Sitting in Lin Jia's car, it has never felt the same as today.

I habitually opened the co-pilot to get ready to sit. But suddenly I thought about it, so I closed the co-pilot's door and sat in the back.

"How?" Lin Jia was a little puzzled by my sudden departure to the back row.

I laughed at myself, "It's okay anymore, it's not appropriate to sit in front again." ”

"The position in front can only be yours." Lin Jia looked at the road and didn't turn around, this sentence slammed lightly but heavily on my heart.

Insomnia and suspicion caused me to sleep not very well every day, so as long as I go to work, I must be groggy, I am still thinking in my heart, I must go to Zhang Teng after work today to see if this state is good or bad recently.

But every time I forget about it at the end of the day.

"Xia Fei." Jing Xin hugged me from behind, "What do you think, let's have bypass surgery today, why are you pushing a little bit to change the valve?" ”

If Jing Xin hadn't reminded me, I think I would have forgotten about it. I slapped my head and quickly returned the thing.

"What's wrong with you? It doesn't look like it's going to be in good shape today. ”

I squeezed out a smile and said, "It's okay, I'm just a little tired." But when he thought of Lin Jia, his heart was empty.

"Do you want me to tell your husband? I just saw your husband, and he doesn't look good. Jing Xin smiled evilly, "Xia Fei, you can't hollow out your husband." ”

"you, that's taking care of the kids, okay? You don't know how exhausting it is to have two children. "I'm a little messed up and try to stabilize myself.

I don't know if you've ever tried it, when something happens in your heart, your heart swings over like a swing, swinging over, and the whole person feels like your heart is going up and down.

At the moment, in addition to feeling my heart pounding, I also feel that my whole body of blood is surging in my brain.

I pursed my lips, not wanting to be seen as panicked.

"Xia Fei." The head nurse stopped me from behind, "Then you go to an emergency operation in Room 11, you are the deputy class, don't make a tour of the heart, I'll let Teacher Zhang do it for you later." ”

I nodded, "11 what surgery." ”

"Lin Jia just received a ruptured spleen in the emergency department, this operation shouldn't be overtime, you can go to it."

"Okay." I nodded, and went from the 100-level operating room to the 11th room.

To be honest, I felt a little uncomfortable, I asked myself if I had not immediately become a lover and a friend, stood at the door of Room 11, gritted my teeth, took a deep breath, and walked into the operating room.

Lin Jia, who was checking, saw me, nodded and didn't say much.

I started my own surgery as soon as I walked in the door, and I didn't joke like I usually did.

As soon as the director came, he saw the two of us and smiled and said, "This is a mom-and-pop shop, how can you two line up in the same operating room today." ”

"Then I'm leaving, if you don't like me, I'll leave and no one will tour." I was joking with the director.

I don't know what the psychology is, anyway, in the operating room, I talked to everyone, and I had a good chat, but I didn't say a word to Lin Jia.

"Xia Fei, you look lively today."

"I'm lively every day." I had a great time chatting with the anesthesia teacher.

"Lin Jia, you don't care about your daughter-in-law." The director was still joking with the two of us.

Lin Jia made an "um" sound, and I felt that it sounded smaller than a mosquito.

I looked at him and didn't speak.

The operation is finally over. I think it was as if I had grease on the soles of my feet, and I quickly left the operating room.

"Where are you?" The phone rang, it was Lin Jia, and the first thing Lin Jia said when he picked it up was this.

"I'm out of the hospital."

"I'll take you back."

"No, it's too much trouble." I looked around, but I didn't seem to see him, and I felt some loss and some anticipation.

I shook my head, Xia Fei, you are looking forward to it.

I couldn't think about it, so I ran home to pick up the kids.

Fortunately, I arrived at the school gate before the children got out of school, and I was glad and calculating.

It looks like I'm going to ride an electric car every day in the future, and I'll have to learn to stop relying on it.

And just then, someone suddenly tapped me on the shoulder.

It turned out to be Lin Jia.

"Why are you here?" I'll look at him.

"It's okay, I just got off work and didn't have surgery today, so I'll come back to pick up the baby."

"Actually, you don't have to come in the future, I can do it myself." Since I said that the good child belongs to me, then I will try not to rely on him as much as possible, so that it will be better.

I believe that I can be like other single mothers, fearless and take care of their children.

"You don't have to." Lin Jia looked at the children in the kindergarten queuing, and then said to me without squinting.

"Really. You don't have to. ”

I didn't speak, picked up the child, and the two of us quickly left the kindergarten gate.

For children, either the father and mother appear at the school gate at the same time, or it is worth showing off to their classmates.

Mango greeted his classmates in the community: "Edamame, you see my parents are coming to pick me up." ”

"Hop, you see my parents are coming to pick me up."

"Mango?" Lin Jia called Mango and then smiled at Mimi, "Mango, do you like Mom and Dad to pick you up?" ”

"Of course, what I like the most is for the two of you to pick me up together, it will make me feel valued."

"Then next time Mom and Dad will come to pick you up, okay?"

"yes, that's great, if that's it, the other kids will be envious of me." As soon as the child grows up, he has his own ideas, and he knows how to show off and compare.

"Dad will be very busy in the future, and there won't be too many days like this." I poured cold water on the mango, because maybe soon Lin Jia will have a new family, a new child. And I have to not let Mango look forward to it every day.

When Mango heard this, he was instantly deflated, "Dad." Will you come to see me with your mother more in the future? ”

"Good. Dad promised you that in the past, Dad was not good, Dad was too lazy, and Dad will often come to see you with Mom in the future. ”

"Long live Daddy!" Although Mango is about to enter elementary school, it is still Lin Jia who is a child, and she does not let go out of the kindergarten gate, and holds it in her arms.

When I got home, I said to Lin Jia, "You come with me." Mango, you take your sister to play. ”

"Yes!" Mango saluted me.

"What's wrong?" Lin Jia stood behind me.

"What you can't do in the future, please don't promise." I'm a little angry.

"What can't I do?"

I lowered my voice, "It's like picking up a child." I ask you, how many times can you pick up the kids with me? In the future we will be separated. ”

"Xia Fei, you can take it once, and besides, you haven't separated yet, right?"

I looked at Lin Jia with wide eyes, I didn't expect him to say this.