Her Yun Zheng brother still refuses to forgive her.

Thinking about it, she was too naïve before, thinking that the departure of Lu's father and Lu's mother would be cured by time, she was too stupid, and Lu Yunzheng would never forgive her in her life.

But it's funny, what qualifications does she have to be forgiven?

Xu Nanqiao stood up, saw the vase on the bedside, lifted it, smashed it down, and the porcelain pieces spilled all over the ground, she picked up the broken porcelain pieces, and slashed them down on her wrists, and the blood quickly overflowed.

No, it's not deep enough, she adjusted the porcelain piece and scratched it again.

Qin Yaping heard the movement in the house, ran out of the kitchen, and the moment he opened the door, he saw Xu Nanqiao squatting on the ground, scratching his wrist with a broken porcelain piece.

He pulled Xu Nanqiao up, and when he saw that her eyes were hollow, and she didn't seem to have a painful reaction, he felt anxious.

"Nan Qiao, what are you doing!"

snatched the porcelain piece in her hand and pressed her on the bed, Xu Nanqiao suddenly pushed him away, "Yaping, don't you care about me, okay, I'm a person who really can't be forgiven, please, leave me alone, just let me fend for myself, okay?" ”

"How could I leave you to fend for yourself!" Qin Yaping covered her wrists with both hands, and was very anxious, "Xu Nanqiao, don't you want to just run away!" Don't think you're just going to die! Impossible, if you dare to die like this, I will definitely kill Lu Yunzheng! Even if it costs me all my life, I won't let him have a good time! ”

Hearing Lu Yunzheng's name, Xu Nanqiao's voice was much quieter, "Brother Yun Zheng didn't do anything wrong, he can't forgive me, I understand, I don't blame him, it's me who is too bad, Lu's father and Lu's mother died because I was willful, isn't the most damned person me?" ”

Xu Nanqiao's blood was still flowing out, Qin Yaping didn't dare to leave, the medicine box was under the coffee table in the living room, although it was only a few steps away, he didn't dare to leave easily.

had to use the bed sheet first, he pulled up the bed sheet and wrapped Xu Nanqiao's wrist several times.

"Nan Qiao! Wake up! You can't punish yourself for the rest of your life for this! ”

But Xu Nanqiao still didn't understand, "Why can't you?" Lu's father and Lu's mother's life ended because of me, and I should pay it back, shouldn't I? I also want to die quickly, go to them, say sorry to them, tell them that I was wrong, I will accompany them in the future, I will listen to whatever they say, and I will never go against their will again. ”

Qin Yaping took out a bottle of medicine from the bedside with one hand, and Xu Nanqiao's eyes lit up.

"Is this a sleeping pill? Give me. ”

Qin Yaping held the medicine high, "I'll feed you." ”

Xu Nanqiao put down his hand very obediently, "I want the whole bottle, I want to eat it all, so that I can go to see Father Lu and Mother Lu without pain." ”

Under Qin Yaping's estimation, after all, she was given three sleeping pills, which could make her fall asleep.

After waiting for half an hour, she finally calmed down and slowly fell asleep before Qin Yaping could deal with her wounds.

Qin Yaping believed it, hoping that time could heal her wounds, but so many years had passed, and this time because of Lu Yunzheng, her depression broke out in full swing.

Lu Yunzheng......

Coming out of Xu Nanqiao's house, Qin Yaping called Lu Yunzheng and finally made an appointment with him to meet him in a coffee shop near Xu Nanqiao's house.

As soon as they met, Lu Yunzheng saw that Qin Yaping's eyes were full of red bloodshots, and his eye sockets were also red.

"Is there something wrong?"

He opened coldly.

Qin Yaping was very decadent, he smiled bitterly and said: "Now that we have become like this, what do you think I will do if I look for you?" ”

Lu Yunzheng was silent.

Qin Yaping still had Xu Nanqiao's blood on his hands, he spread out his palms, and the blood stains were irregularly presented in front of Lu Yunzheng.

Lu Yunzheng's heart tightened, he could guess whose it was.

"You were in the hospital that day, right?" That day, when the reporter found that Xu Nanqiao was in the hospital, there was a paparazzi shouting that Lu Yunzheng was also nearby, and he guessed at that time that he was the one who led away the group of paparazzi.

Lu Yunzheng didn't speak.

"Since you led those people away, can I understand that you have feelings for Nan Qiao?"

Qin Yaping's heart was already hurting and he didn't know what to say, the woman he loved the most had been dying or living for Lu Yunzheng from beginning to end, and he could only be her good friend.

"After that day, Nan Qiao's condition has not been good, the doctor said that her memory will recover with the improvement of her body, I asked Liang Ruo to take care of her, she remembered everything because she saw Liang Ruo." Qin Yaping babbled and said, "Do you know? She committed suicide today, and when I didn't see it at all, she smashed the vase at the head of the bed, and cut her wrist with a porcelain piece, and it was not enough at once, and she cut it many times, and when I stopped her, her wrist was already bloody and blurred. ”

Lu Yunzheng didn't want to hear this, "She has nothing to do with me anymore." ”

Don't you want to hear it? Still didn't dare to listen, and Lu Yunzheng didn't want to tell the difference.

