Volume 1 Chapter 273 (2)

Stopping her, Zhou Ningyuan's face was filled with sadness and incomprehension, "Why are you doing this to me?" You obviously haven't been with anyone else all these years, I know you're waiting for me, right? Nana, you have me in your heart, don't you? ”

"What, you're having bad ears now? You don't understand what I'm saying? Zhou Ningyuan, where did you get the confidence to think that I still care about your old feelings? Minnana scoffed, "What? Do you think the power of language is too thin? You have gone from being unknown to today, and it is not easy to compare! If, you don't care, I wouldn't mind ruining it all for you. ”

When she was closest to him and smiled the brightest, the most devastating words came out of her mouth.

She knew that his weakness was there, and the firmness in his eyes made it clear to him that this was not just a joke.

“……”

Seeing the expression on his face, Minnana knew that what she said had already had an effect.

Zhou Ningyuan looked at her in disbelief and slowly opened his mouth.

Before he could say anything, Minnana looked at him indifferently and spoke again, "If you don't believe it, you can try." ”

After a long time, he said in disbelief, "Why?" Why are you so cruel to me? ”

At the moment when she left, he realized in a trance that if he let her leave again this time, then the rest of his life would really be impossible.

Zhou Ningyuan screamed behind her, "Yes, I admit it, it was me who did wrong, it was my fault, I shouldn't have given up on you so easily." So, I think we can start over again, I think we can go back to the way things were. ”

“……”

"Even if I have hurt you, I don't believe it, you don't know that I really love you."

"I'll try my best to change it, can you give me a chance?"

Those times together are not fake, and the good things they get along with each other are not fake.

Facing Zhou Ningyuan's roar, Minnana's reaction was to keep moving forward.

Finally, Zhou Ningyuan looked at her footsteps that refused to stop, and said the words that even he didn't want to believe, he stood alone behind her and shouted, this endless night was about to swallow him, "Is it because that person is not!" Is it because of him that you do this to me? ”

"He's that good? Can you just be dismissive of me? ”

Her resolute refusal made him completely red-eyed, looked at her fading back, and shouted to her for the last time, "Could it be that the years we have been together, those affections, are not enough for you to stay for me once?" ”

The fireworks in the night sky are in full bloom at this moment, beautiful and brilliant.

Minnana stopped.

The affection of those years...... It's ridiculous, hasn't the little affection left between them been worn out a long time ago?

Minnana's back was extremely stiff as she stood there, but Zhou Ningyuan knew that she was listening to him.

Surrounded by the night wind, she felt nothing but endless cold.

It's not that she doesn't know everything Zhou Ningyuan said, but because she knows, she will work harder.

His dream has never been more than his dream, and she can work hard with him to achieve it.

But...... He didn't give her that chance.

"So what?"

Finally, she turned around and looked in his direction.

Looking at him from such a distance, time has faded, and I can see them at the beginning.

"So, those friendships in the past are the reason why you hurt me?"

At first, his departure was a blow to her.

However, his betrayal was the deepest hurt to her.

Zhou Ningyuan looked at her in shock, his lips squirmed, and he couldn't say a word.

At the beginning, it was his assistant who paid attention.

Since the gap between the two people is too big to cross, if you want to get closer, you can still use another way.

And that is – to bring her back to a peaceful life.

Without all that splendor and glory, they can be together again.

If this kind of thing hadn't been discovered by Aaron in advance and stopped in time, she wouldn't have been able to go this step at all.

This kind of hurt made her disheartened.

However, when he left, she couldn't help but chase after him.

At that time, even if I was sad, when I saw his back, the first thing I thought of was to stay.

If she didn't really love him, how could she be so humble?

But the result?

In the end, he chose to leave.

Taking a deep breath, the hand at his side let go, looking directly at her stubborn back, he slowly spoke, "Why did I leave then, didn't you never notice it?" ”

The night wind blew his words to her ears, and for a moment she was stunned, listening to his voice, her body stiffened, and she did not look back at this time.

As a result, she missed the remorse that crept into his eyes.

Then I heard his voice, a little lonely, very depressed, and with an unknown amount of helplessness and decadence, "At the beginning, you decided to enter the entertainment industry, your career has entered an upward period, and you have to work for so long a day every day." As you become famous, you are seen by more and more people, you are sought after by them, and they are flattered.

