Volume 1 197...... No, not disappointed
She didn't look away now, she didn't even want to give him a look, Shangguan Rui asked with a mocking smile, "Are you disappointed in me now!" β
ββ¦β¦ No, not disappointed. Mu Zixiao responded to him in a flat voice.
Disappointment is because the initial expectations have been disappointed.
It's a pity that she never had expectations for Shangguan Rui. So, in the end, it's natural to talk about disappointment.
If she could, she hoped he could stay away from herself.
Even if you meet by chance on the road, it doesn't matter if you see strangers you don't know.
Time paused for a moment before Mu Zixiao spoke, her decision had been carefully considered, and now for him, it was the final informant, "The marriage contract between me and you...... When I am discharged from the hospital, I will make it clear to my elders! β
Shangguan Rui's eyes hurt, he came to her today, and he didn't want to hear her say such things.
He didn't want them to have nothing to worry about, and he didn't want them to break off the marriage contract.
The future is still long, and everything has a chance!
Even if it's wrong now, it can still be remedied.
However, he couldn't let go, and once he let go, he knew that she would never come back.
Shangguan Rui frowned tightly, staring at her deeply, his eyes were full of attachment to her, and even his voice sounded hoarse, "Are you still blaming me, are you blaming me for making you hurt you, so you would say such angry things to me!" Yes, I know it's not right for me to hurt you. But I never wanted to hurt you! β
"Do you know how I felt when I learned that you were with Shangguan Jingyu? I'm going crazy, I've been looking for you, but I can't find you! You are the woman I like, I am a man, how can I put up with the woman I like having a relationship with another man! β
"You just say I didn't take your feelings into account, but what about you? Do you have any concerns about my feelings? When you were with Shangguan Jingyu, did you think about me?" β
"I can't find you, I can't find you in many places. I know you're avoiding me and don't want to see me, but I still can't make myself listen to you! β
"I'm holding my phone every day and waiting, waiting for you to take the initiative to give me a call. I even thought, you can give me an explanation, as long as you tell me, I am willing to believe it! However, I have waited so long, but I have never been able to wait! I was mad that day to accidentally hurt you, and besides, I've been punished, isn't that enough? Do you still have to leave me? β
"I know that you are with Shangguan Jingyu now, it doesn't matter, I can wait, I can wait for you to be separated from him. I know that I am not as good as him now, I can change it, Xiaoxiao, I can change it for you. β
"I can act as if none of this happened, and I will do everything I can to make it up to you. So, it's okay to stay with me, don't break the marriage. There is still a long time in the future, let's give it a try, perhaps, you can also accept me like Shangguan Jingyu! β
"I know, you don't actually like me to have dealings with those women, yes, I can promise you to do it, I can stop looking at them, I will try to stay away from them in the future, I will never mess around again, okay? You give me another chance, I'll change it, I'll try to be what you want, is that okay! β
Hearing such words, Mu Zixiao had mixed feelings in her heart, and she had to say that such a Shangguan Rui made her very uncomfortable.
Shangguan Rui has always been arrogant, but now, hearing his words similar to prayer caused her discomfort.
But even so, she still couldn't change her determination, "It's not good. β
She saw his stunnedness in her eyes, saw the scarlet in his eyes, and could also anticipate the exhaustion of running here as soon as he came out.
But she still rejected him, completely refused.
When there is no love, any trace of kindness left in the brain can become a deadly poison to hurt the other person.
For so many years, she and Shangguan Rui have quarreled for so many years, and they have been entangled with each other, and no one will let go or let go.
However, now she doesn't want to continue this life.
Taking a deep breath and looking at the sky outside the window, she said slowly, "Like you said, you never wanted to hurt me, but I was the one who hurt in the end." When you feel angry and angry, you need to find a place to vent your emotions, you can be angry, you can be unhappy, but the final result is often not borne by you, but by the people around you. β
"You never want to restrain your emotions, and whenever you are sad, you have to make others as sad as you, or more sad than you! You take for granted that you get too many things, but there are so many variables in this world, and there are so many factors that are changing. And you, it's too dangerous. And I, I don't want to interfere with whether you will change or not. β
"Just like this time, even if you are locked up, your family will still worry about you and even come to me to intercede for you. Shangguan Rui, you are lucky to have such a family member who worries about you. But you are an adult, and you should learn to take responsibility for your actions, instead of letting others follow you and pay for you. β
"So, I'm sorry, I don't accept your apology, and I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore."
