Volume 1: Born of Revenge Chapter 116: Changing Lives Against the Heavens
"Su Xin, can't you really let go of him like that?" Ning Zhiwen grew up with Suxin since she was a child, and knew that she was an introverted person, and now she dared to admit that she was pleased with Shangguan Qingyu in front of Ning Zhixuan, which showed that she had poured out her sincerity.
"Miss......" Su Xin said that she had already underground, she had always been thin-skinned, and now she said this, I don't know how much courage she mustered, "In the past, Su Xin didn't know what love was, but now Su Xin finally understood." ”
Compared with Ming Sa's ignorant feelings, now Su Xin clearly knows his intentions, and looks at Ning Zhixuan's eyes with a bit of begging: "Miss, Su Xin knows that her humble status is not worthy of His Royal Highness Prince Heng, Su Xin is just silently in love with His Royal Highness in her heart, and I ask Miss to keep this secret for Su Xin." ”
Ning Zhixin just felt that Shangguan Qingqiao was not a good person and was not enough to entrust him for life, so he thought that he would give up his thoughts, but Su Xin persuaded Su Xin not to freeze his delusions because Ning Zhixin felt that her and Shangguan Qingqiao's identities were very different.
"Su Xin, in fact, I ......" Ning Zhixin originally wanted to explain to Su Xin, she didn't think that Su Xin was not worthy of Shangguan Qingyuan, but she felt that a bloodthirsty and cold-hearted person like Shangguan Qingyuan was not worthy of Su Xin, but after thinking about it, she could be so detached, just because she had seen through the wealth and power in the two lives, it was just a moment of floating clouds, but Su Xin was now in the world, carrying the shackles of the world, how could she understand what Ning Zhixin was thinking now.
Su Xin looked at Ning Zhixuan's frowning and contemplative appearance, and then couldn't help asking, "What does Miss want to say to Su Xin?" ”
"Su Xin, I won't embarrass Prince Heng for you." Ning Zhiwen saw that Su Xin was trapped by love, and saw that she was humble in love and hopeless, so she couldn't bear to embarrass her anymore, so she had to compromise and give in.
Su Xin thought that Ning Zhixuan would blame her for being angry, at least she would guarantee that she would break off her thoughts about Shangguan Qingxuan, but she didn't expect that Ning Zhixuan would forgive her.
"Miss......"
Before Su Xin's words of gratitude could be spoken, Ning Zhixuan interrupted her and said, "I can not pursue him and hurt you, but you must promise me two things?" ”
"As long as Miss is no longer embarrassed by Su Xin, and is willing to keep a secret for Su Xin, Su Xin is willing to promise Miss anything."
"First, don't exchange your own life for his life in the future, otherwise if you have a good one, I will definitely not let him go."
"Miss......"
"Second, from tomorrow onwards, I will pass on all my life's medical skills to you." Ning Zhiwen continued in Su Xin's surprised eyes, "I will also teach you light skills, no matter how difficult and hard it is, you must grit your teeth and insist on learning medical skills and light skills." ”
"Is that all the young lady wants to say to Su Xin?" Su Xin looked at Ning Zhixuan with some uncertainty, thinking that she still had something to explain to her.
"Su Xin, only after learning medical skills and light skills can you help me share some things."
"Yes, Miss, Su Xin will do her best to share Miss's worries."
Now in Su Xin's opinion, Ning Zhixin taught herself medical skills or light skills in order to help her in the future, which is also the initial motivation for Su Xin to do her best to learn, but when Su Xin achieves everything one day and can be on her own, she may find that in fact, fate can be in her own hands.
Su Xin struggled to get up from the couch, and then held the bed and solemnly knelt down in front of Ning Zhixuan, and said with a firm expression: "Miss, Su Xin has something to say to Miss." ”
Ning Zhixin understands Su Xin, although she has long regarded Su Xin as a confidant and sister, but Su Xin has always adhered to her duty, obeyed the promise she made to Mrs. Ye back then, and was loyal to Ning Zhixin all her life, in Su Xin's heart, Ning Zhixin is the person she cares about, the person she respects, but also the master she will be loyal to in this life.
But for Ning Zhixuan, who has been a person in two lives, Su Xin is no longer her maidservant, but her relatives, her confidant, and the person she wants to do everything to protect.
"For more than a year, Su Xin has watched the young lady go from being submissive, from being deceived by the Bai family mother and daughter to seeing through their true colors later, to tearing her face with them, and finally now as the pavilion owner, she has the capital to compete with them." Su Xin knelt on the ground and kowtowed heavily when she said this, "In fact, Su Xin saw that the Bai family's mother and daughter had impure intentions early on, but they didn't make it clear to the young lady in time. ”
Although the Bai mother and daughter pretended to be a loving mother in front of Ning Zhixuan, and the other pretended to be a sister, but in front of the humble subordinates, they somewhat revealed their disdain for Ning Zhixuan, but they were the most delicate, and after seeing the disgusting faces of the Bai mother and daughter several times, they guessed that they might not be as sincere and kind as they seemed on the surface.
"It's just that at that time, the slave maid thought that the Bai family just didn't like the young lady and wanted to have a virtuous reputation." Su Xin raised her head and pointed three fingers and swore an oath at the Heavenly Alliance, "Su Xin really didn't expect that the Bai family's mother and daughter had already killed the young lady. ”
"Are you afraid that even if you tell me the thoughts of the Bai family's mother and daughter, I won't believe it, and if you take 10,000 steps back, even if I believe it, I can't do anything at that time, it's just a matter of adding trouble."
