I didn't expect to be so unhappy with a good dinner and a good Mother's Day. Biting my lower lip and sitting on the mat in my bedroom, I suddenly felt helpless without the happy hours of the afternoon surrounded by the breeze and sun.

I thought I was going to cry out loud or defend myself. But when I got back inside, I didn't have any emotions. Have you ever tried a moment, when you have been wronged to the extreme, but suddenly you don't want to justify or prove yourself? yes, what can I do, I'm passionate about everyone, but still.

Forget it, I just want to laugh at myself at the moment. For the first time, I questioned my family.

After a while, Lin Jia came to the bedroom gently, "Let's eat." He gently stroked my hair. Gently, gently, carefully. I didn't speak, and I waited for him to stand up and say a word for me while I was arguing at the dinner table, but I didn't. His sister-in-law tried to provoke me again and again, and when I waited for him to be able to say a word for me, he didn't. Every time, he has to wait for the matter to pass, and then come and apologize to me, let me not be sad, let me turn the page, this moment, this moment, all the lights that ignite in my heart, because all his careful actions are extinguished.

Is it the next sentence to say, she is an old man? Or an apology? I don't want it, it's not what I want, what I want is respect. So, this time I sat still, motionless. But he may not know that my heart is turbulent in the morning.

"Let's go, let's eat, kid, I'm still waiting for you."

"Let's go, Lin Jia, tonight, you and your mother will take care of the children, I don't want to go out to eat now, I haven't figured it out yet, how to face all this, including you."

Lin Jia sat next to me, holding my hand, "Feifei, let's go eat"

I didn't speak or move. Lin Jia tapped the back of my hand with his finger again, "Let's go eat." ”

Like an enraged beast, I stood up and said, "Eat, eat, Lin Jia, what will you say besides eating?" Can't you say a word for me just now? Do you have to hide behind me every time? When I'm broken, come out and tell me you can protect my world? Where are you every time I need you to be on my side? Doesn't every silence prove that your heart, your people, are on the side of your mother and your sister-in-law? I just want to ask you, where am I in your heart? Is it behind your mother and your sister-in-law? What about our home? Have you ever thought about me? ”

After speaking, I was dizzy and lay on the bed in prostration, unable to exert any strength. I feel so tired and want to get a good night's sleep. Vaguely, I felt Lin Jia sigh and leave the room. Later, I sank deep into this warm and soft bed. When I woke up again, it was late at night, I was awakened by the suffocation, got up to suck the milk and found that there was no one in the house, it should be Lin Jia and Mango in the children's room, and Xiao Cream and her mother-in-law in the second bedroom.

When I came back to the bedroom after sucking, I couldn't sleep, and I thought about smoking on a whim, and I felt a lot of breath in my chest, but I hadn't smoked, and it was the feeding season, so I wasn't allowed to do it. I had to go back to the bed again and force myself to lie down and close my eyes, but as long as I closed my eyes, it was Lin Jia, my mother-in-law. This is a bunch of. I've been wondering, is it right or wrong for me to let my mother-in-law come? I was far away before, and I went home once in a while, there was no contradiction, and there was no this or that, but now, where is this chicken feathers, but like a battlefield, a place of cannon fodder.