"Dad? Father? "I was standing in front of my father's door, and when I rang the doorbell, no one paid attention to me, so I had to knock on the door.

It was already lunchtime, and I saw that my father was not moving, so I had to go to the door to ask for it.

Father slowly opened the door, "What are you doing?" ”

"It's time to eat, you're resting after eating."

"No, no, no." My father was about to close the door while he was talking, and I immediately pushed the door, "What's wrong, Dad." ”

"I'm not hungry."

"You have to eat if you're not hungry, what are you doing in the room?" I took advantage of my father's inattention to push his hand away and entered the room.

At this time, I found a piece of stationery on the table.

"Dad, what are you doing?" I picked up the letter in my hand, and when my father saw it, he immediately gave it to me, and I quickly put my hand behind my back.

"Dad, what's the matter, you still have to hide it from me."

"It's nothing, give it back to me." Father frowned, obviously a little angry, but it was okay, the tone was not too bad.

"I'll take a look." As I spoke, I clutched the letter and carried it to my father.

On the letter paper, my father's font is upright, and it is not the same as on weekdays, and my father's line is written very beautifully on weekdays, but today I accidentally wrote italics.

"Dear wife, Zhan Xinjia. This is the first time I've written to you in so many years, and I wonder what you're doing at the moment? Does the wound still hurt? Every time I care about you, you scold me, I know you care about me, afraid that I will worry, you are alone in the hospital for the first time, are you okay? Have you ever been unable to sleep, you have successfully completed the operation, I promise you, we will go home soon. ”

When I saw this, my father snatched the letter from my hand and said, "Wow, Dad, my dear Dad, I didn't expect you to be so romantic." ”

"Ahem" The father coughed dryly twice, and lowered his voice, "Why can't you?" ”

I hurriedly waved my hand, "No, no, no ”

"Everyone is like you, the ability to bear is so poor, I know that you asked me to go to your room because I was afraid that I would suffer another blow from your mother, or because I was sad to see your mother, right?"

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"I'm not as fragile as you think, I couldn't eat or sleep a few days ago because I was worried about the risk of surgery, and last time because of anesthesia, my blood pressure kept dropping. So I don't want that to happen again. "My father walked to the window with a letter paper and stared at the inpatient building of the Imperial Capital Hospital not far away." Didn't I tell you, that person is your mother, I'm just this daughter-in-law, before your mother had the operation, I thought, if she can't get off the operating table, I will jump off the building in the hospital, and I won't go back alive, because it's very boring to be left alone. ”

"Then ........ today" I was a little puzzled.

"I left early this morning, I hope to enter the ward early, I don't want to waste time in useless places, I hope to be able to accompany your mother all the time during the visit. My heart is broken when I see your mother a little weak today, and your mother hasn't eaten until now, do you think I can't be anxious? Fifi. Dad looked at me seriously, "Dad knows you feel sorry for me, but Dad is not a child, you don't need to divert my attention, I hope I can devote all my energy to your mother." ”

"No, Dad, I don't understand, your eating doesn't affect your care about my mother." I looked at my dad seriously, "Dad, you are as important as my mom in my heart, I'm also afraid that something will happen to you, I don't want all our energy to focus on my mom and ignore you, Lin Jia has always said that you drink Coke and eat fast food, a little bit not like you, you used to express happiness will not be this way, but now we are a little scared." ”

I honestly told my father what I thought in my heart, "Dad, I want you to relax, don't be so nervous, you have to believe me and Lin Jia, although we still have children to take care of, but my heart must be the most important thing for my mother." Please don't take all the burdens on you, I hope I can help you with it, I'm grown up, I'm an adult. ”

My father sighed and patted my hand, "Girl, you are a good girl, but you really can't replace my relationship and love for your mother." ”

"Dad....... "I also want to continue, tell my father that I didn't plan to replace my father, but he kicked me out again, I think maybe because he was too nervous recently, my father is really anxious, if his state still can't be relieved, I have to consider waiting to go back and take him to see a psychiatrist."

I stood outside my father's door and wanted to knock again, but I thought about it.

I went back to my room dejectedly, Lin Jia was playing with the children and lost handkerchiefs, two children and one Lin Jia, and the three of them were having a lot of fun.

"What's wrong? Closed door again? ”

"Hmm."

"You." Lin Jia shook his head, "You give up, with him, he is a man, a husband, he is not as fragile as you think." ”

"Hmm" I nodded, and suddenly the desire to eat lunch was gone, because my father and I were not in a good mood, so I didn't go to the restaurant to eat today, but called the restaurant and sent it into the room, Lin Jia didn't need his father's consent to order a meal directly.

As for whether to eat or not, Lin Jia said that he would not let me ask, because every time I asked my father if you were okay, it would make my father feel uncomfortable again.

"I'm leaving." In the afternoon, I said softly to Lin Jia.

Lin Jia nodded, patting the child who was taking a nap, "Go ahead, be careful on the road." ”

"Big brother, it's just a few steps away." I didn't feel angry at Lin Jia.

"Go ahead," Lin Jia said to me softly.

Before I could leave, there was a knock at the door, and I saw my father in the door mirror, "Dad?" "I opened the door with some confusion.

"Well, bring me the visitation card." The father held out his hand.

"What's wrong?" I pulled out my visitation card and handed it to him.

"Well, you go back to sleep, I'll go." The father was about to leave with a visitation card.

"No, Dad, wait." I went up and grabbed my father, "Didn't you say okay, I'll go to see my mother, why did you become you again." ”

"What's wrong? I can't go see your mother, you two children stay and take care of the children. As he spoke, my father threw my hand off my sleeve, got into the elevator, and quickly closed the elevator door, for fear that I would snatch the visit card from his arms.

I went back to the room and shook my head at Lin Jia, "The old man is crazy again, I think it's okay, why am I anxious again." ”

"You let him go." Lin Jia whispered, "Dad is alone in the room, and he doesn't want to communicate with us, so it's better to go to Mom's, so that at least he can rest assured to relieve his anxiety, you, just follow him these days." ”