Shen An held the weak baby in his arms, looked at his wife's cold body on the bed, and laughed loudly like a madman, all this he would definitely make those who hurt his wife pay, but what he had to do now was to send his wife away.

When Shen An was sorting out his wife's belongings, he suddenly found a letter from a book she often read.

Shen An's personal revelation:

Shen An, you and I have known each other since childhood, since the day we met, you told me that you would allow me, you may never know my mood now, there is some excitement in the excitement, vaguely, but anxiety, I don't know if these are true, but there are some things that happen quietly without us knowing, and you and I don't know quietly.

After I got married, I finally realized that something was wrong, Your Majesty's attitude towards you and me has obviously changed, he used to always praise me for my ability to govern the country, and I was born to be born for the court, but now he feels that I am not pleasing to the eye wherever he looks.

I thought about it, I'm afraid it's because of you, my husband, don't be sad, no matter what happens, you have to know that I am by your side with you forever and ever.

If it really comes to the point of being out of control, even if it is at the expense of this life, I will do my best to protect you, no matter the cost, no matter the consequences.

Do you know? I already liked you at the first sight of you, and I was wondering what kind of circumstances could cause your brows to frown and cold expressions, and if I were a fire, could I warm you and dissolve your cold heart.

Later, I knew that you had succeeded, and you could finally open your heart and let me live in it, but disasters came one after another, first you were removed from your official position, and then my mother's family was suppressed, and I vaguely knew that Your Majesty could not see you and me living a good life together.

What's more, he is afraid that you will rebel, my father has suffered from his disability, and he is miserable, my father and your father laid down the country together with your father was originally a friendship with brothers, but now it has fallen to such a point, not to mention that he has seen me since he was a child, and he can't escape such a fate.

My father is very old, and he has been very fond of me since I was a child, even the marriage of the two of us, he is also against all the pressure to organize for you and me, I have grown so old and have not done my filial piety to him, and let him suffer something because of my affairs, I really have a hard conscience, no matter what happens in the future, I hope you can take good care of my father for me.

I lost my mother when I was a child, and it was he who brought me up as both a mother and a father, and if I really died for you, then he can be regarded as a lonely man, no matter what, I hope you can take care of him for me.

Do you know? I was so happy when I learned that this new life was in my belly, but I also knew that the birth of this new life would cause His Majesty's jealousy, to tell you the truth, I once thought about strangling this life with my own hands, but when the bowl of medicine was delivered to my lips, I hesitated, this is you and my child, a testimony of our two love, if I really kill him, it will also prove that we buried our love with our own hands.

Shen An, just like you said, I don't expect you to be anything else, I still want you to be safe, whether you are an emperor or a commoner in the future, you must remember that I am your wife.

Shen An, when you read this letter, it is possible that I have already encountered an accident, if this is really the case, I hope that when you set up another wife, you can vacate a little space for me in the ancestral hall, even if it is only a little.

I don't know how our child is now, I hope you can treat him well, after all, I owe him too much, let him lose his mother since he was a child, it's my fault.

Shen An, I don't know if you will like other women in the future, if you like other women, you can bring her to my grave to see me, if you don't want her to be contaminated with my bad luck, then forget it.

Shen An, in fact, I have never told you the true meaning of my name, the Han Emperor is a heavy gillian, and the golden house is stored. Cough and spit for nine days, and give birth to pearls and jade with the wind. The pet is still very loved, but the jealousy is affectionate but sparse. Nagato took a step and refused to return to the car temporarily.

The rain does not fall into the sky, and it is difficult to collect the water again. Gentleman's affection and concubine's will, each flowing from east to west. In the past, hibiscus flowers are now broken roots. How long can you get good things for others?

This is the first poem I taught you, and you once asked me what he meant, but at the time I just smiled at you and told you that when you grow up, you will really understand what he means.

I think you have read this poem by now, but I still want to tell you that I envy their love, even if it was only once.

