away?" Mango looked unhappy, "So mom is not happy, and Mango is not happy." ”

"Mom is not unhappy, but she is a little worried about Xiao Cream, Xiao Cream is still very small, and Mom is afraid that Xiao Cream will not be able to take good care of herself when she eats and sleeps, so Mom will cry, you, don't worry."

I squatted down, touched Mango's little face, and tried to squeeze out a smile at Mango, "Now Mom is holding it and leaving, right?" ”

"Okay." Mango wrapped his hand around my neck, "Mango loves his mother the most, Mom, don't cry, Mango is distressed." Mango rubbed his face against me, "Mom, I love you so much, you have to believe that Little Cream is very happy." ”

"Well, shall we go?" I picked Mango up, "Thank you, Mango, for comforting Mom." ”

"Mom......" Mango hugged me tighter.

Now the mango is big and a little heavy, and the two of us have a lot of effort to walk into the community, and the mango says, "Mom." Tired or not, if tired, I'll come down. ”

"Mom is not tired, on weekdays, my mother wants to hug the little cream, my mother has no time to hug my little mango, now it's okay, my mother finally has free her hand to hug the little mango, my little mango, although it is a big sister, but it is still a mother's little baby."

"Mom. Thank you" Mango lay on my body again, Mango's obedient and sensible made me feel a little guilty more and more, most of the time and focus on Xiao Cream on weekdays, now I can free up time to take care of Mango.