After chatting with Lin Jia on the phone, I went back to the lounge to sleep, I slept exceptionally well tonight, although I slept all afternoon, but I still fell asleep early, and there was no surgery all night, and my whole brain seemed to be relaxed like never before.

In the morning, I changed my clothes and came outside the emergency ICU again. I happened to meet the police officer who came to the door that day, and I nodded to the policeman and said hello. He was also supposed to be waiting for Vivian to be transferred to the general ward, preparing to record the statement.

After a while, Vivien was pushed out of the ICU. "Good morning Xia Fei." Vivien greeted me with a blank face, and it seemed that she was back to her old state.

"How? Does your stomach feel upset? Is there anything wrong with it? I asked with concern.

"It's okay, I can't die." Vivien looked at me and smiled and said, "Didn't scare you, did you?" You're so cowardly. ”

I punched her and didn't answer again and accompanied her to the medical ward. After returning to the ward, the police went in to record a statement and I waited outside.

At this time, Lin Jia's phone rang: "Why haven't you come back?" ”

"I'm with Vivien in the hospital, she's going back to the general ward today, I'll accompany her, I haven't seen her have any family coming, so I'll be here for the time being." I told Lin Jia.

"Then wait for me to pick you up, you don't have to walk home, I sent my children to school, I just bought vegetables, let's eat dumplings today."

"Okay, when the dumplings are ready, make them into sour soup dumplings and send them to Vivian."

"It's all up to you." After talking to Lin Jia on the phone, the police came out of the house, and I greeted the police, "Ready to go?" ”

"Well, the family hasn't been in touch either, but fortunately there were you and Dr. Lin that day, otherwise it would have been really fatal." The policeman yelled at me.

"She's my friend, and I'm supposed to do it."

"Okay, I'll go first, just ask Dr. Lin to call me if there's something." Saying goodbye to the police and coming to the ward, I specially found a single room for Vivian, most of the patients in the internal medicine department are relatively weak, and they are afraid that Vivian and others have different schedules and are easy to disturb each other.

As soon as I entered the door, I saw Vivien standing at the window in a daze.

"Vivien?" My name is her.

Vivien turned around, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and returned to her big grin, "What's wrong?" What's the matter. ”

I sighed and asked, "Vivien, why the hell are you doing that?" Look at it, it's scared to death, I thought I was going to lose you. ”

Vivian sat on the edge of the bed, swinging her legs, "Don't be afraid, you were supposed to accompany me for a while, I gave you a ride, you forgot what you sang in the lyrics?" Nothing will last forever? ”

"However, the way to lose you shouldn't be forever!" I said to Vivian with some anger, I suddenly didn't know her anymore, this is not the girl who sat on the small stage and sang, nor the girl who persuaded me to give up, and it was not the girl who helped me threaten Feng Nannan!

"It's not you! You shouldn't be like that! I yelled at Vivien, angrily, "Look at yourself now! Haggard, pale face, what if you weren't found that day and you hung up? "My chest fell together, and my body trembled a little because I spoke too hard.

Also suddenly, Vivien lowered her head, her body trembled slightly, and then I heard her sob, I even held my breath, I didn't know what to say, I stood quietly by the bed, looking at Vivian, Vivien slowly curled up on the bed, her hands on her knees. She buried her head deep in her legs.

I didn't know what to say, so I stepped forward and gently stroked Vivien's dark hair, "It's all over, it's all over." ”

"Xia Fei, you know what? I can't get by. He's dead. Vivien lifted her head, her eyes full of despair.

"Who?" I asked softly, for fear that it would be too loud and noisy for Vivien.

"My ex-boyfriend" Vivien's eyes were full of despair, which was not at all the same as the woman who persuaded me to give up.

"It's good that he's dead, God can't look at such a scumbag and accept him."

Vivian shook her head, "Xia Fei, I also knew that he didn't betray me, before getting married, he was terminally ill, he was very sad, he didn't know what to do every day, he didn't want to drag me down, so he ran to beg my best friend, acting in such a scene, I ran back in a fit of anger, he got his wish by himself, he didn't drag me down, but he knows how cruel this is to me, I'd rather I accompany him through the last journey of his life, now just close my eyes, I think of him alone in the last moments of his life. ”

Speaking of this, Vivian's eyes were full of tears, the person who broke up does not mean that he is not sad, if he can continue to walk, how can he be willing to leave the other party?

I happened to experience this kind of difficult parting a few days ago, "Vivian, you listen to me, Vivian" I held Vivian's shoulder and said, "Since he is separated from you, he just doesn't want you to see in the last embarrassing moment of his life, he would rather you hate him than make you sad, you should feel happy and loved by such a man." I understand the sad feeling of loving each other deeply but having to part with them, so if you want to be happy, he must not be willing to shed a tear for him before he will be separated from you. ”

Vivien froze, not speaking, just crying, like a statue, sitting on the bed.

I got up and poured Vivien a cup of hot water and handed it to her, hoping she would calm down. "Even if you commit suicide, what can you do, you can meet him? Still is? If you don't live well, won't you fail him? ”

"Failed him?" Vivien muttered to herself.

"That's right, he was afraid that you would be sad when he accompanied him on the last journey of his life, he was afraid that you would shed tears, he was afraid that you would be sad and would leave you, but now you committed suicide here, didn't you fail him?" When I said this, Vivien suddenly burst into tears, "I always thought I loved you more than you loved me, but until now I didn't even notice that you were sick, I have always been protected so well by you, I said so many cruel things to hurt you before I left, how did you bear the hardships of the last days alone." I tried to drink and take medicine to leave, but I couldn't leave, why should I stay alone to bear such loneliness and sadness, why! ”

Vivien threw herself at the quilt like crazy, "Why are you leaving me alone, you didn't say you were going to marry me!" Didn't you say you were going to have two children with me? You're leaving me alone like this now, why are you so ruthless. Vivien kept crying and shouting, and even drew the nurses from the nurses' station.

After I explained the situation to the nurses, the nurses left in understanding.

I crouched down, "Vivian, Vivian" I looked into her eyes "Calm down Vivian." "I held Vivien's hands.

"He has left, if you love him, continue to live well for him, take a good look at the world." Vivien was stunned and didn't say a word.

I don't know when Lin Jia came, he helped me up, sat me on the couch, and looked after Vivien in the room with me.