Flowers bloom and fall, and the sun rises and sets in the west. In May, the weather in Shijiazhuang began to be as hot as fire.

Hebei University of Economics and Business is a key backbone university in Hebei Province, which is a multidisciplinary university of finance and economics focusing on economics, management and law, as well as literature, science, engineering and art. The school was formed by the merger of Hebei University of Finance and Economics, Hebei College of Economics and Trade, and Hebei College of Commerce, and has a history of more than 60 years. The school is located on the bank of the Hutuo River, in the waterfront landscape belt of the western ecological zone of Shijiazhuang City, covering an area of more than 2,950 acres, with a green area of more than 40%, known as a "garden-style" campus. The school is divided into three campuses: north, south and west, with the main campus located in the north campus, a total of 15 colleges, and the school of economics and management and the school of accounting in the south campus and the west campus. There are more than 22,800 full-time undergraduates, master's students and international students in the main department. Extracurricular activities are basically held one after another, and each college has its own characteristics, including basketball, football, table tennis, chess, and new things like key balls and dodgeballs, debate competitions, poetry meetings, singing competitions, etc. I always hear this or that student say that college life is boring, in fact, there are many things that as long as you participate, you will experience all kinds of fun in college, but we lack a heart of discovery.

From time to time, I always have to go to the foreign translation run, and I don't know why I still have feelings for it when I leave there, why I still worry about the students there, maybe because I have struggled there, or because there are people I care about there, or other reasons. "On the land of tears and sweat, you must stand tall." I remember that this is what I wrote in the guest book of the foreign translation website.

Su Yanjie, the same dormitory when I first entered the foreign translation, is the brother who I said earlier because of the sudden online love and couldn't extricate himself, but his studies were abandoned, and he was found by the school after being absent from school for 72 consecutive periods, and then persuaded to quit. Everyone feels sorry for him, why is it also a dormitory. When he and his online lover came to the foreign translator to go through the formalities and pack up his things, he walked very chicly, without a trace of nostalgia, we sent him out of the foreign translator to watch him leave, and another flower of the motherland withered like this.

Later, after a while, he and his lover came to the foreign translator to invite a few of us in the dormitory to have a drink at the Jiangsu Hotel on Hongqi Street. We didn't drink less, and we drank a mess. Standing on the street and waving, no taxi driver dared to stop and pull a few of us drunks. Su Yanjie is already out of his way, he drinks more than anyone else, of course, this is also the credit of a few of us, it's rare to get together, when we dragged him down from the second floor, we looked at his girlfriend's distressed appearance, and shouted at us to lighten up, maybe they are playing real this time, I only have silent blessings.

Wei Laoer, the grandson, saw that there was no car to stop, so he stood in the middle of the road, damn it, I think he wants to die, drink stupid or what, I put down Su Yanjie and rushed over, standing next to him to help him stop the car together.

This stop really worked, and immediately asked us to stop a car, and asked the driver to send Su Yanjie and his girlfriend away, and a few of us called a foreign translator. After a deathly slumber, when I woke up, Su Yanjie left my body like urine along the urethra, left my world, and will never come back.

People will always go from one environment to another, constantly meet new friends, and then forget some people, some people will leave and someone will come in, people's brains are like the hard disk of a computer, the capacity is limited, you need to keep deleting, and then fill in, delete, fill in, and so on the program is messed up to simply reinstall a system and start again. Or you just change the hard drive to clean it. But there will always be a kind of nightmare, which will sneak up on you from time to time, just like a virus that attacks regularly, which can make you trance-like, upset, and in severe cases, it may directly call you dead. Yang is the number one killer, because she can't be completely deleted from the system after changing the hard drive. There will be so many memories floating up one by one, like a resurgence.

I began to tremble, I began to hate, I began to cry hysterically: "God, help me! Let this person I love and hate so much leave my world! O God! ”

I wander in my heaven

Birds view the colorful world

Looking for my figure in my past life

Guarding our common bond in this life

When I woke up from the haze

God told me

I cherish the girl I saw for the first time

You say I'm like a shooting star

Twinkling across the night sky

Falls beside you

I said with a smile

If one day you need to go to hell

I will take you to my heaven

Never separate

"Many times, when I look up at the night sky alone, I can't see myself clearly, the night sky is not bright, and the stars are dimmed in color. I was thinking about what was wrong with me, why I was still entangled in these things, and why I couldn't fit in front of Xiao Dong. Maybe I can't forget a person, I can't forget a wound, I can't forget the imagination that wanders in my dreams, or maybe I'm too selfish and think that everything is good for me, or maybe I'm too arrogant and think that everything is my good. Yes, it's just me! "I often have a lot of thoughts in my head." I'm looking for someone, what kind of home I'm looking for, I've been thinking, or I'm constantly looking, I want to find someone who can make me a cup of tea when I'm tired, sit quietly with me on the sofa, or talk to me softly about some daily things; Find someone who can be happy with me when I'm happy, and indulge with me; Find someone who can give me plenty of time and space to fly, be with me while I'm playing, won't be angry with me, and live our lives together when I've had enough; Find someone who is considerate, gentle and sensible, crazy together when excited, comfortable together when calm, as if everything depends on me, but still has their own ideas. I don't think I can find this person, maybe in the future, but not now. My dreams are outrageous, it's like the earth revolves around me. "I think it's a little bit of a stretch, but it is true, and what man doesn't think so, and it is not fair to ask women to keep their chastity for themselves, and to ask them to allow themselves to steal.