- Jewel

Shen An held this letter and cried silently, in fact, after he told himself about this poem, he tried his best to find out the meaning of this poem, and finally knew, but he secretly promised in his heart that he loved him, definitely not like Emperor Wu loved Gillian as just a short-term love, but no matter what happened in the world, she was his only wife.

Years later

Shen An looked at the stubborn prince written in front of him, and couldn't help but sigh softly, this child is too much like a pearl, even an apricot is very similar to her, it looks extremely supple, but in fact, it is arrogant and stubborn, and he will never easily obey someone, even if he is the father who gave birth to him and raised him.

Shen Qing has an indescribable feeling about his father, he knows what happened back then, his mother can't be blamed for his death, but he can't help but complain about his father, if it weren't for his father, he might be able to grow up normally like other children, instead of staying alone in this deep palace all year round.

Even if there are countless servants around him, but the sense of loneliness lingers, his father only has one child for him, and he has no concubines for life, so no other woman has raised him, and he has also developed such a withdrawn and arrogant character.

Shen An looked at the child in front of him, smiled lightly, and said to his beloved woman, this was originally a good thing, so he took out a piece of jade pendant from his arms and put it in the prince's hand, with a look of seriousness that the prince had never seen before, "This jade pendant is your mother's talisman back then, she gave this to me and used it to keep me safe, and now I will transfer this amulet to you, I hope this amulet can keep you safe, you go to Huangzhou this time, there are many dangers, you must do it yourself." ”

There was a large-scale plague in Huangzhou, everyone avoided it, even the officials couldn't refuse, and there were countless officials in the middle who swallowed the imperial court appropriations, and exploited them layer by layer, and the people who reached the disaster were close to nothing.

After the crown prince Shen Qing learned of this, he was furious and asked the emperor to go to Huangzhou for disaster relief, but the emperor only had such a child, so it was naturally impossible to rest assured.

The crown prince actually knelt down at the emperor's residence, and after kneeling for less than two hours, he ushered in His Majesty's soft-heartedness, and there was this scene in front of him.

Shen An looked at the departing figure of the prince, and couldn't help but speak, "You were bought by your mother with her life, and it is also my only hope to live, if you can't come back alive, then I will follow you and leave you with a big charge of unfilial piety, do you believe it or not?" ”

Shen Qing pursed his lips after hearing this, and only spoke after a while, "The son will definitely live up to his father's expectations, and he will return triumphantly and bring good news to his father." ”

After Shen An heard such words, he was both relieved and worried, so he had to let the prince go, young people always need to exercise, although Huangzhou is dangerous, but it is also a good place to exercise.

Shen Qing looked at the jade pendant in front of him and put it on his chest, this was what his mother left to him, and it was also the only connection point between himself and his mother.

Shen An looked at his son's disappeared back and sighed softly, maybe this is the retribution left by his wife, leaving such a little demon king of the world to himself.

Zhuyu, don't worry, you wait for me again, don't drink Meng Po soup, I'll go to you when I'm done dealing with all this, okay?

But he didn't know that the person he loved had already been lost at the moment of death, and would never remain in the world.

Luo Yun opened her eyes gently, she could feel that the injuries on her body were almost healed, but for the dream she had just had, she actually still had doubts in her heart, gently lowered her neck, and began to call the system in her head, "System, I just had a dream, in the dream I am a woman named Kite, I know everything about other people's worlds, but I don't know anything about myself, do you know what is going on?" ”

The voice of the system at this time came with a little ethereal, "That's because you also did a mission a long time ago, but that mission ended in failure, and you were reincarnated to have you in this life, but because your record in your previous life was very good, I was sent to continue your mission." ”

After Luo Yun heard this, he frowned tightly, "Then why didn't you tell me like this before?" ”

After hearing this, the system also blinked aggrievedly, with a little aggrieved in his voice, "I just learned about this matter from the main system, why are you so fierce?" It's as if I deliberately hid it from you, and even if I wanted to hide it from you, you don't know it now. ”

Of course, Luo Yun knows that the system doesn't know anything, otherwise it would be impossible for the system's IQ to hide itself for so long.