Chapter 26: Losing Yourself
But Gu Yan didn't know that the reason why Xu Nanqiao entered the industry was because of Lu Yunzheng, and only because of Lu Yunzheng.
"Yes, if you want to open a little, you will meet the right person in the future." Gu Yan thought she had already thought about it.
However, Xu Nanqiao still didn't stand up, "As long as he tells me in person, let me not appear in front of him in the future, I will never be entangled again." ”
Gu Yan didn't expect Xu Nanqiao to be so axial, he was a little weak, "Nanqiao, calm down, you and Mr. Lu have only been together for so long, and letting go of all this as soon as possible is good for you and for him, why do you have to be so ignorant?" ”
Liang Ruo felt that Gu Yan's words were too serious, "Teacher Gu, that's not what you said, Mr. Lu can't bully people like this just because he has a little money, even if he wants to break up, he has to come out and say it himself, right?" ”
"What do you little girl know!"
"I'm ...... with him," Xu Nanqiao said softly, "I've known him for more than twenty years...... Forget it, Teacher Gu, Ruoruo, it's better for me to digest this matter myself, you don't have to worry about me, just let me wait for him here, I really just need his words. ”
Seeing that there was no way to persuade him anymore, Gu Yan had no choice but to sigh, turned to Liang Ruo and said, "You are watching her here, call me at any time if you have something?" ”
After he finished speaking, he was about to leave, and Liang Ruo chased him out, "Teacher Gu, wait a minute!" ”
When Gu Yan was having a headache, he looked at Liang Ruo and waved at her: "What are you doing with you, don't you want you to take a good look at her!" ”
"You're just leaving? Persuade her again! ”
"I advise, I advise, I advise her to listen! Hurry up and go back to take care of her, I'll think of a way! ”
As soon as Gu Yan left, Xu Nanqiao stayed in the stairwell for two days, and within two days, Liang Ruo found her something to eat, but she couldn't eat a bite, and sometimes she was forced by Liang Ruo to have no choice, and after eating a few bites, she vomited all of them.
Seeing that her spirit was getting worse and worse, Liang Ruo was in a hurry but had no way at all.
On the third day, some voices came from outside, Xu Nanqiao looked out and really saw Lu Yunzheng, she had forgotten how long it had been since she saw Lu Yunzheng, and when she suddenly saw him, she had a feeling that it was not very real.
Liang Ruo woke up from the chaos and also saw Lu Yunzheng.
"Nan Qiao, that's Mr. Lu!"
Xu Nanqiao stood up, stumbled forward, and when she got closer, she saw that there was a beautiful woman standing next to Lu Yunzheng.
"Brother Yun Zheng?"
She said these words in a hoarse voice, and Lu Yunzheng also noticed her.
"What are you going to do?" Lu Yunzheng's brows furrowed tightly, obviously not wanting to see her here.
"I just wanted to ask......"
The beautiful woman grabbed Lu Yunzheng's arm, but Lu Yunzheng didn't dodge it, so she let her hold it like this.
Xu Nanqiao felt that there were 10,000 questions in his mouth, and they were all defeated in an instant, as if he couldn't say a word.
"Yun Zheng, who is she?"
Lu Yunzheng took her hand and smiled very gently, "It's Gu Yan's actor over there, let's go, let's go up first." ”
Lu Yunzheng passed by Xu Nanqiao, and at the last moment, she grabbed his sleeve.
She didn't dare to look back at Lu Yunzheng's face, she only dared to ask softly: "Is this also part of the punishment?" ”
I don't know if Lu Yunzheng heard it, she only felt that Lu Yunzheng shook off his hand, hugged the beautiful woman and left.
Xu Nanqiao bit her lip fiercely, she couldn't cry outside, she couldn't show her weak side in front of everyone, no one would feel sorry for her, and no one would be able to redeem her.
Liang Ruo looked at Xu Nanqiao worriedly, and when she saw a trace of blood flowing down from the corner of Xu Nanqiao's mouth, she was startled, "Nanqiao! ”
Xu Nanqiao retracted his attention, his lips were very painful, "I'm a little sore......"
Looking at Liang Ruo, she hoped that she wouldn't really collapse.
"Your lips are bleeding." Liang Ruo took out a tissue from her bag and wiped it carefully for her.
"Let's go." Xu Nanqiao walked out step by step, staying in that closed environment for a long time, and when she just came out of the company hall, she was a little dizzy from the sun.
"I'm going to drive." Liang Ruo finally breathed a sigh of relief.
Xu Nanqiao asked Liang Ruo to send her back to her and Lu Yunzheng's house first, and the first thing he did was to pack all of Xiaoxi's things.
"Ruoruo, can you help me take care of Xiaoxi?" Xiao Xi seemed to be able to sense that something was wrong with Xu Nanqiao, and she had been trying hard to drill into her arms.
Liang Ruo also had a bad premonition, "Xiaoxi can't do without you, you see that she has been close to you." ”
Xu Nanqiao was reluctant to smile, "I like Xiaoxi very much, but this is no longer my home, I have to move back to my own home, during this time, Xiaoxi has no one to take care of it, you can help me take care of it for a few days." ”
Liang Ruo put his mind at ease, "Okay, no problem." ”
Sending Liang Ruo and Xiaoxi away, Xu Nanqiao looked around, she had never felt that a home could be so cold, the surroundings were empty, as if no one had ever lived here.
