It was quite early to get off work today, although I was a little tired, but I still went to my mother's ward first, and as soon as I entered the door, Lin Jia and my father were there.

Lin Jia saw me, "Why don't you go home to sleep, you've been busy all night." ”

"It's okay, it's not too tiring at this point."

"If you're not too tired, come with me to the restaurant to buy some fruit, today's new fruit platter is good, what do you want to eat?" Lin Jia asked his father.

"I'm not going to eat anything, you two go ahead"

Lin Jia dragged me downstairs as he spoke.

"What kind of fruit do you eat in the afternoon, is the restaurant open now?" I stood at the elevator entrance and asked Lin Jia.

"Well, I discussed it with the director of the Department of Urology in the morning, and I looked at the results of the five items of hypertension and the enhanced CT scan, and it is estimated that surgery is needed, didn't you say that you haven't told your parents yet? Didn't I ask you to come out and discuss what to do? ”

"Surgery?"

"Well, if you don't have surgery, the adrenal tumor will grow bigger and bigger, and you will know what the state is, and this thing is equivalent to a time bomb."

I stood downstairs in the garden and thought for a moment, "But...... But the adrenal glands are too risky. ”

"I know the adrenal glands are at risk, but if you don't do it, it's not a good idea to get your blood pressure up and down like this."

I rubbed my hands on my face a few times, my mother is only in her fifties, if I don't have surgery, there will be a lot of follow-up problems, dizziness, headache, fatigue, and blurred vision caused by high blood pressure for a long time.

Thinking about this, my whole person is not good, to do it or not to do it, I really don't know what to do.

"Lin Jia, what do you think is better?"

"Xia Fei, if I were to say, I think it might be better to have surgery, my mother is still very young, and if I don't have surgery now, my follow-up quality of life may be greatly affected. We can ask a professor for surgery, if you think our hospital is not insured, we can go to the imperial capital. ”

"But ......." I was still a little worried.

"Don't worry, we can slow down this matter for a while, so that we can communicate with our parents and see how the alcohol block is."

"Do you want to tell them?" I was a little worried that my mother wouldn't be able to bear it.

"In the future, whether you have surgery or no surgery, you will need your mother's cooperation, you can't lie to your mother for a check-up every three months, right?"

Thinking of this, I nodded. Indeed, for this kind of thing, the final idea still needs to be decided by the mother.

After I finished chatting with Lin Jia, I turned around and went back to the ward.

"Coming back? How did you go for so long? "My mother asked me while lying on the bed.

"It's okay, that, Dad, you sit here, I have something to say to you two." My father looked at me with a serious expression, and some looked at my mother, expressing some doubts.

"What the hell is going on?"

"Well, Mom, didn't you have a CT scan two days ago? The CT scan showed that there was a small tumor in your adrenal gland, and according to the blood draw results of that day, it showed that your blood pressure may be related to the adrenal adenoma. ”

After I said this, my father almost ejected from his chair, "It is impossible for your mother to be so healthy, this high blood pressure must have something to do with her not resting well." ”

Lin Jia helped his father sit down first, "Dad, don't worry, listen to Fei Fei finish speaking." ”

"Dad, I took this film and watched it with the teachers in the urology department and the CT room, and I think that the problem of high blood pressure is still considered to come from this adrenal adenoma, and now the doctor gives the plan is surgery, but the risk of surgery is relatively high, because during the operation, if you accidentally touch the adrenal glands, or after the tumor is cut off, it may cause a sudden drop in blood pressure, which is more dangerous."

"And what if you don't have surgery?" Obviously, the mother seemed a little calmer than the father: "What if I don't have surgery?" ”

"Mom, you are only in your fifties now, relatively young, if you don't have surgery, your blood pressure will go up and down, or the high will not go down, often high blood pressure, you will have a headache, and it is possible to gradually lose sight, because this disease will affect your subsequent quality of life, it may not be cost-effective, so the doctor will recommend surgery to you."

"This inspection actually checked out the problem." Although there was a smile on my mother's face, the smile was a little awkward.

I held my mother's hand, "The operation is not in a hurry, but I have to discuss it with you, and I can't wait until I have to have surgery to tell you, I originally wanted to hide it from you, but then I thought it would be better to tell you." ”

"I'll have to let me know about that." My mother lowered her head and said softly, "It's okay, isn't it just a small tumor, it affects blood pressure, and it's not a major illness, you look at the three of you, one by one, they all cheer me up." ”

Mother originally spoke softly, but then suddenly yelled all her life, making the three of us sit up straight unconsciously.

"When it comes to the spirit, if you are sick, you will be cured, just like you, how can you be frightened by the illness first? The three of you are not as good as me? ”

I couldn't be happier when I looked at my mother, and even though I worked in the operating room, I didn't want my relatives to go in and get stabbed.

"Fei Fei, if you don't do this operation, will it have a big impact?"

"Follow-up blood pressure has been high, and ordinary antihypertensive drugs have no way to lower blood pressure." I understand my father's feelings, I know his worries, because I don't want my mother to take a risk just as much as my father does.

The father didn't speak, got up from his chair, and went out the door.

At first, I thought my father was going to the doctor to consult, but then I waited a long time and didn't see my father. Then I went out to my father, I picked up the phone, and I quickly dialed the number.

I followed the sound of my phone's ringing and found him in the stairwell.

The floor is not low, so everyone generally takes the elevator, and few people take the stairs, so the stairwell becomes a place for everyone to smoke.

I saw several cigarette butts thrown in front of my father.

"Dad?" I called my father gently.

"Why are you here, so my mother should be angry when she sees you smoking so much." I pretended to be relaxed and walked up to my father and tried to pull him back.

I saw my father suddenly hold my arm, "Feifei, you tell your father, is your mother serious?" ”

"Actually, it's not a big deal, it's just that the location of this tumor is not growing well, and it grows on the adrenal glands, which causes my mother's blood pressure to go up and down."

"Isn't the risk high?"

"Sort of," I suddenly didn't know how to answer my father.

The father suddenly hid his face and cried, "In other words, I may not have a wife from now on, right?" ”

My father's crying directly overwhelmed me with crying, I didn't know how to comfort him, just like my mood when Lin Jia was lying in a serious condition before, I didn't want anything, the only wish was that Lin Jia wanted to survive, Lin Jia had to survive.

I can't imagine life without Lin Jia, just like my father at the moment, he can't imagine life without his mother, or the risk is not as serious as we think, but because we care too much about that person, we will magnify this matter infinitely.