"Is it okay? If it really doesn't matter, why did you appear in front of her, I finally made her kindle a glimmer of hope for life, as soon as you came back, you pushed her into the abyss, do you want to watch her die so much? ”

Lu Yunzheng still didn't speak.

"Yun Zheng, we have grown up together since childhood, just beg you, you forgive her, in the past few years, she has hardly lived in the shadow of losing her loved ones, and every night she slept was exchanged for sleeping pills." Qin Yaping almost burst into tears, "She has never forgotten!" ”

"As I said, she's no longer related to me." Lu Yunzheng stood up and prepared to leave.

Qin Yaping stopped him, "Can you go and see her?" ”

I don't know how much courage it takes to say this, as if giving away the treasures that I have treasured for many years to others, the pain in Qin Yaping's heart is layered on top of each other, and his heart is full of bitter taste.

"I think you're funny." Lu Yunzheng looked directly into his eyes, "Didn't I already fulfill you?" Isn't it great that now that you're by her side and she can't do without your care? What else do I need to do? ”

Lu Yunzheng is gone.

Qin Yaping watched him leave, originally he wanted to explain it again, but then he thought that it was completely unnecessary.

Lu Yunzheng understands everything, he really can't let go of the past hatred, how could Qin Yaping not know how the hatred of his parents can be so easy to let go.

These things seem to be predestined, and no one can change them.

But in the next half month, Xu Nanqiao still didn't get better at all, as long as Qin Yaping didn't notice it, she would have self-harming behavior.

Sometimes she also uses the computer, and Qin Yaping encourages her to watch movies.

But when Qin Yaping looked at the screen, it showed: How to euthanasia.

Qin Yaping still felt that only Lu Yunzheng could solve this situation, he quietly called Lu Yunzheng behind Xu Nanqiao's back, and before he could say a few words, he heard Xu Nanqiao's voice.

"Yaping, Yaping, I found it, I want to go to the Netherlands, the Netherlands can be legally euthanized, I want to go there!"

There was impatience in her voice, as if it was a very happy thing to die at this moment.

"Yaping......" Xu Nanqiao rarely had a sober moment, she looked at Qin Yaping's expression and knew that she said this and stabbed him, "Yaping, you listen to me, it's really painful for me to live, and I don't want to die too ugly, please, take me to the Netherlands, I really don't want to drag anyone down anymore, okay?" ”

Qin Yaping put down the phone in his hand, he didn't know how to get rid of the sourness in his heart, he hugged her, and finally cried on her shoulder.

"Nan Qiao, it's me who begs you, please don't go on like this anymore, please stay with me, you know, I really can't do without you......"

He has always been very strong, even if it is difficult, he can carry it on his own, for so many years, he has been by Xu Nanqiao's side, being the one who never abandons, giving support when she needs care the most, giving warmth when she has a nervous breakdown, even when she leaves him, he controls it very well and does not let himself disturb her life.

But he really couldn't stand it, he couldn't stand Xu Nanqiao like this, thinking about how to die all the time.

"Yaping, I know that I won't get better again, I may have a pillar to support me before, at that time I wanted to wait for Brother Yun Zheng to come back, I can go to atone for my sins in person, now I have understood, except for this road, I have no other way to atone for my sins. I'm enough, at least in my last time, Brother Yun Zheng has also treated me well, and I already feel very satisfied......"

Qin Yaping raised his head, "What about me!" What about me!! Have you ever thought about me! ”

"When I'm dead, you can get rid of me completely and start a new life."

Xu Nanqiao said very calmly, as if he was discussing other people's affairs.

"Don't ...... Nan Qiao, please don't ......"

Xu Nanqiao wanted to say something more, but as soon as he opened his mouth, a wave of nausea came up.

She ran to the bathroom and threw up.

Qin Yaping picked up the phone and found that the other end of the phone had hung up.

In response to Qin Yaping's request, Xu Nanqiao did not mention this matter again in the following days, but she was in a daze for a longer time every day, and Liang Ruo came to see her a few times, but she was immersed in her own world.

It's just strange that her vomiting is getting worse and worse, and she doesn't like to eat those greasy things.

Even Qin Yaping saw that something was wrong.

Qin Yaping carried Xu Nanqiao, who was about to faint, to the sofa, and he stared at her stomach until Xu Nanqiao felt a little uncomfortable.

"Yaping?"

"Nan Qiao, you, are you ......"

Xu Nanqiao didn't understand what he meant.

"Are you pregnant?"

Xu Nanqiao was struck by lightning, she stroked her belly, thought about her recent physical condition, and it seemed that there were some changes.

"I'm pregnant?"

Xu Nanqiao couldn't believe it, and a smile slowly appeared on her face.

begged Qin Yaping to take her to the hospital, and Xu Nanqiao finally confirmed this idea.

She is pregnant and has a baby with Lu Yunzheng, which is great.