Guo Zhenzhen didn't know how she ate these things.

There seem to be countless times in the middle of wanting to throw up.

was slapped by Jingyue and made his brain buzz, and he swallowed it back.

She didn't want to die.

I don't want to be tortured to death little by little like being cut into flesh.

So she wanted to eat, she could only eat, her mind was blank, trying not to think about what it was, and not to care about the ashes on the ground brought by her fingers and the flesh and blood mixed with Xingyue Zhaoyuan.

Jingyue stood aside, looking at Guo Zhenzhen, who was slumped on the ground, like a puppet, mechanically stuffing these things into her mouth.

Xingyue and Zhaoyuan had long since dared to scream, Jiang Wan sat behind them, and her air pressure was lowered, which was more terrifying than the Rakshasa God Killer.

Seeing Guo Zhenzhen swallow the last bit of things in her hand, Jiang Wancai took a deep breath and adjusted her posture.

Guo Zhenzhen's appearance is all obtained by her own iniquity.

Jiang Wan looked at it coldly, only to feel that the more she looked at it, the colder and emptier her heart became.

After she finished eating, her whole person seemed to have been stripped of her soul, and when she raised her head to look at Jiang Wan, her eyes not only became more resentful, but finally had a little more awe that she had not seen for a long time.

Since when did she look at Jiang Wan and look at Jiang Wan without these things that she had before?

Guo Zhenzhen thought that it was probably because she had seen too much of Jiang Wan's human side, gentle side, and compassionate side to her own people that she forgot that when she first came to Jiang Wan, she was a god of war in armor and a sword.

It is an invincible, invincible existence on the battlefield.

Later, the Taiping and prosperous era was opened, the Great Jin Dynasty was located, entered the harem, took off the armor, Jiang Wan changed into palace clothes, and had a more feminine appearance, which made Guo Zhenzhen even more beautiful. forgot the original understanding and feeling of Jiang Wan in my heart.

After sealing the concubine, with Jiang Wan's trust, she gradually gained power in her hands.

Guo Kun attached himself to her face in front of Jiang Wan, seized the opportunity, and quickly climbed up a lot.

Jiang Wan doesn't pay much attention to most of the rules in the harem, she has her own set of military rules that have been unwritten for many years, and after changing it, she put it in the harem by the way.

Probably because she was tired from the perennial battle, the prosperity was even more difficult for her, and the time with Qi Ying and the children was also Jiang Wan's most indulgent and longing days.

Therefore, the queen's forgiveness and the holy light brought by mother's love finally blinded Guo Zhenzhen's eyes.

Now, in this moment, she remembered.

Jiang Wan is ruthless and decisive, she herself has stood on the opposite side of Jiang Wan step by step from the closest position next to Jiang Wan, and her next days will not be easy.

But even so, Guo Zhenzhen still thought about it, according to Jiang Wan's temperament, I am afraid that she will not let herself die easily, and if she is tortured enough, she may be able to steal a glimmer of life, and... Her father is the founder of the country, and the Guo family may not really die, and it will completely collapse.

Even if there is a 1 in 10,000 chance of exile, it is also a chance for the Guo family, as long as there is a chance, there is a future to speak of.

Guo Zhenzhen thought a lot, and the hatred in her eyes slowly faded.

There are still all kinds of disgusting mixtures left in my mouth, and I can't taste them carefully, and I'm afraid that if I think about it, I can spit them all out.

She was waiting for Jiang Wan's next move, and with mental preparation, she was not as frightened as she was just now.

But Jiang Wan just looked at her, and after a long time, she suddenly sighed very heavily, looking very lonely: "I'm thinking these days, why did things become the way they are?" Come to think of it, maybe something is wrong with my own way. ”

Jiang Wan really reflected on herself very carefully.

Many things in my previous life, I used to be incomprehensible, and I was so stubborn that I couldn't get them back, but now it seems that they are not so important.

