Among the various reasons she promised Cui Zhuo, there are many things that can be had, but the only thing she doesn't have is a way out.

Although, Cui Zhuo said so, she couldn't do it.

She has never known her heart better than these few days, she really planted Gu Qingyan, in this life, except for her, I am afraid that she will never be able to share a bed with anyone again.

Not to mention, who to marry.

In the past, when I was not so affectionate, I could think of something out of tune, I felt that love at first sight could not be eaten as a meal, I felt that although Gu Qingyan was very good, I couldn't eat it as a meal, and I felt that the sweetheart on the tip of my heart was good to live in my heart, there was no need to grow old together day and night, and I could take it for granted that one day, when they broke off the marriage contract, she patted her ass and turned around to marry someone else, but now, she clearly knows that it is impossible.

She planted a poison called Gu Qingyan, and the poison was not light.

Does this person really have no idea what he can do? is so unconfident, suffering from gains and losses, who developed his problems?

From the snack of rice and salt, resting on her, in the word of love, he is a flint at a point, right?

"What do I think of myself, what does it matter? Do you take me for something? Gu Qingyan turned around sharply again and stared at her deadly.

An Huajin glared at him, "You have to listen to my explanation to you, don't be so quick to think about it and slap me to death on the cutting board?" ”

"You say." Gu Qingyan pursed her lips, "I see what explanation you can come up with, no matter how much explanation you have, can you cover up the results of the facts?" ”

An Huajin: "......"

Yes, it is precisely because she knows that she can't that she is not so arrogant, and she is a little hesitant and weak-hearted. But her irrational audacity was not a reason for him to deny everything.

An Huajin took a deep breath and tried his best to be concise and to the point, "One, first of all, I can integrate into the rules and etiquette of the Gu family when I step into your Gu family and be a guest, this is due to the fact that I go to the Cui family once a year, and the old lady Cui has worked tirelessly to teach, for eight years, staying for one month every year, so this is the favor that Nanyang Wangfu owes to the Cui family, and it is also the favor I owe to the Cui family and the Cui family." ”

"Second, when I first entered the Cui family, I was eight years old, and when I got up early to practice martial arts, I told Cui Zhuo that the Nanyang Army would protect the family and defend the country for the tens of millions of Li people to stick to the border of Dachu and so on.

"Three, I didn't expect Cui Zhuo to like me, I didn't know before, but when I found out later, I didn't think about how affectionate he was, but now I know. He fought with his family, I am afraid that it will not be a day, and now he finally took this opportunity to let the family agree to give up on him and leave the family, he is now out of the house to stand on his own, leaving the Cui family, and the moment he steps out of the house, he has cut off his retreat. ”

"Fourth, in the Cui family, because of me, the Cui family has abandoned the heir cultivated since childhood, I can't live and die anymore Cui family, if he doesn't accept him, he is afraid that he will not have the face to return to the Cui family, he has no way to advance, no way to retreat, he will be said to be useless, this life, may be ruined in my hands. I can't add a change to whether I'm sorry or not, doesn't it make Mrs. Cui even more chilling? Mrs. Cui taught me a time, and she loved Cui Zhuo very much, even if he left the Cui family, Mrs. Cui would definitely hope that he would be benevolent. ”

"Fifth, he is talented, ambitious, and capable, and the Nanyang Army is thirsty for talents, and he enters the Nanyang Army, which is a great thing for the Nanyang Army. I can't be stingy because of my children's personal feelings, because he likes me, and struggle to avoid suspicion, and turn him away from the Nanyang Army. ”

After An Huajin said a long word, he took a long breath and said softly, "Gu Qingyan, emotionally, maybe I didn't do anything wrong in this matter, I have a weak heart for you, and I don't have any confidence, but I don't think I did anything wrong intellectually." ”

Feelings are feelings, and reason is reason.

Gu Qingyan fell into a long silence.

Seeing that he was silent, silent, and silent, An Huajin remained silent and silent. Today, she didn't know how many times she had been silent, when facing Cui Zhuo, she was mostly silent, and now when facing Gu Qingyan, Gu Qingyan was silent, and she was also silent.

