Chapter 189: A Thorn in the Heart

The boy on the bed was completely lifeless, and his face was as pale as paper. Looking at the slender and weak person in front of him, who would do anything for the person he was reading, Xie Lingxu couldn't help but feel a little sad.

Looking sideways, I saw He Yan's expression detached, and the hand serving the tea couldn't help shaking, but he didn't know what he was thinking at this moment.

With a deep sigh, Xie Lingxu said solemnly: "You have been in the rivers and lakes for so long, haven't you heard of any secret techniques that bring the dead back to life?" ”

As soon as the words fell, Xie Lingxu realized how absurd his words were. raised his eyes to look at He Yan, but felt that his eyebrows were tightly locked, and his expression was a little difficult to understand, as if he was entangled and afraid-

"You know, do you know!"

Xie Lingxu questioned sharply, but the predecessors were silent as if they had lost their hearts.

"He Yan, Fang Xun's current situation is because I am also for you, are you really silent and ignore it?"

"Allow me...... Think again. ”

I don't know what he is afraid of, Xie Lingxu clenched his fists tightly, and his eyes were awe-inspiring: "Do you know why you didn't say it?" Do you want him to die? What are you afraid of? ”

"Sister, you calm down first."

Fang Xun on the couch was unclear about life and death, and seeing that he was still in no hurry, Rao Shijiao's emotions suddenly lost control: "Because of a little scruple and cowering, the person lying on the bed now lost his life because of you!" He Yan, do you know how much Fang Xun likes you! ”

"I know...... I always knew ......"

Xie Lingxu was stunned for a moment, and Fang noticed the sadness in He Yan's eyes.

"What do you mean...... You always knew that? ”

He Yan's eyes were lustful, and he buried his sad face in the palm of his hand: "Fang Xun has a deep affection for me, how can I not be like this." ”

Hearing this, Xie Lingxu's pupils shrank sharply, and he looked at the former with some trepidation...... Could it be that the person who could not be read in He Yan's mouth was Fang Xun......

"What happened between you?"

He Yan's eyes were gloomy, as if he had opened the knot in his heart that had been sealed for a long time and tore open the bloody wound. I once thought that I could forget the trauma if I covered it up, thought that the scar never existed, that the pain had never existed, but time would not forget the pain, but it would only make it more and more festering, more and more hideous, and with the passage of time, I realized that I had always deceived myself.

deceived him, deceived himself, but he couldn't escape his life after all......

"The Fang family was destroyed, and the reason why Fang Xun survived was not because I rescued him, but because of ...... I let him go. ”

Xie Lingxu was stunned: "You slaughtered the Fang family?" Why? ”

He Yan's eyes were particularly fierce: "The Fang family had evil intentions as early as when my mother disappeared, and wanted to seize power and rebel, I was still young, and I was dedicated to supporting justice, punishing evil and promoting good, not to mention that I didn't know about the fragments of jade beads back then, so I only destroyed the Fang clan to prevent future troubles." ”

"So, you killed the Fang family, but you only let Fang Xun go?"

"I know that Fang Xun is different from his father, he is not such a treacherous and sinister person, because he has a holiness in his eyes that makes people move-"

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Fangfu –

was cut off in the right arm by the man in front of him, Fang Xun fell into a mud, and his withered hand lay on a corpse behind him that had not yet been cold, and he couldn't stop trembling.

He Yan's face was expressionless, and he raised his sword and pointed at the young man who was no different from a dead thing in his eyes, and his voice was particularly cold:

"Hmph...... The last one. ”

Fang Xun's eyes were detached, he was trampled under the feet by the man in front of him, his thin knees made a cracking sound, and at this moment he could only see his chin raised high, so cold and arrogant, unstoppable......

Beads of sweat rolled down his forehead, leaving a chill immediately, and the young man in the corpse looked like water, but said lightly:

"Killing so many people, I know you won't let me go."

Seeing that the former was not begging for mercy from himself as he thought, He Yan couldn't help but smile softly:

"If you know, it's good."

The corners of the young man's lips moved slightly, and his dry voice was immature and bitter, he was embarrassed at the moment, but his clear eyes were bright:

"I know that the Fang family is in a quagmire, and you are determined to kill them all, but can you ...... Don't throw my body in this mass grave, I'm afraid of being alone, for fear of the wolves that pass by eating my flesh and bones......"

He Yan's eyes were indifferent, and the sharp blade of the sword pressed against the former's chin, gently lifting his head,

"Okay, I promise you."

"And can you...... Don't use the sword in your hand to cut open my henchman, I'm afraid it hurts......"

Looking at his pleading gaze, He Yan's fingertips trembled slightly, not wanting the former to be afraid of pain and causing him to feel pity, so he couldn't do anything to him anymore......

…… Somehow, he knew that the young man in front of him was the only seedling of the Fang family, and according to his own temperament, he should have broken his body into thousands of pieces, but at this moment, he didn't want to hurt him in any way...... He treated the injury on Fang Xun's arm, and was afraid that he would not be able to withstand the cold winter moon alone, so he actually applied the talisman that he was reluctant to use on the former, and the ghost made him erase his memory as if he had forgotten everything in the past, so he didn't hate himself like that, and if he met in the future, his impression of himself would probably be good......

After raising Fang Xun, I don't want him to rely on himself, He Yan is also happy, so he relied on him like this for a while, but it was too late to wake up, the feelings were rooted in his heart, and then he uprooted it would hurt his body and heart......