But reflection is often there, Jiang Wan looked at Guo Zhenzhen fixedly, as if she was looking at her own mistakes: "I think, you are the people close to me, you are trustworthy, and you are worthy of trust, along the way, blood is dripping, corpses are mountains, I cherish the friendship brought out on the battlefield, even if I am the queen, I have never forgotten the warmth in my heart, so I used to treat you with sincerity, you want to stay in the palace, I obeyed your wishes, you love to take care of the trivial things in the palace, and you have been doing a good job, I am also relieved to hand it over to you, I think that now it is a prosperous age, and I am surrounded by people close to me, and I don't need to be nervous about everything, as if facing a great enemy. ”

But these ideas are wrong.

"Now it seems that the Queen Mother has a sentence that is good, I was... is indeed a person who doesn't know how to be a queen. Jiang Wan's tone sounded a little sad, and she felt a little sorry for her former self, but people always make mistakes, falling down, standing up again, and moving forward unswervingly, is growth, who can guarantee that this life will be smooth sailing, and not even a heel?

The courtyard was extremely quiet, only Jiang Wan's voice came cold and clear: "However, now I understand." ”

Hopefully, it's not too late.

Jingyue seemed to calmly put the plates and the pieces on the ground into the food box, and the sharp things could not be seen in the Anxuan Palace, she listened to Jiang Wan's words in her ears, her lips trembled, her eyes were a little pantothenic, she blinked hard, and held back her tears.

The sentence 'Now I understand' contains Jiang Wan's pain and tears.

The price of this understanding is too big to pay.

This growth was so heavy that Jiang Wan once gave her life.

Now that she said it so lightly, it was more heavy than a heart-rending cry.

Guo Zhenzhen listened to Jiang Wan silently, she actually wanted to laugh, and now in this situation, there is nothing more than a contemptuous smile to hide the panic in her heart.

But at this moment, looking at the face in front of her that didn't really belong to Jiang Wan, Guo Zhenzhen still couldn't laugh.

She couldn't know very clearly what changes and measures Jiang Wan would take in the future after she said this to her.

But her whole person's aura has completely changed at this moment.

Compared with the visual impact when she returned from the battlefield in blood, Jiang Wan now is more like refining a butcher's knife for herself from the depths of her soul.

Xingyue and Zhaoyuan were eventually tied up by Jingyue to a tree in the courtyard.

There are many wounds on both of them, and the weather is getting hotter, and if the wounds can't scab over all the time, it is easy to suppurate and rot.

The two of them are certain to die, the whimpering and howling sound is like a sharp nail scratching Guo Zhenzhen's heart, the person who can't protect herself, what is the taste in her heart, she should also taste it.

Jingyue picked up Jiang Wan and was about to leave, Guo Zhenzhen knelt on the ground, crawled forward desperately with both hands, climbed the door frame, and shouted at Jiang Wan's back: "Wu Shuying, that little slut betrayed me, her mind is very deep!" Do you really think she's pitiful because she's innocent?! ”

Jiang Wan paused and slowly turned around.

"What did she do, you know?!" Guo Zhenzhen laughed fiercely, "Don't be deceived by her pitiful and silent appearance!" Jiang Wan! Why do you hate me! There are so many people who want you to die! You are so capable, don't let any of them go! The one in Yunde Palace, don't let it go! ”

She is not reconciled!

Why is she the only one who suffers, and why is she the only one who bears this?!

Wu Shuying has to pull into the water!

Don't even think about running away from the Queen Mother!

"You have a good trial of the Wu family, but there are unexpected things." Seeing that Jiang Wan didn't move, Guo Zhenzhen said more eagerly, "Or I'll tell you!" I can tell you! You save the life of my Guo family! I'll tell you everything! ”

Jiang Wan lowered her eyes and interrupted Guo Zhenzhen's words very lightly: "You don't have to tell me any secrets of the Wu family, in a few days, this palace will let you meet Guo Kun, don't worry." ”

She recalls herself Hongu.

The former Jiang Wan and Guo Zhenzhen have said goodbye completely.

Today, they are concubines and sinners.

Naturally, it should be called Hongu.

She said that she would let herself meet her family, Guo Zhenzhen couldn't believe it, but Jiang Wan has always disdained to deceive people, she said that if she was asked to see her in a few days, she would definitely be able to see her!

Until then, gotta live.

Guo Zhenzhen swallowed back the words behind, and she watched Jiang Wan walk away.

