Chapter 4 Some people become light by accident
These days, this incident weighed on her shoulders and heart, and almost crushed her to the ground, humble and cowardly. Compared to Song Zhi, she actually just wanted to get an answer, and she stubbornly believed that she was not looking at the wrong person.
She was wrong about everything, and she couldn't be wrong about that. She always has to find a support point for herself, and work hard to survive. However, Song Zhi ruined her last way and ruined her last bit of faith, so she indulged, she thought about it and didn't care about it.
But after sobering up, I realized that I was so stupid, so uncompetitive, and ignorant. If she really has three long and two short, what will her mother do, what will her grandmother do, what will their family do.
She is the only hope for her mother and grandmother to live, and if she gives up, she will give up the lives of three people.
"Mumu, don't be afraid, don't be afraid....." The people behind her have always given her warmth and faith, supporting her to cry bitterly.
After crying for half an hour, Han Muyou was a little better, and he choked up and sobbed, which looked more and more distressing. She was wearing Song Yiyu's shirt, sat up and asked helplessly and lonely:
"What am I going to do in the future. Professor, I don't know anything, I'm good at nothing, I'm good for nothing. I still have to go to school, I have to take care of my mother and grandmother, where am I going to find a source of livelihood. Professor, can you tell me about two points of work? ”
Song Yiyu gently wiped her tears, and her voice was so gentle that she couldn't speak. "Mu Mu, I said, don't be afraid of you with me. I know you don't want me to keep it, you give me a teaching assistant, and there is no problem with the monthly living expenses. ”
"As for mom and grandma, don't worry, I'll take care of it. Mu Mu, don't refuse my kindness, but when you grow up, I won't interfere so deeply, but the most important thing for you now is to study, not to support your family. ”
"Come to think of it, mom and grandma will understand. Today, Saturday, I didn't come home last night, and my mother and grandmother must be worried. I'll send you back later, and I'll take a look at my mother's condition by the way. She just took too much of a blow and wasn't really irreversible. I know this handy expert and take her to see it. All right? Mumu. ”
Song Yiyu thought of everything for her, even she couldn't think of it so thoughtfully. But at this time, she couldn't remember where and on what occasion she had seen him.
If she could come, she wanted such a man, she would definitely not let go. However, her life first had Song Zhi, and then she met Song Yiyu.
So, I'm sorry, Professor Song, she didn't forget the injuries so quickly, and she didn't heal the wounds so quickly. Han Muyou looked at him with red eyes, everything was in those eyes.
However, Song Yiyu rubbed her hair and said dotingly: "I understand, you don't have to say it." It's my fault for not letting you meet me first. ”
Han Muyou was surprised by his understanding, and even more shocked by his tolerance. How could she meet the doctor who treated her wounds when her wounded body was incomplete. But, Professor Song, this is not fair to you, Han Muyou thought in his heart.
"Waiting for you, I volunteered; I love you voluntarily; To tolerate you, to help you, to heal you, is all of my own volition. Mumu, for me, it is a gift that you are here now. ”
Some words don't need to be flowery, just a few words can shake your heart.
Some people, by accident, become the sun, dispel the darkness, dispel the yin owl, and leave a piece of hope and light.
At noon that day, Han Muyou took Song Yiyu to her current home for the first time. The small two-bedroom living room is still renovated, and it is only about 40 square meters, and there are three people living in the conceivable crowding. Han Muyou had no place to live at all, so he succumbed to the sofa.
Han Muyou was a little inferior to such an environment, but Song Yiyu didn't dislike it at all. When she entered the house, she naturally greeted her mother and grandmother.
At that time, after three months, Han's mother was not as crazy as before, at least she could control her emotions. Speaking of which, she has no problem, but she has been hit too hard and can't accept it for a while.
Song Yiyu didn't know what method to use, so Han's mother agreed to see a psychiatrist to treat her mental illness. A month later, Han's mother's illness improved greatly and gradually became peaceful. Since knowing that Han Muyou and Song Zhi broke up, her mood has become much more comfortable.
Seeing this, Song Yiyu found a job for Han's mother, who was the administrator of the teaching building, which was not very complicated, and there was no pressure at all. Just to get through this difficult time, it doesn't have to be long.
Han's mother is not a housewife, she used to work in accounting and has a lot of qualifications. I just want to adjust in this state, so I agreed.
They moved out of the small house of forty square meters, and Song Yiyu used his network resources to rent a house for teachers and staff in the school, with three bedrooms and one living room, which is very spacious, and the price is for students, so it is naturally not too expensive. It's just that the house is a little old, and the inside of the house is inevitably a little old.
Of course, Han Muyou didn't mind at all, she also lived in the dilapidated forty square meters for three months. Falling from the clouds into the quagmire, she has learned to grow as quickly as possible.
In the past, my fingers did not touch the spring water, but now I also follow my mother to learn to cook and stir-fry, follow those poor students to find part-time jobs, and like those students who are good at studying, they soak in the library when they have time, study seriously, and live seriously.
When you start to take life seriously, it means that you start to come out of a period of pain. When hard work becomes a habit, you will find that hard work becomes addictive. Seriously, seriously, the person fell silent.
Faced with the serious injuries of others, Han Muyou began to learn to face them calmly. There are not a few people like Luo Wen, and there were once sisters in a dormitory who took advantage of the fire to rob because of her family's middle road. For these, Han Muyou just smiled and didn't care much.
Usually, she felt that she could meet Song Zhi anywhere, and every time she met, it was like a stab in her heart. But since she learned to face it, she seems to have not met Song Zhi for a long time. She thought it would be okay like this, they were already strangers, and what was the point of seeing them or not seeing them.
"Mu You, don't you think Professor Song is a pervert?" The girl in the same dormitory is called Hu Yun. She was admitted from the county seat, her family background is average, and she and Han Muyou are best friends on weekdays. Hu Yun is also a big grinning character, she won't care, what can make her scold must have touched her bottom line.
Han Muyou thought about Song Yiyu's serious and unsmiling appearance in class, and subconsciously smiled and asked, "Why do you say that?" ”
"You see, the course he taught was already hard to learn, and now he asked us to make a whole analysis report by ourselves. Oh my God, I was watching him in class, and I didn't hear what he said. Well, now the retribution has arrived. I don't blame me, who made him a professor at a young age, that's all, and he looks very. Tell me how we nymphomaniacs can endure the proliferation of goods. ”