Since then, Lin Ran's life has not changed.

I still work hard to write excerpts, sort out mistakes, memorize English compositions, and do math problems.

I still write a journal every day before going to bed.

It's just that the words in the diary are not as happy as they used to be.

After Zhu Chengzhuang and Su Qing were together, they were very happy every day.

They go to class together, eat together, go back to the dormitory together, and often sit together and chat. He laughed even more.

Lin Ran looked at him, he only felt a little strange, a little stuffy in his heart, he wanted to complain but couldn't complain, and he could only hate himself if he wanted to hate.

But she didn't want to hate herself.

I don't want to make myself look embarrassed.

A few days later, Lin Ran bumped into them kissing downstairs in the dormitory, she went around and quickly went upstairs from afar.

This is the most unseen picture for her.

She used to worry that she would become such a girl after falling in love.

It's not that she looks down on the girls who kiss the guys downstairs, it's just that she doesn't like it, and she doesn't want to be like this one day.

As for why she didn't like it, she couldn't say it herself.

Lying in bed that day, she seemed to figure it out.

What Zhu Chengzhuang wants is different from what she wants.

What she wants is stability now and the future in the future.

And what he wants is not only happiness in the future, but also satisfaction in the present.

She couldn't satisfy him.

Suddenly, my heart was empty, and I let go of all those things.

The Tao is different, and they do not conspire with each other. Lin Ran has never been someone who can't think about it. Since he went first on the planned future path, she would take the rest of the way by herself.

That's the life she wants.

That's the future she wants.

With him or without him, it's all the same.

Since then, Lin Ran has gradually distanced himself from Su Qing. also no longer took the initiative to talk to Zhu Chengzhuang. It's not resentment, it's just that she doesn't like it anymore when she touches her own thunder point.

In fact, Lin Ran had already figured out that if it weren't for Su Qing's disagreement, he and Zhu Chengzhuang's chorus would still continue.

She was very grateful to Su Qing for making her have fewer memories between her and him.

After thinking about it, Lin Ran was also relaxed, no longer deliberately kept the distance he should have from the boys who had a good relationship, and continued to joke with them and fight with them.

Suddenly, the days became clearer.

When they came back from running and exercising that day, Zhu Chengzhuang and Su Qing entered the classroom hand in hand, and Qi Bing muttered on the side: "Bad pen." ”

Lin Ran tilted his head to see that he was copying chemistry notes, and asked him with a puzzled expression, "Who provoked you?" ”

Qi Bing didn't look up.

Waiting until both of them returned to their seats, Qi Bing slowly closed the note, buckled the cap of the pen, and gently put the pen aside.

"The whole dorm said he was stupid." Qi Bing said, "If you don't want to, get together with her." ”

"Who?" Lin Ran was even more confused.

Qi Bing shook his head twice, "Who are you talking about, you don't know in your heart?" Who do you like, don't you know in your heart? ”

Lin Ran was stunned for a moment, and said disdainfully: "Who likes him!" ”

Qi Bing glanced at her twice, grabbed his and hers' cups, went to the back to pick up two glasses of water, and handed the cups to Lin Ran: "Warm, you can drink it." As he spoke, he unscrewed the cap of the bottle and took a big sip.

Lin Ran was not thirsty, holding the cup in both hands and looking at the pile of test papers on the table in a daze, he said in a daze: "Su Qingren is very good." ”

Qi Bing snorted coldly, "You are a good person, look at everyone." ”

Lin Ran raised his head and smiled, "Yes, I think you're fine!" ”

"It's good, it's just that it's still a single dog!" Qi Bing muttered and pulled out the test paper for the next physics class from the stack of books. Lin Ran pursed his lips and flipped through the stack of test papers twice before he found the question.