Her figure disappeared outside the gate of the Anxuan Palace and disappeared into the night, Jiang Wan suddenly stopped again, turned her back to her and said: "Back then, this palace thought that since you stayed in the palace, the future days are so long, it is natural to have a child by your side, whether it is to pass the loneliness, or to have sustenance, this palace also thinks, when Qi Yan is a little older, he will always have more younger brothers and sisters to accompany him, so that he will not feel lonely, you could have had children, you buried the children of this palace, and also buried your own children, do you feel happy?" ”

Could have had.

She originally planned a lot for this person who followed her.

Now it's all in vain, and what you have pursued all your life but can't ask for is what was once achievable.

Long after Jiang Wan left the Anxuan Palace, the sky of the harem, a corner of the palace wall, and a heart-wrenching scream fell on everyone's ears.

Jiang Wan doesn't know if Guo Zhenzhen has any regrets, but if she misses what she wants most, it will indeed hurt her heart and lungs.

And what Guo Zhenzhen said is about the Wu family and about the Queen Mother.

Regarding those hands that are hidden behind the scenes, Jiang Wan is not uncountable.

"Take your time." She looked at the bright moon hanging high in the sky, and her tone was gloomy.

It's going to be cleaned up.

None of them can escape.

·

Last night's movement was horrifying.

Chu Miao was locked in the quilt and couldn't sleep all night.

She didn't call anyone in, Qingping pushed the door in by herself and asked her once, by the way, she talked about the situation outside, probably knew that it was the Guo family of Anxuan Palace, more, Qingping didn't say, Chu Miao didn't ask.

Qingping asked her if she needed to accompany her, but Chu Miao refused.

This night, Guo's shouts did not dissipate from Chu Miao's mind.

These days, Qingping still hasn't given up whispering in her ear.

The knee injury was slightly better, but Chu Miao still locked herself in the room and refused to leave.

Guo's matter made her feel scared.

In this harem, it is so easy to take human life.

She heard a lot about the first queen and the eldest prince, but she could guess it.

Can a person like her really survive in this harem?

Concubine Jing asked her to think about what kind of road she wanted to take and what kind of things she wanted to do, Chu Miao hadn't thought about it before, but now, she suddenly had a number in her heart.

She didn't have anything in particular she wanted to do at the moment.

But there was a path she wanted to take, and she didn't sleep last night, and she had already thought clearly.

She wanted to live.

But how to survive, Chu Miao thought about it all night last night.

She hadn't been in the palace for a long time, and it was the first time she had thought about her future.

In the past, she did whatever the Queen Mother said, and the Queen Mother pushed her, and she took a step forward, only seeing this step in her eyes, and the future was completely a fog in her eyes.

And last night, it was the most sober time in Chu Miao's mind.

Concubine Jing said those words to her, it can be seen that the palace gate of Yunde Palace cannot be opened for a while, as a relative of the Queen Mother who brought her into the palace, even if she is not implicated by Yunde Palace, the road in the palace in the future is basically a dead end.

She entered the palace in a high-profile manner, with the help of the queen mother, she was already a thorn in the eyes of everyone in the harem, without the queen mother's backer, just a Qing concubine is enough for Chu Miao, and among the other concubines, only Concubine Jing has said a few words, but if you want to say that there is any friendship, it is not counted.

She doesn't have any means of her own, and the Chu clan's power in the court is not very strong, and it is not enough to become her new backer, Qi Ying has no real grace for her, and she may have a little pity, but what is the use?

If she listened to Qingping's words and knelt at the door of the Golden Pond Hall every day, I am afraid that even this bit of Qi Ying's mercy would be exhausted now.

Chu Miao thought very clearly, she was not ready to discuss with Qingping, and after dawn, she sat alone on the bed for a long time, and finally made up her mind.

When Qingping came in and asked her to get up and make up, Chu Miao behaved no different from usual, lowering her eyes, still looking obedient and obedient.

Qingping still didn't give up, she kept saying that she wanted her to intercede for the Queen Mother, and even brought some threats in her tone, saying that if the Queen Mother's palace door opened and she knew that she was so indifferent, the Queen Mother would definitely be angry.

Chu Miao listened, after a few days of silence, Qingping was on the verge of running out of patience, she dialed the jewelry box, and finally responded: "You're right, wait a while." I'm going to go to the Golden Pond Palace. ”

Qingping was stunned for a moment, originally thought that Chu Miao would still be silent like a piece of wood, she was thinking about whether to use some means to stimulate Chu Miao, but she didn't expect that she would suddenly open up today.

