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Luo Yihuan was about to return to Fengyi Palace after recuperating in Xiangyun Palace, Luo Qingcen, who had already let go of his prejudices and resentments against Luo Yihuan, sent Luo Yihuan out all the way, and Luo Yihuan said when he walked to the door: "You don't have to send me, I passed the sedan chair myself, and it was not far away." ”
"The body of the queen's mother, the concubine ......"
"In the past, I always hoped that you would respect me as a queen, but now, I hope you don't look at me like this." Luo Yihuan lowered his head and smiled: "This queen, I am tired and tired of what I have done, but I am just waiting for fate to come and be relieved." ”
"Queen, everything will be fine, you must be well, even if you give me a chance to mend your ways."
"You don't need to mend your ways, Qingcen, you haven't done anything wrong." Luo Yihuan said.
"Back then...... I...... I shouldn't have ...... when Kemari was kemari."
"No ......"
Luo Yihuan shook his head.
"If you could, wouldn't it be better if you really forced me to go with Nan Jue at that time?"
Luo Qingcen looked at Luo Yihuan and didn't know what to say for a while.
At this time, Luo Qingcen's child suddenly ran out, pulling Luo Qingcen's clothes and shouting hungry, Luo Qingcen suddenly pulled him aside: "How many times have I told you, you can't be so rude." ”
"Hurry up and see your mother."
Luo Qingcen pushed the third prince and said.
Luo Yihuan squatted down and pulled the third prince into his arms: "The child is cute in the end, it is already pitiful to be born in the royal family, let's be a mother and be kind to the child." ”
"It's because I live in the deep palace that I don't know how far I can go with him, if I don't treat him hard now, the person who will be him in the future will take his life."
Luo Qingcen said.
Luo Yihuan got up and said when he heard this: "You still have a long way to go, so you don't have to worry about this." ”
After Luo Yihuan finished speaking, he was just about to leave, and then turned to Luo Qingcen and said: "Although your road is still very long, but my road is not far away, if I leave here one day, I hope you can take care of my children regardless of your past suspicions." ”
"The queen will live for a hundred years, no matter how much the emperor is excessive...... Nor will it ......"
"It's not just him. Excessive things, everything around me. In fact, there is nothing good or excessive, it is just my own fate. There is nothing to be nostalgic about in this world. The only ones I can't let go of are my children. ”
After Luo Yihuan finished speaking, he turned around and left, Luo Qingcen watched Luo Yihuan's back disappear in place before returning to Xiangyun Palace with the third prince, and the third prince asked puzzledly: "Mother, what did the queen mother mean just now?" ”
"Your mother was heartbroken by this deep palace, and a person who has no heart will not live long."
"Why is the queen mother so sad here?"
Luo Qingcen didn't know what to say for a while.
"The mother concubine also often said that the previous queen mother was also injured by this deep palace, since this deep palace is so bad, why does the mother concubine want to come back?"
"Mother...... yes, why come back? ”
Luo Qingcen shook his head.
……
On the way, Luo Yihuan suddenly saw a building.
"Stop."
The new palace maid asked, "Does the queen have any orders?" ”
"This is Xianlin?"
Luo Yihuan asked.
"This is Xianlin Tower, does the queen want to go and see it?"
"It's been a long time since I've been back."
Luo Yihuan helped the palace maid down, looked at it and asked, "Aren't there any guards guarding here?" ”
"Back to the Queen, here...... Ordinary people, afraid to approach. ”
"In the past, it was like a market, but now it is desolate, and it is really a time has passed, and people have gone to tea and cool." Luo Yihuan walked in to take a look, the fallen leaves on the ground had accumulated and rotted, and as he walked, he heard some gossip coming:
"The one who used to live in this envy forest building is not the current queen mother. If you want me to say, the queen is really a cheap life, even if she marries the emperor and becomes the queen, she is not rejected now. Live like a walking corpse all day long. I think even the fifth prince will be affected by her and not liked by my emperor. ”
"Isn't it, the queen doesn't know how to get along with people, the emperor treats her so well, she can get along with the emperor like this today, it can be seen how dark people are."
"It is said that when the queen mother was a female official, she got along with people happily, why did she become so arrogant and unreasonable after becoming the queen?"
"People, the lowly people who are born are all in the bones, even if they fly on the branches and change, the cheapness of the sparrow in the bones of the phoenix can't be eliminated."
