Chapter 121: Love, what is it all like

In the hospital, Xiao Xue's father was lying on the hospital bed looking out the window boredly.

"Qin Ding, Zheng Chuan went to the store?"

Xiao Xue's mother came into the ward and moved a chair to sit next to Xiao Xue's father's bed.

"Well, just walked for a while."

"This child, it's not easy to take care of you every once in a while since you entered the hospital."

Xiao Xue's mother sighed and asked again:

"Well, this is going to the building materials store?"

"Hmm."

Xiao Xue's father saw that Xiao Xue's mother was coming, so he answered.

"How are you feeling today? Are you better? ”

Xiaoxue's mother asked with concern.

"The same old way."

Xiao Xue's father didn't have much expression. He went from being difficult to accept at first, and he didn't even want to have surgery, to now he is helpless about his disability, but he also accepts it.

"I have to tell you about your daughter, don't be angry!"

Xiaoxue's mother poured a glass of water for her wife and put it on the bedside table, thought about it and said.

"Tell me, what else can this little woman do? Do you want to go back to school again? ”

Xiao Xue's father couldn't think of anything big, and it could be bigger than his daughter coming home from school.

"Hey, if only she wanted to go back to school!"

"And what else can she do?"

"Your daughter, I recently fell in love with a boy, and that boy was very good to her, and she brought it back to me at noon."

"What?! Isn't this treachery?! ”

As soon as Xiao Xue's father heard the news, he was so anxious that he immediately jumped up from the bed.

Xiaoxue's mother hurriedly pressed her wife and comforted:

"It's all said, you listen first, don't worry, women's affairs, it's not something we can control, this boy, I saw it, it's really good, Sven is polite, graduated from college, a teacher in a middle school, and is still doing things with friends, the last group wedding in the county was done by them and the county Youth League Committee."

"There are so many good boys, can we meet one and ask for one?! What's wrong with Zheng Chuan's boy, how can a girl say that she doesn't want others?! ”

Little Snow Daddy was furious.

"Yes, yes, yes, I also told my daughter, but you also know her temperament, just like you, ten cows can't pull back what she has thought about. People came to me not to discuss, but to tell us about her decision. ”

Xiaoxue's mother said helplessly.

"Then let her tell me herself!"

Little Snow Daddy's anger is unabated.

"It's not like I'm going to see the store, she is staring at the ice room every day now."

"How can we be worthy of Zheng Chuan when we do this?!"

"Speaking of Zheng Chuan, I don't know how to say it!"

"Do you agree with Xiaoxue and that boy?"

Xiao Xue's father glared at his wife.

"Daughter's mind, do you have a way to turn it around?"

Xiao Xue's mother is still helpless.

"It's really not good, I'll give Zheng Chuan a good talk about this kid first, don't hurt the hearts of other children's children too much."

Zheng Chuan, who was standing at the door of the ward, did not enter the ward, turned around and walked out.

In the Lime Ice Room, Qin Xiaoxue put her hands on her cheeks and listened carefully to Bai Yu's serious speech on the other side of the round table.

After a motorcycle sounded, Zheng Chuan rushed in.

"Xiaoxue, is that him?"

Zheng Chuan pointed at Bai Yu and asked Qin Xiaoxue, the anger on his face was at Bai Yu, and he looked at Qin Xiaoxue with sadness in his eyes.

"Zheng Chuan, come here, listen to me first."

Qin Xiaoxue didn't expect Zheng Chuan to come over, so she quickly got up and pulled Zheng Chuan to walk to another table, but Zheng Chuan didn't move.

"I know it all! I want to know, what do you like about him? Is he prettier than me, or does he speak better than me, and he is better than me after graduating from college? ”

Zheng Chuan made a loud voice in a thick voice, but he didn't make a loud noise.

Quiescence.

"Xiaoxue, can you tell me what I am not good enough to make you suddenly change your mind?"

Zheng Chuan pointed at Bai Yu's arm and fell, he turned to Qin Xiaoxue and asked sadly.

Qin Xiaoxue bit her lip, still silent.

"Am I not good enough?"

Zheng Chuan looked at Qin Xiaoxue, who was silent, almost in despair. He would rather she cry and scream at him, like she beat his chest and cried and fussed after learning that her father had broken his leg and ran back from college, than in silence.

"No, Brother Chuan, you are very good, too good to be impeccable! In Qinfang, you are the best, you started to do building materials wholesale at the age of twenty to now, no one can do you, you are also very good to me and my parents, if it weren't for you, our family's building materials business would not be able to do it, my dad had an accident, if it wasn't for you, my family would have been a mess of porridge. You're really nice! ”

Qin Xiaoxue said sincerely.

"Then why?"

Zheng Chuan turned his head and glanced at Bai Yu, who was half-bowed his head.

"Yes, I've been asking myself this question, but I haven't been able to answer it either. I just feel like I can't help but want to be with Yu, that's who I want. ”

Qin Xiaoxue bit her lip and said the words in her heart. She didn't want to hurt Zheng Chuan, but sooner or later, it was better than earlier.

"What about me? Didn't you promise me that you would be with me for the rest of your life? ”

When Zheng Chuan said this, even his breathing was painful.

He has loved this little girl since he was a child and protects her wherever he goes. She may not know that during the college entrance examination, his score could be used to go to Bincheng Normal University, but in order to give her a better life, he gave up, took a fancy to the building materials business in the city, and began to borrow money to do building materials wholesale.

In his heart, she has been his for a long time, and now he can't accept it if he says no. If it weren't for reason that prevented him from messing around, he would have slashed his neck with a knife immediately.

"I'm sorry, Brother Chuan. I now know that it turns out that I have always been a sister's affection for you and my brother, and I like you to take care of me, but it is the family's love for the family, and that is not love. ”

Qin Xiaoxue said in a low voice.

What is love? Zheng Chuan really doesn't understand. Isn't this called love for her? Isn't the affection of family members for family members not counted as love? Could it be that after she married the boy she called loved, wasn't it the family's affection for her family? Is there anyone more suitable for her than him, who can care for her more, protect her, and give her enough tolerance and love?

But these words, like a pot of stewed braised pork in Zheng Chuan's heart, are so rotten that they can't be picked up with chopsticks, stuffy in his heart, his face is flushed, and he just can't say it.

"Because you went to college, I'm afraid I won't be able to keep up with you, I also applied for the self-exam, and now I've been reviewing, and people say that the self-examination certificate is also recognized by the country."

After holding back for a long time, Zheng Chuan finally jumped out of such a thing.

"Brother Chuan, thank you, this is not love. But it's good for you, and it's worth doing it, not for me. You really, you don't have to do everything for me, you have to do it for yourself first. ”

Qin Xiaoxue's eyes were full of tears.

"What exactly do you mean by love?"

Zheng Chuan is puzzled, really puzzled. What exactly is love? He used to think that Qin Xiaoxue was his love, and he was also Qin Xiaoxue's love, but now, Qin Xiaoxue suddenly said no, she had love, and he was confused.

"It's from the bottom of my heart that I want to be with this person for the rest of my life, and it won't be anyone else except him."