Volume 1 Chapter 257 Final Blessing
Lying on the bed and falling asleep, Minnana's eyes were closed, but more and more sweat was gathering on her forehead, and the pictures of blood surging before seemed to be in front of her, and she couldn't shake it away.
The heavy suffocation made her breathless, and she opened her eyes suddenly, and she was shocked into a cold sweat.
I squinted, and when I woke up, I felt uncomfortable with the light.
Look at the sky outside, now ...... It should be afternoon.
He rubbed his head, not caring in the slightest about his hairstyle becoming messy.
After sleeping for so long, she not only felt that her spirit had not recovered, but that she felt that the feeling of exhaustion was even worse.
took the mobile phone, opened the mobile phone screen, and the giant headline of public opinion headlines instantly appeared in my eyes, [Surprise! Mo Xue Ning is dead on the street! 】
Such a title, in an instant, mobilized all her attention.
Glancing at the time attached on the page.
This is...... The latest new news content released in the entertainment sector of Pyongcheon.
Below the title, the first thing attached are a few glossy photos of Mo Xuening, as well as ...... Some of the photos were mosaiced to hide the flesh and blood.
The comparison of several sets of photos, coupled with the fact that Mo Xue has rubbed enough heat during this time, such content instantly won people's attention.
Under such a title, there is also a title, [Entertainment female artist Mo Xuening's unknown things in the past].
Then, below the title are some experiences about Mo Xuening, the most important thing is that Mo Xuening has had a variety of love histories, and some seemingly intimate photos. Alluding to it, Mo Xuening's private life is complicated.
In the end, there are also some paragraphs about Mo Xuening's family introduction, which dig up everything that Mo Xuening had packaged and hidden before.
Such behavior is self-evident.
A female star with poor conduct, the final fate - a car accident and death on the street.
I have to say that such an end, such a title, and with the current popularity, it really earned enough people's attention.
Sure enough, there are still many people commenting on the homepage of this public opinion, "Hey, I was hit by a car in broad daylight, this is retribution!" ”
"I think it must be, God must not be able to see her as a scourge, so I decided to take her back."
"The fewer such people, the better. Without Mo Xuening, I feel that even the air I breathe has become refreshing. ”
"Don't you know that her name is all wrapped now? The real name is to death, and Bai Chang has such a good-looking face. ”
"Hehe, now it looks like maybe even the face is fake! It's hard to say anything to someone like her! ”
"People are already dead, so it's not good to say that!"
"What do you know? She is the retribution, what can not be said. ”
Fingers swiped across the screen of the mobile phone, those comments, she knew every word, but those words she knew, spliced together, became the coldest weapon that could hit people's hearts, so that she couldn't help but have astringent eyes and a painful heart when she saw it.
I pressed the shutdown button, not wanting to see those sarcastic and indifferent words anymore.
It's not that she hasn't tasted the loneliness after the scenery, but this time is different from before.
She was framed before, and she always had an unwillingness and struggle in her heart, and in the face of any gossip, she always believed that there would be a day when the truth would be revealed, so when she saw those comments on the Internet, she mostly laughed.
However, this time, Mo Xuening's fall and death suddenly made her feel that her former faith had been impacted.
At the beginning, despite the opposition of everyone, she chose this profession and came to this point with her own efforts.
But the glory and the downfall, sometimes it is close to a moment.
As time slowly passed, some of her former predecessors gradually faded out of people's sight. And the juniors behind her are looking forward to the glory of her and working in the direction where she is.
But why did everything she had in her heart look so hideous at the moment!
The handbag fell to the ground, because there was a blanket on the floor, so there was no sound, Minnana got out of bed barefoot, picked up the things that had fallen outside, and put them back in the bag.
When the gaze touches something, the gaze subconsciously pauses.
Fingertips pinched that silver-textured thing.
This is...... Mo Xuening put the USB flash drive here with her yesterday.
She remembered that Mo Xuening said at the time, if I die, the content of this is evidence.
So, what's in it?
After much hesitation, Minnana turned on the computer, connected to the USB flash drive, and opened the file. A lot of videos of adult men and women appeared on the computer screen in an instant, and even, there were obscene voices coming out, and the pupils were rapidly dilated, and then, they immediately buckled up the computer.
