Let's have a little theater here and tell me the story between me and him.

In fact, I have always felt that my relationship with him is a little unclear, but more often than not, I think too much, to be honest, I don't know when I fell in love with him, I just feel that having this person around me makes my college life not so difficult.

I started to get skin diseases when I was in the second grade, and at that time, my classmates in the class were still reluctant to do anything to me, because there were only a little bit of white spots at that time, but then it became more and more serious, and I also felt the deep malice of the world, and I was afraid of other people's abuse of me, what monsters, what ugly monsters, I was surrounded by these words every day at that time, even if my classmates were okay with me.

But I survived in the end, and when I got to college, my face was still black and white, and I really looked like a monster, or an ugly monster, and I didn't have much confidence in myself at that time, I just felt that no one would like me like this, and no one wanted to be close to me.

Until I met him, in fact, at the beginning, I saw that he was very unpleasant, and I felt that this person was a little not easy to get along with, and I knew that I had the opportunity to broadcast with him, and I was still looking forward to it, but in the end, I didn't wait for the so-called opportunity, at that time, I still didn't like him.

Later, after knowing each other for a long time, I felt that this boy might have a forty or fifty-year-old monster living in his body, and I felt that after the relationship was better, I had been 'educated' by him, to be precise, he was reasoning with me every day.

Later, he stayed in office, and he has been helping me, although I am the minister, but I feel that many things are handled by him, for which I am still very grateful, of course, only thanks, because I don't know when I started to like it, I feel a little confused.

Later, I remember that something seemed to happen to a senior, and then I comforted him, and accidentally said what I thought, at that time, I just had a good impression of this boy, not the kind I really liked.

After that, I actually didn't plan to hang myself on a tree.,In order to put an end to his own thoughts.,I agreed to be with a boy of the same class.,It's just a matter of going with the flow.,At that time, I felt like I was pretty scum.,Maybe it's not a scum.,It's just that the feelings are still a little casual.。

At that time, I really told myself not to continue to have a crush.,On the same day, I sent a photo of holding hands to the official announcement.,To be honest.,I also sent the photo to him.,I want to see how he reacts.,He asked me.,Is it really like it.,At the time, I was actually a little embarrassed.,But I still said it.,Sort of.。

Then the space of the official announcement said the following, the previous senior Aite the boy I had a crush on, and said, XX, your girlfriend was taken away by someone else.

I didn't know what I was feeling at the time, and in the end, this matter was over, and during that time, there was a lot less contact with this boy.

Later, this very sloppy relationship ended in less than two months, and I don't have any regrets in my heart, but I don't know the reason for the end, after all, it's still a little embarrassing, I can only say that everyone is okay after separation, and there is no need to say how others are.

After returning to being single, the chat with the boy slowly began again, and the relationship remained the same as before. 18

Speaking of these, what really touched me was a class assistant incident, when the cutie of the freshman class asked me what the Chinese Characteristics Reading Association does, it seems to be called such a name, we are generally referred to as the China Special Society, at that time it was the day of the freshman plus club.

Then in order to let the cuties understand something, I briefly talked about my understanding of the Chinese Special Society, in my impression, they are responsible for some lectures and stamps of the school.

I don't know exactly what to do, so I just said what I know, but the choice is in the hands of the students themselves, and I don't interfere.

And then that little cutie probably thinks this association is useless, and then says that it's my class assistant who said it. At the time, I didn't know that there would be so much in the future.

Because there were a lot of people who asked me in the group that day, not only this association, but also other associations, anyway, I just briefly said what I knew, and at the same time I also said a few things that I think are pretty good, such as the art troupe of our own department, the school volunteer association, and so on.

I didn't say anything about which department I was in, and my classmates didn't know what department I was in. As a result, the head of a department in the special meeting seems to be, and he scolded me in the circle of friends, and then was seen by the younger sister of our department, and sent it to the group of our department, and then many people in the same class of me thought it was my problem.

The person who scolded me said that I only thought that my department was good, and nothing else was good, anyway, he said some untrue news, and several people in the department who were in the same class as me at that time thought that I had said the wrong thing.

But what they didn't know was that I really didn't mention our department at all, and I didn't have any prejudice against any of the societies, I just said what I knew, and I also said that they were free to choose whatever they wanted, and they didn't have to ask me.

I was in the studio at the time, and I was actually very disappointed to see what that person scolded me and what people in the department said to me. He was the only one who came over to talk to me privately, told me that there was no need to worry about those individuals, and comforted me.

At that moment, I felt that something touched my heart, but I didn't care too much, after all, people just regarded me as a good friend, but people are not necessarily completely rational, so I will also be stupid when it comes to feelings.

It's not that I think he likes me, it's just that I feel like I have deeper inexplicable feelings for him. Because after this incident, that kind of feeling began to ferment slowly, the kind that can't be controlled, but I often tell myself that I think too much, in fact, I am just a good friend, brainwashing myself, in fact, I don't like him.

When I first had a little bit of interest in him, I suppressed it, and I told my sister about this.

When did I feel that this liking couldn't be controlled, it was when he celebrated his birthday before last year, I just felt that it was a pity that I didn't try, but after trying, I was afraid that the relationship between the two people could not return to the point of being good friends.

I'll write more about this mood in the future.,Let's talk about my crush.,It stands to reason that he shouldn't look at this.,I hope he can't see it.,Otherwise I'll really lose face.。