Chapter 168 For the First Time in My Life
Xia Liangyue let go of the shackles in her heart, and her thoughts gradually retracted. She knew that she was a very defensive person. Seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages has long become her instinct.
At this moment, she was willing to let go of her guard and reveal her heart to Zhao Yimo.
"In the end, I am an egoist. Let me tell you what little conscience I have left. I'm not as good as you think, and you'd better not put too many past filters on me.
At the very least, you should have been aware of it when Shimmer was founded.
Whether you blame her transformation on Jiang Muyun's stimulation of me, or some other reason, she is the real me.
To be honest, I was scared of being expected because I understood how bad I was.
There is a kind of magic in you that reassures me, and the essence of this magic is that you have no scruples about storing me in the depths of your heart, in the softest place, so that I do not feel any hostility.
But have you ever wondered if a person like me deserves to be treated like this? ”
Even if she repeatedly convinces herself, Xia Liangyue can't be put on the tip of her heart by others, let alone be pampered and arrogant, unscrupulous, or enjoy it with peace of mind.
She has always wanted to talk to Zhao Yimo, because this matter has almost become her inner demon.
Zhao Yimo stared at Xia Liangyue's eyes, and listened quietly to her explaining the uneasiness, fear, and resistance in her heart one by one.
Whether it is worth it or not is always up to the giver to decide. In his heart, Xia Liangyue is a very special and special existence. Maybe, Xia Liangyue can't feel it.
The tip of his heart trembled slightly, and the smile on the corner of his lips disappeared for the most part, "Liangyue, do you know?" It's the first time in my life that you're so close to me. ”
"What?" Xia Liangyue was very surprised. She asked retortingly in assurance, wondering if she had misheard.
No! She analyzed herself like this, and told the truth to Zhao Yimo in a roundabout way, and the answer she got was this?
Zhao Yimo got up and chuckled, "It's time for me to return to Wending, you can continue to be busy." ”
Xia Liangyue was stunned for a moment, and when she came back to her senses, Zhao Yimo had already left. I couldn't help but feel a little depressed, so I took my coat and went straight downstairs.
She didn't catch up with Zhao Yimo, so she had to come to the big city kitchen.
"Why do you seem to be preoccupied, is something wrong?" Shen Xubai put away the computer and asked worriedly.
Xia Liangyue saw that Shen Xubai was alone in the box, and said the doubts in her heart, "Why does Zhao Yimo know me so well?" Even if I told him tactfully, I wasn't me. He didn't mind at all, insisting that I was me.
Perhaps, this kind of thing is difficult to accept. But he knew me, and he should know what I was trying to say. ”
Shen Xubai took Xia Liangyue's hand and said comfortingly, "Because you are you." It's like the original owner is a mechanical puppet, and you are the soul of the puppet. At the right time and place, fate brings you back into your body.
Until your soul comes back, you are still you. And Zhao Yimo has stayed with you the longest, so he is also the person who knows you best. Whether your soul has returned to its place or not, what is deep in you has never changed. ”
"That's right." Xia Liangyue was thoughtful and tried to accept Shen Xubai's words.
Shen Xubai lowered his head to help Xia Liangyue order food, and casually comforted, "There are some things, don't be too serious." The more you think about it, the more you will drive yourself to a dead end. It's better to relax and enjoy the surprises that fate brings you. ”
Enjoying life and understanding the real needs of the heart may be the subject of Xia Liangyue's coming here.
The waiter brought the food one by one and pushed the cart away.
Xia Liangyue picked up the chopsticks, stirred the noodles in the bowl, and said with a rhetorical smile, "A surprise of unknown origin, it is easy to think of a witch's poisonous apple." ”
has worked hard in society so far, and it has long been impossible to have a pure heart for everything.
Shen Xubai looked at Xia Liangyue's side face, but he didn't say anything with a smile, but Zhao Yimo's words sounded in his mind.
In fact, she is sensitive, sensible, and overly defensive, and likes to hide it with a gentle appearance.
She is not fragile, but I am still afraid that one day she will be hurt, and I am afraid that she will miss happiness because she has built the fortress in her heart too strongly. ”
It seems that Zhao Yimo really understands Xia Liangyue and can say such things.
Halfway through eating, Xia Liangyue felt a strong gaze, and turned her head to meet Shen Xubai's eyes. She put down her chopsticks, frowned, and said, "What's wrong?" Friend. ”
"I suddenly realized that you really seem to love me." Shen Xubai retracted his gaze and lowered his head to drink the soup.
No matter how tough Xia Liangyue was in building the fortress in her heart, she opened the door to him. Without any scruples, she shared her confusion with him without reservation. Fortunately, Zhao Yimo is not interested in love and marriage.
The reality is that it took Zhao Yimo more than 20 years for Xia Liangyue to take off the mask in front of him. It can only be said that Shen Xubai is really lucky.
Xia Liangyue's eyes rolled angrily, Shen Xubai complained, "You just know? ”
"yes, I just know." Shen Xubai's voice was as light as a wisp of wind.
Zhang Xinyu and Zhou Tingting, who pushed the door in, came over and sat opposite the two.
Zhang Xinyu finished ordering, leaned back in the chair, raised his hand and rubbed his temples, and said sullenly, "My dad has given me a bit of a heavy task recently. Throw me 60 percent of your goals for the next quarter. ”
"Sixty percent? Is he ready to let go? Xia Liangyue picked up the hand of the chopsticks and said tentatively.
The volume of Q letter is not much different from Wending, is 60% too much?
She met Zhang Yun a few days ago, and it didn't look like there was something wrong with her body. Forget it, what their older generation thinks is not something she can guess. Shimmer barely did it now, and Wending suddenly sanctioned them, the small target who could survive.
Zhou Tingting took a sip of water and suggested, "If you are under pressure, you might as well talk to him." He's your dad, not your boss. ”
"It shouldn't be possible to let go. With my virtue, how can I hold up Q letter.
It might be better if Emo had helped me. And I don't really want to talk to him. Try it, and if you can't complete it, say another thing. Zhang Xinyu couldn't help but feel a little depressed when he thought of facing Zhang Yun.
After waiting for the waiter to deliver the food and leave the box, Xia Liangyue said, "I guess you have already begged for the end." ”
From Zhang Xinyu's depressed face, Xia Liangyue saw the word "frustration". Zhao Yimo was pulled up by Xia Ge, how could he be asked to go to Q Xin to be a small worker.
Shen Xubai put down the soup spoon and explained, "He may have placed great expectations on you to give you such a heavy task. ”
"I hope so." Zhang Xinyu consciously ruled out this possibility. As far as the old man hated her, he wanted to see her suffer.
She picked up a piece of fish meat, her eyes fell on Xia Liangyue, and she admired, "I really don't know how you develop and grow the shimmer." If I start from scratch, I'm afraid Shimmer has already declared bankruptcy. ”
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