The curled hands that landed on the computer screen were shaking uncontrollably.
A visual pain, those ...... video, as if about...... Ink and snow.
She suddenly remembered Mo Xuening's conversation with herself yesterday, and Mo Xuening said to her, "You don't know what kind of days I'm going through every day to this day. I confess that all this I have done is not honorable and the means are despicable. However, I had no choice, I had no choice. I'm not as lucky as you, and the things you can easily get, are things that I can't get in my life. ”
Don't...... This is the unknown experience that Mo Xuening said?
Clenching her knees, she had always thought that Mo Xue Ning clinged to those powerful people for vanity, but she never thought that there was such an unknown side.
A chime rings on your phone.
Minnana regained her composure and picked up her phone again.
The phone's screen is lit up again, revealing an unread email in her mailbox.
Open the mailbox.
Actually, it was Mo Xue Ning.
Clenching her fingers, her palms sweating slightly, she hesitated for a moment before opening the email.
A black-and-white font appears on the screen –
"Hello Minnana,
When you read this, I thought, I'm no longer in this world.
This is the first and last letter I have written.
Before yesterday, I didn't even think that in the end, the person I could write to would be you.
It's ridiculous! Minnana, I did hate you in the past, I regarded you as my competitor, I was competing with you everywhere, but in front of you, I was full of foreign appearances.
You always think that my methods are clumsy, but you don't know that while I am jealous of you, I also really envy you.
It's also a girl, but you're much luckier than me. I have no family, no friends, no lovers, only I am alone.
In the endless night, I was the only one who was constantly suffering. And what reality tells me is that people who are in hell have no hope of seeing any light.
It's ridiculous to say, I used to think that as long as I worked hard enough, I could get everything I wanted, I wasn't afraid of hard work at all, and I wasn't afraid of waiting, but my life has never been dim and there is no light. I wanted to rely on my efforts, but unfortunately, the first thing those people saw was my face.
Although I do disdain such things, in order to survive, I also try my best to use everything I can, young, face and figure.
I thought that even if I traded for this, I would be able to get out of this life one day. But I didn't expect that the reality was insatiable.
In the past, I felt that you at the top may not be able to do much better for me, and where can you be noble when you are in a complicated place. When I saw your work attitude and unafraid of speaking out, I understood the gap between me and you.
You will always live more freely than I am.
You live a real and free life, with your own persistence and your own protection, while I can only live in the most humble way.
I have never had the courage and confidence to treat fate and life. I always wanted to cling to someone, hoping that someone would save me from my suffering.
But I, such a person, can't wait for such a person.
I know you must be inwardly disdainful of being in the company of people like me. That's right, I calculated you, I framed you, and the way I fought for my own interests was a very despicable means, and I knew that it was inappropriate for me to do so, but, I'm sorry, I did it anyway.
Everyone lives in this world, there will always be something they want to protect, and I have something I want to protect. Things have come to this point, and I know that it is too late, and the only way I can continue to protect what I want to protect is through my disappearance. It's a bit ridiculous and pitiful, but it's easiest for me to leave this way completely.
After all, even if I am gone, there will not be one more person in this world who will be sad for me. And at this moment, I feel extremely relaxed when I think of the liberation that will soon be ushered in.
It's ridiculous to say, in the past, when I was young, I often envied the female stars in movies. At that time, the image under the black and white curtain was simple and vivid, and I couldn't help but want to yearn for it when I saw it. However, knowing that I was one of the ones on the screen, I really realized all the bitterness behind it.
The plays I play in front of people are always forced to laugh, and even the tears I shed are fake. Perhaps, that's why those people will say that my acting skills are poor! Speaking of which, I really didn't like this profession in the end.
Because no one has ever cared about my inner feelings, no one has asked me, all these years, I have endured all this silently by myself, and before I know it, I realize that so much time has passed.
You're right, pity is not an excuse to hurt people.
However, I am humble, or rather, I am so cowardly that I can only get a balance of my heart by hurting others.
Now, I know that nothing can be done back.
If there is one thing I have left in the world, the only thing left is my present. She doesn't know me anymore, though.
I can't let go of her, but I think if I exist, her life might be even more difficult, so let's leave it at that.