After a long time, Gu Qingyan laughed mockingly, "It's not so much that I'm angry with you, it's better to say that I'm laughing at myself." What Cui Zhuo can do, I'm afraid I can't do. He can give up his identity as the heir of the Cui family for you, but I'm afraid he can't do it. ”

An Huajin's heart suddenly felt very depressed, "I didn't let you do it." ”

Cui Zhuo's Cui family, maybe the Cui family will think that his rotten wood is not carved, if someone knows that he cares for the family for personal reasons, they may be shocked, they will look down on him, they will spit on the stars and drown him, his courage also shocked her, so she struggled for a long time, but thinking about the days when she lived in the Cui family every year over the years, getting along with Cui Zhuo, he actually had an omen that she ignored.

For example, eight years ago, her bold words, such as his learning martial arts and reading military books, such as often asking her about Nanyang, such as discussing the art of war with each other, such as talking about his future entry into the court, most of him avoided the important and vague and avoided answering and so on

Others can look down on him and look down on him, but she can't. As he said, there are personal feelings and ambitions.

But Gu Qingyan is different from Cui Zhuo, over the years, his life experience is different from Cui Zhuo's, he has grown up since he was a child, and he has never been influenced by her, he has never thought about giving up the position of heir since he was a child, and he has never thought about caring about the family, not to mention, Old Man Gu has been staring at him all the time, from childhood to adulthood, and the mental effort used is probably much more troublesome than Old Man Cui staring at Cui Zhuo.

After all, Gu Qingyan had a grandfather who was not so reliable, and he took Gu Qingyan crookedly since he was a child. And Mr. Gu, since he was a child, what he was afraid of the most was that Gu Qingyan would one day pick a son and not do it, regardless of the family.

People are different, and there is no comparison.

Besides, she can't leave the Nanyang Army, she grew up in the barracks since she was a child, and she has nothing to say with him.

"You didn't let me do it, but Cui Zhuo did it for you, it seems that I am not as good as him." Gu Qingyan seemed to be very depressed, and his mood was very low, "And how long has he only been in Beijing, and he was immediately sent to Nanyang by you?" How can I not think about the weight he has in your heart with such a quick decision? You say, shouldn't I be angry? ”

"Yes." An Huajin's anger that was a little angry immediately dissipated again.

Gu Qingyan looked at her, "So, will you cancel the marriage contract with me for him?" ”

After all, Cui Zhuo was really open-minded, and when he heard Qingmo's advice, he was shocked and cold. If he hadn't heard that she had been summoned to the palace by His Majesty, he would have come to settle down in the old mansion a long time ago.

He restrained his emotions and calmed down for a long time, but he didn't restrain himself, after all, he couldn't not question her.

"No, it won't."

An Huajin replied very decisively.

Gu Qingyan's heart lightened, "Really?" ”

"Seriously!"

If this happened a few months ago, she really didn't dare to say this affirmative, but now, she feels more and more that Gu Qingyan is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, and she can tolerate it even if she makes her temperament angry and angry, and she clearly knows that she has planted him here, and what else is there to be sure about.

Gu Qingyan tugged at the corners of her mouth and pulled out a smile, "What about after that?" Will you break off your engagement with me? ”

"No, it won't!"

"What do you mean you can't, right? What are you not sure about? Gu Qingyan smiled.

An Huajin was also in the mood to joke, looked at him and said, "What if you want to cancel the marriage?" If I don't agree, can I do it? ”

"I won't."

An Huajin smiled, "That's okay, as long as you can't, I won't either." ”

When she knew about the marriage contract before, she wanted to cut it off immediately, but now she maintains it everywhere, no matter how difficult it is, she has to think about canceling it. Although I can't get married at that step, maybe, one day, there will be a way.

At least, not alone.

Gu Qingyan stretched out his hand and pulled An Huajin into his arms and hugged her, resting his chin on her shoulder, this embrace was very light, I don't know how much lighter and gentler it was than when he kissed her madly earlier, and apologized in hindsight, "I couldn't help it just now, it's me who is wrong, I shouldn't treat you like that." ”

In front of her, he has no reason to speak of, and he goes crazy, and he doesn't know himself anymore.

An Huajin bit the corner of his mouth, "sizzled", and complained in a low voice, "You bit me through, it hurts." ”

Gu Qingyan was silent for a while, a little guilty, and whispered, "I'll give you medicine?" ”

"Hmm." An Huajin nodded, "Eat first, and after eating, you will give me medicine." ”

He is responsible for the good things he does, and he is naturally responsible.

Gu Qingyan bowed, "Okay." ”