In her previous life, Ning Zhixuan was simple and cowardly, otherwise she would not have gone all the way from being a wife and daughter to being framed to death, it is true that as Su Xin said, even if Su Xin told Ning Zhiwen the true face of Bai's mother and daughter at that time, she was afraid that it would be difficult to believe at that time, even if she was convinced, she would live in fear all day long because she had no idea.
"Miss after being reborn is completely like two people in the past, in the past, Miss was kind-hearted and weak-minded, and now Miss is still pure and good-natured, but the calm and decisive in case of trouble is completely different from before."
"Suxin, my temperament has changed suddenly, and many things can't be explained by common sense." Ning Zhixuan saw that Su Xin had broken his words, so she simply stopped hiding it, and said bluntly, "Why are you still willing to help me, and you have never even asked me the reason for the great change in temperament?" ”
"Madame is Su Xin's reborn parents, and after Madame passed away, Su Xin swore to be loyal to Miss in this life." Su Xin looked up at Ning Zhixin, and her eyes were full of gratitude to Ning Zhixin for so many years, "At first, it was because of Madame's life-saving grace, but then it was because Miss treated Su Xin like a sister." ”
"Su Xin......" Ning Zhixuan wanted to step forward to help Su Xin, but she stopped her, only to see her say solemnly, "Please Miss listen to Su Xin." ”
I saw Su Xin continue: "Although Miss regards Su Xin as a sister, Su Xin's identity is here, so Su Xin never dares to exceed half a rule. ”
Ning Zhixuan doesn't know that the etiquette is strict, she is also a young lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion, and there is still a distinction between the dignity and inferiority of the heirs, and the heirs of the descendants are the most expensive status, and they are the masters of the Prime Minister's Mansion at birth, but the identity of the heirs of the concubines is far less noble than the identity of the heirs of the Concubines, and they will always be the children of slaves in front of the heirs. Even the ladies have to abide by the rules of etiquette, not to mention the servants who are as despicable as ants, if they make mistakes and lose their manners, they are afraid that they will be killed.
Ning Zhixin did not interrupt Su Xin, but patiently listened to her continue: "Su Xin is a humble servant of the Zuo Prime Minister's Mansion, but Miss treats Su Xin like a sister, and Su Xin is grateful, so she keeps the rules more and more on weekdays, and she doesn't dare to add the slightest worry to Miss. ”
After saying the previous words, Su Xin was silent for a long time, and finally knelt up straight, clenched his fist under his wide sleeve and said slowly: "Su Xin's life was given by Mrs., Miss treats Su Xin like a relative, Su Xin's life, this heart should be loyal to Miss, but Su Xin really can't watch him in danger, Su Xin can't do it, this time can't do it, and next time can't do it." ”
Su Xin finally said the feelings pressed in her heart, although she was saved by Mrs. Mengye, her loyalty to Ning Zhiyun has become an inseparable belief in her life, but she still chose to risk her life to save Shangguan Qingyun, she knew that she couldn't live Ning Zhiyun by doing this, but she still resolutely betrayed her firm belief to save Shangguan Qingyun.
"Suxin, you don't have to blame yourself." Ning Zhiyun saw Su Xin's pain and remorse because of her so-called "betrayal", and hurriedly stepped forward and hugged Su Xin and said, "Su Xin, if I didn't have your company, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to go today, Su Xin, will you always accompany me in the future?" ”
"Miss." Su Xin clenched Ning Zhiyun's hand, nodded firmly, and said, "Su Xin will always accompany Miss and will never turn her back on Miss." ”
Ning Zhiwen knew that in Su Xin's bones, she deeply believed that her life was saved by Mrs. Ye, and without Mrs. Ye, there would be no Su Xin today, so the kindness she owed to Mrs. Ye should be repaid with a lifetime of loyalty.
Or maybe Mrs. Ye Lanshuang loved her daughter very much, and after saving Su Xin and Su Rui, she asked them to serve Ning Zhixin closely, and then told them over and over again to serve Ning Zhixin with their hearts, and then tirelessly explained that they must be loyal to Ning Zhixin in the future.
In the previous life, although Ning Zhiwen knew that she was loyal to her, she also abided by the rules between master and servant, and never dared to cross the line by half a point, which led to Ning Zhiyun's full stomach of worries no one poured out, and the boring days were endless.
If it weren't for the heavens giving her another chance to be reborn again, she would probably never have had the chance to break the rules of the Zuo Xiangfu for eternity, truly regard Su Xin as a sister, and tell her what was on her mind. Since Cang Tian gave her a chance to be reborn, and let her transform from a submissive concubine in her previous life to a Le Ya Pavilion master who no one dared to despise in this life, she was also determined to reverse Su Xin's fate together.
What about the concubine in Ning Zhiyun's eyes in this life? If you don't fight for it, you will also be silently killed, what about the concubine? With a humble identity like the Bai family, she can also sit firmly in the position of the head mother of the Zuo Prime Minister's Mansion with her smart mind and ruthless means.
In this life, Ning Zhixuan doesn't believe in the sky, doesn't believe in fate, only believes in herself, and believes that she will go on step by step, even if she is still dead in the end, she is fearless.