The exam time is long and intense, occasionally I will invite Liu Fang to eat cold drinks in my spare time, and I will invite her to eat together, but there are some things I have some extravagant expectations, I don't know why I am so persistent, because I really like this person or for something, or fresh, but this reason is basically not valid, so I am thinking that I am empty in space, and I need someone to accompany me, I have always been a lonely person. And all my assumptions are like she has given insight, and she has spoken very thoroughly, basically the kind that talks to death, and I have lost all my protection in front of her, and I always sting to the point.

I remember when Yuan Jie introduced Liu Fang to me, she said that she was very good, but when I saw her photo, I was surprised, she was not a very good person, short hair, angular face, not much interest, at least I thought so at the time, but Yuan Jie said that I can't judge people by their appearance, saying that this person is very good, has a personality, and has a good character. I think good character is the most important thing, good looks are easy to deteriorate, not to mention that I now doubt that my ability is really capable of looking at such a beautiful friend, so I don't want anything, in the empty time I began to inquire about some of Liu Fang's situation, I took the liberty of sending her a text message, what she said was hearsay that she was good, so she thought I was a very fake person, I didn't refute it, because I hadn't met a few times to say that, it was a little fake. But she said it so directly, it also made me start to have a strong interest in her, her personality, her determination, and her unique views on some things, gave me a desire, a desire to conquer, I knew that this person was very powerful, and it would not be easy to chase her.

The compromise after refusing was because of my persistence, and I was paying for my stubbornness. Some people say that I am stupid and not worth it, and I am very good to everyone, I haven't thought about it, I just thought that making friends is to be sincere, and sometimes I will be misunderstood, so in Liu Fang's eyes, I am an extremely insecure person, I don't know why she thinks like this, I also try to change her impression of me, but unfortunately it doesn't work, so it's good to be friends first.

The social practice subjects arranged by the department during the summer vacation preached the "Eight Honors and Eight Shames". I obey the organization's arrangement, I will do whatever the above asks me to do, and do my job well. In the early stage of preparation, I ran for 3 days between the school and the city, doing propaganda cards, printing leaflets, etc., every day was early and returning late, very tired, tired so that I forgot to miss, or I didn't know who to miss, there were large blanks in my mind, I didn't know what to fill with them, of course, these would only be there at night when I was lying in bed, or I wanted to send a text message to whom, but I didn't know who to send to, confusing my life.

The dream began to become empty

Fill the imagination with old days

Wait for me to take care of the chores

I don't know what will happen to you

Look into the distance

Misty coastline

Counting the time

Sand, which overshadows the desire

Footprints on the asphalt

Directions are not displayed

Social practice began, and a group of more than 20 of us went to a village in Shijiazhuang to preach the socialist concept of honor and disgrace, that is, "eight honors and eight shames." Teacher Wang and Yuan Jie, who are in charge of student work in the department, led the team to take a half-day car, and when we arrived in the village, we were arranged to stay in a small hotel on the edge of the national highway. The condition of the hotel is not good, there is no air conditioning, only a small square box type electric fan, which is filled with water, installed on the window, and the air blown out makes the room damp and hot.

In the afternoon, we began to visit the villages, distributing questionnaires and pamphlets from house to house, and at the same time posters, banners and other propaganda materials were posted in conspicuous places in the village. Fan Xiaobo led a team, Xiao Na and me, and in the evening, we gathered in the activity square of the village, and the group touched the progress of the work, saw how many households were stringed, how many leaflets were distributed, and how many questionnaires were collected.

Dinner was simply solved at the snack bar in the village. I may have been a little uncomfortable, I didn't know what I was eating, and I started vomiting and diarrhea at night. Fan Xiaobo took me to the village health center to see a doctor, and the doctor said that it was acute gastroenteritis and needed infusion. Yuan Jie heard that he looked at me and thought it was nothing serious, so he went back to manage the students. Cortana stayed with me for the infusion.