"I heard that the emperor especially likes to shoot archery or read books in the imperial garden in the morning, but the queen mother only goes out of the palace in the afternoon all day long. When I was not in good health, I simply hid in that room to get moldy, I heard people say that people who don't like to go out this morning are in the dark and gloomy in their hearts. ”
"I think, it won't be long before the queen mother will be completely rejected by the emperor, anyway, he has no backer behind him, maybe ......"
"Maybe it's going to ??! it"
The palace maid beside Luo Yihuan finally couldn't bear it anymore: "The queen mother is also a lowly person like you who can be insulted and buried?!" ”
The maids hurriedly knelt down: "The slaves and maids have no intention of offending the queen mother, the slaves and maids know that they are wrong, and I beg the queen to forgive the slaves!" ”
"It's just boring."
Luo Yihuan waved his hand, and just wanted to enter the Xianlin Building, but the palace people stopped him and said: "Queen Mother, Xianlin Building has been abandoned for a long time, and the Queen Mother should be cautious." ”
"Xianlin Building...... It didn't last long, how could it be so ruined? ”
"Because the emperor was still very concerned before...... It's just that lately, I don't know how, and I'm not allowed to ......."
When the palace maid said this, she felt that she had said something wrong, and quickly closed her mouth.
"Don't be melancholy at night in the Red Mansion, and the incense lamp is half a tassel tent. When the waning moon goes out, the beauty and tears are gone.
The pipa is golden and cuiyu, and the yellow warbler is spoken on the string. persuade me to go home early, the green window is like a flower. ”
Luo Yihuan chanted.
The personal maid couldn't understand what Luo Yihuan was talking about, so she asked, "Queen Mother, what are you talking about, what do you mean?" ”
"The night of the Red Mansion's parting was really melancholy, and the incense lamps reflected the half-rolled tassel tent. The waning moon was about to set, and when I left the house, the beauty said goodbye to me with tears in her eyes.
The singer of the other country played the pipa with golden feathers, and the yellow warbler on the strings whispered, and when she went out, she told me to go home early, and the people in the green window were as delicate as flowers. ”
"The queen mother said that it is unpredictable, but it doesn't sound so sad, it seems that the queen mother is in a good mood, why don't we go back to Fengyi Palace quickly."
"The real sadness is always the sad present, but the so-called good past, sometimes I really think how good it should be to forget so much......"
Luo Yihuan shook his head as he spoke, turned around and left Xianlin Tower.
After returning to Fengyi Palace, Luo Yihuan felt lazy, and at this time, the nurse of the fifth prince came over and said: "Queen Mother, the five princes have been crying weakly recently, and it may be that the body is naturally insufficient...... The Queen's ......"
Luo Yihuan said a little tiredly: "If you are sick, go to the imperial doctor, and I won't see a doctor." ”
"The Queen's Mother...... Oops......"
But Luo Yihuan left straight away and didn't say much.
The maid who came to serve Luo Yihuan asked the nurse: "Why is the queen so gloomy?" She's ...... like this."
"Auntie."
Before the maid finished speaking, the little eunuch of the Qinzheng Palace came to deliver the news: "Auntie, the news sent by the emperor has sent the king of Nanjue back." ”
The maid also nodded in confusion and asked the nurse: "Wang Jun's affairs can't be compared with the queen's mother, how can he ......?"
"The less you know, the better, the former twilight aunt and the queen mother are the closest, and the two of them are like sisters......"
"But what's the use, it's not ...... Hey......"
The nurse shook her head.
The maid felt a little weak in her heart.
The maid knew that her former aunt had made a mistake and was executed by the emperor...... The queen who came to serve herself.
To be honest, she didn't know that she was a female official in charge of the classic annals, and she couldn't take her turn to serve......
But at this time, Min Simo suddenly appeared behind her, Min Simo looked at the palace maid's outfit like a big palace maid, and was a little puzzled: "The housekeeper in the queen's palace has always been a twilight aunt, why ...... today?"
"Concubine Xian?"
The palace maid hurriedly bowed to ask for peace: "The slave maid has seen the virtuous concubine Niangniang, please say hello to the virtuous concubine Niangniang, the virtuous concubine Niangniang Wanfu Jin'an, I don't know why the virtuous concubine Niangniang suddenly came to Fengyi Palace?" ”
"I heard...... Something happened, come and see. ”
As soon as Min Simo's words fell, Luo Yihuan walked out, and the two of them looked at each other from a distance with their eyes full of vicissitudes.
"Come in."