On the occasion of goodbye, the young man who laughed with him wantonly back then, as in the past, knew that he couldn't get close, but he crossed the rules again and again, couldn't help but look at his cramped appearance, couldn't help but smell the holy breath on his body, and didn't know whether he had forgotten his heart or obeyed his true feelings......

Now, the once fearless has collapsed, and the glorious side has been peeled off and faded, revealing the dirty and filthy impure heart inside, how can it not make people's hearts chill......

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Xie Lingxu's eyes were cold: "I should have known that your encounter with Fang Xun was by no means that simple, no wonder you told me about deception, no wonder you told you that lying does not mean hypocrisy, I really can't understand it......"

Xie Lingxu shook his head and swallowed the words "Why are you men so virtuous".

"The person who brought him pain is obviously you, but you deceive him like this, so that he has been grateful to you for more than ten years! He Yan, I really underestimated you! ”

The wordless grief pressed on the bottom of his heart, and He Yan said bitterly: "I know that I am ashamed, I have tasted his true feelings, not unwilling, but not daring." ”

"You're ...... Not a thing! Xie Lingxu's eyebrows furrowed, and he couldn't help but look away-"Now that Fang Xun's life and death are unknown, don't you think you should do something for him?" ”

He Yan: "Fang Xun has the blessing of the talisman, but the injury is only the golden body that protects him, and the people in the middle are probably fine." ”

"Then you didn't say it earlier!" The corners of Xie Lingxu's eyes twitched slightly, as if he suddenly understood something: "Remove the talisman, Fang Xun's memory will be restored, right?" ”

The former's eyes were gloomy, and he closed his eyes with some difficulty-

"I'm afraid...... I'm afraid he hates me. ”

"Then you want to watch Fang Xun die in front of you, just so that he doesn't hate you? Was there a concern for you at the last moment? ”

He Yan's body trembled, and his expression was a little detached: "No, I won't...... Won't hurt him anymore. Everything in the past is my fault, I am too selfish, I deserve to be spurned, if he hates, hate it. ”

Seeing the former's depressed and painful appearance, Xie Lingxu suddenly felt like a fish in his throat,

"He Yan, untie the talisman on Fang Xun's body, you should let him go."

He Yan smiled bitterly for a moment, as if relieved: "Yes, I should let him escape from me." ”

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Seeing that He Yan in the inner room lifted the talisman for Fang Xun and lightly closed the door, Xie Lingxu couldn't help but sigh...... His brother's grievances and hatred with Fang Xun will finally be in front of him, and I don't know where the future of these two will go......

Walking around the corner, I saw the figure of the Pavilion Master of the Hidden Pavilion, and Xie Lingxu breathed slightly-

"As I said, staying in the palace doesn't necessarily mean that you can live in peace."

The fluttering words fell on Xie Lingxu's ears, but the latter felt a little different, I don't know whether the words of the person in front of him were sighs or intentional warnings for the rest of his life, Xie Lingxu felt a little flustered.

The predecessor waved his sleeves and left this place, leaving Lingxu alone to stand in place, as if there was a mess entangled in his heart......

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Pushing open the door, Xie Lingxu stood on the side of the door with a bowl of medicinal food, and raised his eyes to see that Fang Xun on the bed was already awake...... He got up and sat down at the head of the bed, his mind calm and peaceful, the afterglow casting a shadow on him, making him more and more emaciated and pale, and the long-lost memory seemed to shatter all his thoughts and rob him of the brilliance in his eyes......

Sighing secretly, Xie Lingxu moved to the side of his predecessor-

"You...... Are you okay? ”

Xie Lingxu deliberately lowered his tone, but the voices of his predecessors became more and more subtle and weak, Fang Xun nodded lightly and said:

"Well, the wound doesn't hurt anymore."

…… It's probably because it hurts in the bottom of my heart, and the pain of flesh wounds is nothing......

…… He Yan stayed by Fang Xun's side all night, and when he saw that he was about to wake up, he fled in a hurry, probably because he was afraid that when Fang Xun saw him, the hatred in his eyes would teach him not to face it, and he couldn't bear it......

"You...... Your business, with Heyan...... Do you remember everything? ”

Xie Lingxu's eyebrows frowned slightly, and he didn't dare to mention He Yan's name in front of him, for fear that he would touch the former's pain and make him feel uncomfortable.

Fang Xun's eyes were gloomy, and he only muttered in a low voice: "Prince...... He Yan"

The young man smiled bitterly, and there was a slight sparkle in his clear eyes: "I remember...... I remember the old days, how he stepped into the Fang Mansion, how he used the sword in his hand to kill the people around me one by one, I remember how he was ruthless and determined, and he threw me into the pile of bones with a blank face. ”

Seeing his sad expression, Xie Lingxu couldn't help but tremble slightly: "You...... Do you hate Heyan? ”

Fang Xun slowly closed his eyes, but the tears he was chewing suddenly burst at this moment, wetting his thick eyelashes:

"He killed my whole family, and I was alone and miserable, but I had a deep affection for him alone. Hate him...... I should hate him, not just hate, I should even want to kill him, right? ”

Looking at the person in front of him who was in tears, Xie Lingxu was stunned, but when he saw him covering his face, he couldn't help but tremble with sobs:

"But even if I knew everything, I still couldn't hate him......! I still like him, I can't help but like him, why is he in my life, why does he hurt me, but I can't forget it......"