"I won't be with you, and I'll definitely cancel this marriage."
The corners of Shangguan Rui's eyes tingled, and his heart felt very painful.
He cares about her, he really cares about her.
Even though he used to be surrounded by those warblers and swallows, only she could really leave a place in his heart.
Even if she often avoids herself, often argues with herself, and often makes herself angry, he still cares about her, even if he knows that she has a great relationship with Shangguan Jingyu, after he is angry and angry, he still wants her to return to him.
Even, he can comfort himself not to care.
But what about her! She didn't want to give him another chance!
He had thought that she would be separated from him, but as soon as such words were spoken, there was no room for any turnaround.
And the look on her face was so resolute and cruel.
The indifferent eyes were like a knife, slashing at his heart inch by inch.
"Heh, Xiaoxiao, I really didn't know that you would have such a ruthless time." Shangguan Rui laughed at himself, every word she said was like a spell, taking root in his heart, "How heinous am I in your eyes, so that you don't even want to give me the last chance!" β
"I've never felt like you're heinous."
Shangguan Rui looked at her, and a light lit up in his eyes.
However, her next sentence made him completely fall into the abyss.
"But, I'm sorry, I can't be with you."
She has never been willing to rely on subjectivity and maliciously speculate on others.
Shangguan Rui did a lot of excessive things, but after all, she didn't think he was such a bad person.
She thought he was arrogant, arrogant, selfish, and even a little ridiculously naΓ―ve, but she still wanted to believe that she was a good person.
However, she couldn't be with him.
Some things and some impressions are not easy to change once they appear.
It's like now that she sees the look of loneliness on his face, she still can't be completely unmoved.
In her impression, Shangguan Rui has always put himself in a high position, and he can say so many things to her, which is already unexpected for her, after all, Shangguan Rui has always shown people the image of a high-spirited playboy, instead of asking for forgiveness in front of her now.
"I see."
Mu Zixiao looked back at him.
Shangguan Rui suddenly smiled, he was already a good-looking man, and such a smile made her panic.
"You reject me so resolutely now because you are with Shangguan Jingyu, you like him, and even love him, don't you?"
Mu Zixiao frowned with some disgust.
This is what needs to be resolved between him and her, and there is no need to involve anyone else!
Shangguan Rui smiled with a sigh, as if mocking, "Xiaoxiao, I said, you don't know him that well." Do you think you're going to be better with him than with me? Impossible! Shangguan Jingyu will not be as simple as you see. β
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"I'm not going to give up like that."
left this sentence, and after saying this, Shangguan Rui slammed the door and left.
After Shangguan Rui left, the caretaker came in and looked at her nervously, "Miss Mu." β
She had just heard the sound of an argument in the room outside the door, as if it was a quarrel.
Mu Zixiao smiled, but she was used to Shangguan Rui's character, so she didn't care too much, and said to the caretaker, "I'm a little sleepy and want to sleep for a while." β
"Okay, Miss Mu. Then you rest first, and call me if you have something! β
"Okay."
Mu Zixiao lowered her eyes, what Shangguan Rui said, she was not untouched when she heard it!
But she wants to believe what she sees and feels!
She believed in him!
After being in the hospital for so many days in a row, she was on good condition, except for a slight dizziness at times, there was nothing abnormal.
Originally, I just wanted to sleep a little, but I didn't expect this sleep, but I slept directly into the night.
Shangguan Jingyu was busy today, and only arrived at the ward in the evening.
When she came back, Mu Zixiao had just woken up and read a book for a while.
After Shangguan Jingyu came back, he habitually put his suit jacket into the sofa, walked to the side of the bed and skillfully took her into his arms, his chin fell on her shoulder, and he took a deep breath, "What have you done today?" β
Leaning on his arms, Mu Zixiao recalled this day's life and said, "Well, I had a video call with Peanut in the morning, and then I read a book for a while, and I fell asleep when I felt sleepy." Open your eyes again and you'll be back! β
Shangguan Jingyu nodded, and said in agreement, "It seems that a lot of things have been done!" β
Mu Zixiao felt a little funny, disgusted, and said, "How can there be! It's just a lazy day, and if it goes on like this, I think I'll lose my mind! β
He's so used to her, he'll spoil her!