After Luo Yihuan finished speaking, he returned to the inner palace, Min Simo followed, sat down next to Luo Yihuan and asked, "I heard that Nanjue ......"
"He's fine."
"Queen, there is one thing...... I ......"
"Say it."
"Queen, when Wang Jun married that queen, is it you......"
Luo Yihuan finally had a look of surprise on his face, Min Simo looked at her expression and sighed, as if he was happy and seemed to be relieved: "I know that it should be like this, otherwise with his character, I am afraid that he will never marry a wife...... Since you returned to the palace, the king and queen have not been an enviable couple, and I have heard ......"
"I heard?? Heard about what?? ”
"The current Gongyi Muyue, that is, Her Royal Highness the Princess, I don't know why, there are no people or ghosts living all day long, there are not many people in the palace to serve, a person wearing a red palace costume and makeup, sitting in the overgrown courtyard drinking alone in a daze......"
"It's hard to live...... It's like this...... What a tragedy......"
"Queen, you...... Do you have any plans for the future? ”
"I don't have any plans, everything is predestined, and it's just been in vain after so many years of tossing."
"Queen, if you still believe me, it would be better to listen to my advice and return to Xuling."
"Xue Ling ......"
Luo Yihuan repeated in a daze.
"Xue Ling...... It's the place where you and the emperor have stayed, and I always feel that where is the best place for you, and this palace is already deserted. ”
"Well, it's the same everywhere you go."
Luo Yihuan didn't delay, and set off after seeing off Min Simo without anything.
Luo Yihuan came out of the palace gate Zhongsun Yanhe only realized it later, and Zhongsun Yanhe was still complaining that the newcomer would not be able to serve, and the tea would not be brewed.
"Your Majesty, the queen mother suddenly went to Xuling, and she didn't leave anything behind."
"Where did you go?"
"Xue Ling, Xue Ling Palace."
“…… Oh, let the queen go. ”
"Yes."
After Luo Yihuan came to Xuling, he really had a feeling of being in a different world.
Many of the people who served here were already old, and asked Luo Yihuan where he wanted to live, but Luo Yihuan said: "Where the emperor lived before, I will go." ”
“…… Be. ”
The long pavilion here is breezy and windy, Luo Yihuan walked and walked as if he saw Zhongsun Yanhe reading and practicing calligraphy there that day, and he was waiting on the side, and suddenly asked Zhongsun Yanhe: "Is His Royal Highness really willing to spend his life here?" ”
Zhongsun Yanhe was slightly stunned, and raised his head to meet his gaze.
The light in the young man's eyes was clear and hot.
A simple person like him should have lived a simple and brilliant life, in this isolated paradise, but...... For more than 20 years, although I have honored, I have lived a confused and sad life.
He once promised that he would never ruin himself again because of a relationship in his life.
But in the end, it was still a relationship, which ruined a lifetime.
Hahahaha......
Who in this world is not vulgar who breathes......
A cowardly person like himself......
He who has to leave some leeway in everything.
How can it be because of a person who wants to fight again and again......
And that person......
Is it him, or is he ......
Luo Yihuan reached out and stroked the bookshelf, and suddenly touched a book that looked different.
Luo Yihuan took it out and looked at it, but his eyes were stunned.
Childish and delicate handwriting.
That was the old Luo Yihuan.
The real Luo Yihuan.
"The little woman Luo Yihuan, I respect His Royal Highness Yanhe in person, the little woman has come to the palace, and has been taken care of by His Royal Highness, and she is grateful from the bottom of her heart, and she really doesn't know how to thank Her Highness, if Her Highness does not give up, the little woman is willing to serve His Highness for the rest of her life, and step on the red dust with His Royal Highness, and go to Hongmeng together."
It was a humble woman of eleven or twelve.
In this feudal dynasty, she fell in love with her master, the one who gave her faith, hope, sunshine, love, rebirth, everything.
She mustered all the courage......
Luo Yihuan smiled slightly and turned to the second page.
But her smile froze all at once.
"If His Highness does not give up, he will ...... with the lotus pond outside His Highness's study tonight."
Tonight's ......
Outside the study......
Lotus Pond ......
Luo Yihuan didn't know how to face this sudden fact......
That day, Luo Yihuan mustered up all his courage to come to the lotus pond and wait......
What is waiting for is ......
End of life......
In fact, she never knew what Zhongsun Yeonhyuk thought about her, did she......
Zhongsun Yanhe read this letter and said so much to himself when he crossed over......
to make yourself feel ......
I feel that my relationship with him is very different......