Around you, there are all kinds of people who like you and want to please you, they are rich, they have the ability, they have the prestige, they are far more suitable for you than I was at that time. What about me? At that time, I thought more than once, what can I give you when I have achieved nothing? ”

She is an infinitely dazzling pearl, and the brilliance on her body cannot be concealed by any lead.

But what about him? Standing in a corner of the city, gazing deeply at this big city, in addition to the endless indifference, it is a load that he cannot carry.

Especially, in times of loss, this low mood will increase the fear in the heart.

Gripping her hands, she never thought he would say such a thing.

It is true that under those days and nights, they have very little time to get together with each other, but because of this, she will stay with him whenever she has free time.

However, she did not try.

Suddenly, he smiled, "I thought about it for a long time before I realized that I couldn't give you anything at all." ”

Zhou Ningyuan suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly, "At that time, I ...... I'm useless, I can't give you anything, I can't give you all the material things you need, your random clothes, a bag, and a random piece of jewelry are worth more than half a year's income.

I've also thought about accommodating and patient. But...... I don't know how I can accommodate, how I can accommodate? More than once I have wondered how I can stay with you with your radiance. Every time I'm busy, I wonder if I want to stay with you. ”

Those speculative eyes, under her light, he grew darker and darker.

Her glorious glory made him farther and farther away from her.

The sadness in my heart will not be alleviated by this.

Until, that opportunity came.

At that time, faced with a heavenly opportunity, faced with a visible separation, at that time...... There was a sense of relief in his heart.

Who said that love is all beautiful?

Under heavy pressure, in a long chasm that cannot be bridged, in endless waiting and filing.

The gorgeous love has slowly faded into a brilliant color/

Hold your breath slightly, once the memories are opened, those memories will continue to come back.

Closing his eyes, those past morning and twilight flashed in front of him, and Zhou Ningyuan slowly spoke, "So, even if it is a later departure, it is just an excuse." The pressure of being around you has left me far behind.

The days ahead are so long, but I don't see any hope. Faced with the distant future, I really can't be sure where I can go with you, and I even ...... I don't know if I'll be able to hold on. ”

That's why when you leave, you will be so resolute and embarrassed......

The cruel truth hidden under the name of love was re-revealed, and the water vapor gathered in his eyes condensed into a teardrop and slowly crossed his face.

Except when she was acting, she hardly let herself leave a single tear.

In Zhou Ningyuan's silence, Minnana raised her head, "So, why do you have to tell me this again?" ”

Minnana pressed in his retracting gaze, "Now, you can say that to me in a high-sounding manner, but ...... Why didn't you think to say a word to me when you left?

Did you look at me at that time? What did you do to me when I was in front of you? When I was willing to leave everything I had to go to you, do you remember how you answered me? ”

"I ......"

"You say, we need to be apart for a while. But there is no deadline. Why, do you want to leave me alone and wait slowly? ”

Thinking of Zhou Ningyuan's accusation against her just now, she really burst into tears of laughter, "When did you become disappointed in me?" When did you decide to leave? When you resolutely turned around and left, did you think that you would stand in front of me and say this to me today? ”

I really didn't expect that what was still a good memory in her heart actually carried so many grievances from him.

It's ridiculous.

"You say you can't keep up with me, but what about you? What is my place in your heart? ”

"I can't compare to your innocence, I can't compare to your pride, and I can't even match the suspicion in your heart. Do you ever have the slightest trust in me? The so-called concern you talked about, but did you once stand by my side and cheer me on?

Never, when you don't want to, all you think about is for me to give up. Because you can't bear the brilliance of the people around you.

So, those are just your excuses, your steps. Don't you still understand? What you need is someone to rely on and be proud of. It's a shame I'm not that one. ”

It was because she figured this out that she pulled out of that painful relationship.

Thinking that in order to squeeze out some time to be with him, I often worked in a row just to see her.

But...... After the meeting, there was so much silence......

It wasn't until the moment he turned to leave at the airport that she suddenly understood that the love she was guarding had long since died.

At the beginning, she fell in love with this man who was both talented and noble.

In the end, I was really deeply hurt by his talent and high quality.