Her Yun Zheng brother will not appear here again, and this place does not belong to her after all, she should go back to the place where she used to live, and be a person who seems to have never appeared in Lu Yunzheng's life.
With red eyes, she began to pack her things, there were a lot of extra things in this house, all of which were gifts from Lu Yunzheng before, and he was really caring at that time.
But Xu Nanqiao knew that these things didn't belong to her after all, so she could only simply pack up her clothes and drag her suitcase away.
Finally returning to where she used to live, because it had been empty for the past few months, and the house was already a little dusty, she put down her luggage and began to clean up.
The home wasn't very big, so it was easy to clean, but she didn't want to be idle at all, so even though the house was completely cleaned, she still wiped the floor and furniture over and over again.
Until she was really exhausted, she also faintly heard the phone ringing, but she didn't really want to answer, as if it was safe here, she didn't need to contact others, and it was very comfortable to be alone.
She looked out the window, there was no light left, and the clock on the wall was already two o'clock in the morning, and although she felt tired, she was not sleepy at all.
Insomnia again? Realizing this, she took out sleeping pills from her previous drawer, sleeping pills were a good thing, and if you eat them, you will fall asleep.
She didn't know how many slices she had poured, she just longed for the feeling of falling asleep.
She didn't know how long it had been, but she heard some knocks on the door.
No, she doesn't open the door, she doesn't want to be disturbed, she really just wants to be alone and stay at home.
So she's awake again? Then take some sleeping pills.
She had just swallowed sleeping pills and was about to feel sleepy when the door was violently kicked open from the outside.
His eyes were blurry, and there seemed to be some auditory hallucinations in his ears.
"Nan Qiao!"
As soon as Qin Yaping entered the door, he saw Xu Nanqiao lying on the ground, as if he was still a little conscious, he looked around her, there was a bottle of sleeping pills poured on the table, and there was not much left.
This scene made Qin Yaping's heart stop in fright, and he picked Xu Nanqiao up, only to feel that her whole body was hot.
Liang Ruo also came in from the door, and when he saw this scene, he couldn't stop crying and flowed down.
"What's wrong with her?!"
"Get moving!"
Liang Ruo and Qin Yaping sent Xu Nanqiao to the hospital, and as soon as he entered the hospital, he was sent to the emergency room.
Liang Ruo wanted to cry a little, and Qin Yaping also looked resentful.
"Mr. Qin, I'll make a call first."
Qin Yaping nodded.
Liang Ruo found a corner of the stairs and called Gu Yan.
"Teacher Gu, something happened to Nan Qiao."
Gu Yan obviously didn't expect Xu Nanqiao to have an accident, "What's wrong?" ”
"It's still uncertain, when Mr. Qin and I saw Nan Qiao, she was already unconscious, as if she had taken a lot of sleeping pills."
Gu Yan was greatly shocked, "Why can't she think about it so much, which hospital are you in?" ”
After Liang Ruo reported to the hospital, Gu Yan hung up the phone and prepared to go to Lu Yunzheng in person.
Lu Yunzheng stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the office, looking at the bustling crowd downstairs, not knowing what he was thinking.
Gu Yan knocked on the door and came in, but he didn't see outside, and he sat down without Lu Yunzheng's greeting.
"Lu Yunzheng, Xu Nanqiao has an accident."
On the surface, Lu Yunzheng didn't react, and he didn't look back at Gu Yan.
"What's wrong?"
"I'm not sure yet, it seems that I took a lot of sleeping pills, and the Qin Yaping you asked me to find has already sent her to the hospital."
The hands at his sides were clasped tightly, he didn't want to be emotionally touched by the news, but he couldn't.
"Hmm."
"Huh, that's it? You didn't have an agreement before you started a relationship with her, okay? She can't let you go so much, she doesn't even want her life, this incident will make trouble, not only will her acting career be ruined, but even your newly established company will be seriously affected! ”
Lu Yunzheng still didn't speak.
Gu Yan was helpless, "What should I do next?" How should her subsequent acting career proceed? ”
"It's up to her own wishes, she has nothing to do with me now."
Lu Yunzheng said these words very coldly, and even Gu Yan, a veteran in this circle, was a little chilled when he looked at it.
"Yun Zheng, she committed suicide for you, do you want to go and see her?"
Lu Yunzheng refused, "If you don't go, if you go, you will only give her hope again." ”
Gu Yan left, and he couldn't understand what was going on between them anyway.
Between Lu Yunzheng and Xu Nanqiao, the reason why he came here today is indeed Lu Yunzheng's revenge for many years, he can't forget that his parents died because of Xu Nanqiao, and he can't forget that he originally had a very happy home, and now he is left alone.
The most intolerable thing for him is that for so many years, he has never forgotten her, this kind of can't forget, it's the kind of can't forget about love.
He thought that when he returned to China, he would definitely dislike her the moment he saw her, and he would completely crush her under his feet and ravage her fiercely, but he didn't expect that all this was just his self-deception.
He wanted to be with her, and he found that he missed her, it was a completely inseparable feeling, but how could he! There is a deep hatred between them, how can he be tempted by this woman again!