After a short pause, Qingping finally looked in a good mood and smiled: "It's good that the little lord thinks clearly, the little lord's filial piety to the queen mother will definitely move the emperor." ”

Chu Miao responded very lightly.

Because Chu Miao said that she was going to Jinchi Palace, Qingping also specially turned out the knee pads she had prepared earlier, and she had to tie them up to Chu Miao, Chu Miao shirked and said no, but it seemed insincere to wear them.

Qingping pursed her lips and thought about it for a while, probably feeling that it was not easy for Chu Miao to figure it out, but she was not too reluctant.

When she went to the Golden Pool Palace, Chu Miao's restless heart slowly calmed down, and suddenly there was a feeling that the shackles that bound her were about to be released, she was no longer going aimlessly this time, this time, she finally knew clearly what she wanted and what kind of road she wanted to take.

Probably.. Let's do it again as the concubine said.

Not everyone in this world can have a chance to start over.

She's got to get hold of it.

When she arrived outside the Jinchi Palace, Chu Miao knelt down without lifting her skirt again, Changzhong saw that she was still chuckling in his heart, thinking about why the queen didn't persuade her to leave that day, and her steps were not slow, and she followed up to meet her: "Say hello to Concubine Chun, Niangniang?" ”

Chang Zhong glanced at Qingping, looked at the girl's expression, and had a bad premonition.

But what happened as expected, Chu Miao stood here, her voice was soft, but it was different from before, and it sounded a little more determined: "I want to see the emperor, I have something very important. I want to tell the emperor. ”

Changzhong smiled bitterly, the emperor may not meet you.

However, it was not easy to say this directly, it was too hurtful, Chang Zhong still led Chu Miao to stand aside, and said that he would go in and pass it on.

Changzhong thought that Qi Ying would never see Chu Miao, but after he finished reporting, Qi Ying actually raised her head and said something to let her in.

Changzhong choked, glad that he didn't take it upon himself to persuade Chu Miao to go back.

It's probably the meaning of the queen's mother.。。 Changzhong thought that the last time the mother said something to Concubine Chun, maybe it was because she expected that Concubine Chun would come to see the emperor in a few days, and she talked to the emperor in advance.

Thinking about it this way, it is also the most reasonable explanation.

He went outside to lead Chu Miao in, Qingping looked inexplicable, and wanted to follow in, but was stopped by Changzhong.

She stared at Chu Miao's figure outside and disappeared from sight, and suddenly she didn't know whether she should think it was a good thing or a bad thing for the emperor to summon Concubine Chun.

Chun Concubine alone. Any idea what to say?

I whisper in her ear every day, I want to come... You know.

Qingping clenched her hands and stood aside, calming down a little after comforting herself a few words in her heart.

It's a pity that what she was worried about, what came.

Chu Miao came to see Qi Ying for the first time according to her wishes, she was very nervous and apprehensive, she originally thought that she would have to hit a wall several times before she could see her, but she didn't expect it to be so easy, so Qi Ying called her in.

She saluted Qi Ying, but she didn't dare to look up at Qi Ying during the whole process.

Qi Ying asked her what was the matter, and after Chu Miao took a deep breath, she knelt down.

Chu Miao didn't know that the choices she made when she came forward this time would directly determine her life and death.

If she understands Jiang Wan's words and knows what path to choose, she will be able to live peacefully.

If she still wants to be the puppet of the queen mother and become a stumbling block and threat in the future, then the emperor has thousands of ways to let her die.

Qi Ying stared at her, her eyes were as cold as a sword, just waiting for Chu Miao to speak, who was she saying it for.

Chu Miao didn't know that she had a sword hanging from her neck, she just clenched her fists a little nervously, prostrate on the ground, and said in a trembling voice: "Concubine. . . The concubine knows that she has no talent and no virtue, and she has been blessed by the queen mother to enter the palace, which is already a blessing, and the concubine is a concubine of the Great Jin Dynasty, and has received the royal grace, and she knows that she is a woman, and she is soft-spoken, and she has nothing to repay. Prays. ”