We chatted casually and talked about Cortana and her boyfriend. Xiao Na's boyfriend and her are junior high school classmates, named Jiang Shan, and they should be the first year of high school when they are good. After graduating from high school, Cortana went to college, and Jiangshan did business on her own before she went to school. Xiao Na said that Jiang Shan is more aggressive, often fighting, the two of them said to break up during the winter vacation and the New Year, Jiang Shan did not agree, not long after the start of school, he came to Shijiazhuang to stay with Xiao Na for more than a month. At that time, Fan Xiaobo and I had a few meals in a rented house in Jiangshan, and I guess the two of them were reconciled again. Fan Xiaobo is a very bookish person, 1.95 meters tall, relatively strong, is the main force of our basketball team, often plays basketball, but there are very few girls chasing him, because they all think he is like a stuffy gourd, basically he doesn't talk much, and he doesn't have any sense of humor. I didn't go to the foreign translation after the waves, and he joined the team in pairs, because of the working relationship of the student union, the two of us often eat together, take a bath together, and seem a little inseparable, this is pure friendship, but my classmates always seem to make fun of me, thinking that there is something wrong with my sexual orientation, every time I am in the bathhouse, I am in stark contrast with Fan Zhibo, my skin is dark, he is as white as milk. Cortana and I both felt that he was too lonely not to fall in love in college, so Cortana introduced her best friend Xiao Du to him. Xiao Du also deliberately came to Shijiazhuang from Beijing to stay for a week, the two of them may have run in a little bit at that time, and then Xiao Bo also went to Beijing a few times to find Xiao Du to play, but in the end the two did not come together, and they dispersed in two months. Xiao Na and I analyzed that the main reason why they were not together was Fan Xiaobo, because we felt that he was not romantic at all. Of course, we also talked about some gossip, and a few hours passed in a flash.

The four-day lecture ended quickly, in addition to the door-to-door preaching, we also visited the linoleum cloth enterprises and mink breeding enterprises of the large households in the village, which made those of us who have not yet entered the society have an intuitive feeling of the factory. On the morning of our departure, we held a condolence performance in the village's activity center square. More than a dozen people in the department prepared several programs, mainly chorus, individual singing, singing and dancing performances, after the village secretary broadcast on the loudspeaker in the morning, many villagers came to cheer for nothing. Everyone performed very hard and the response was good. This was also a short farewell ceremony, Mr. Wang accepted the pennant presented by the village on behalf of the department, and after we took a group photo, we got on the bus back.

Everyone was happy because they didn't have to walk a lot every day in the hot weather and were able to go home early. I can also go swimming in Qinhuangdao, and Liu Fang interned at the Zhongzhi Sanatorium in Beidaihe, Qinhuangdao during the summer vacation.

After the social practice team returned to school, it was disbanded on the spot. Fan Xiaobo and Xiao Na both went home, I booked a train ticket, simply packed a few clothes, and went straight to Beidaihe, Qinhuangdao.

I like Beidaihe from seeing the sea, maybe I love the sea more than this place.

When I arrived in Beidaihe, I called my roommate Wang Liming in high school, asked him for his address, and took a taxi directly to him, which was considered to have found a place for myself to live, which was mainly told to me by He Changcun, because he also came to Qinhuangdao. When I arrived at Caochang South Road, He Changcun and Wang Liming were waiting to pick me up on the side of the road, with Luo Guifeng and Zhao Hai, and it also became a small gathering of the 626 dormitory in Qinhuangdao in high school. A few of them took me to Wang Liming's rented place, and told me that Wang Liming is now a general manager-level figure, and he has registered a travel company, mainly to bring a team to Qinhuangdao tourism, and he will have to call Mr. Wang in the future. I looked at Mr. Wang with admiration, and teased him to let him give me a position to do, and I won't go to a bird university. I gave him a punch and laughed and went out for a drink with him, which was a couple of them picking me up.

We walked to the seafood stall next to the Tiger Stone Marine Park to eat, because it was the first time to come to Beidaihe, so I felt that everything was very fresh, looking at the table full of crabs, skin shrimp and large conch, I was not polite, should eat, drink. Several people fooled Mr. Wang for a while, wishing him a prosperous business and a prosperous future. After a storm, they took me to tour Beidaihe at night, the night of the tourist city is very long, there are still a lot of people playing on the beach at eleven or twelve o'clock in the evening, the tourist specialty shops on both sides of the road are also crowded, wandering aimlessly, I inquired with a few of them about the location of the Zhongzhi Sanatorium, they told me along the West Beach Road, not far to the west.

I stood next to the landmark of Tiger Rock Park and looked to the west, only one street light was on, there was a place where the lights could not be seen, and the bright lights in the distance were Nandaihe Gold Coast, and they said that the dark place in the middle was the Zhongzhi Sanatorium. I asked them why they were so mysterious and there was no light, and Mr. Wang asked me if I knew why it was called Zhongzhi Sanatorium? I shook my head. He told us that the sanatorium is the abbreviation of the sanatorium of the central government, and it is not a place that can be found on the map, and it is mainly for national leaders to live in the summer, so it is heavily guarded, and it is okay not to go near that place, especially at night.