Chapter 0674 - If You Can Cure Your Illness, You Can't Heal Your Heart
"Lan'er ......", Yuan Ziluo pursed her bloodless lips tightly, shook her head weakly, and tears poured down like beads of broken threads.
"Mother, why are you crying? Why are your hands so cold? Gu Youlan held Yuan Ziluo's hands that were cold to the bone, and her heart also fell to the bottom in an instant, "Mother, are you talking about it, what else do you need to hide from your daughter now?" ”
"Lan'er ......", no, no, although it was said early and late, but now is not the time to say it!
In the end, Yuan Ziluo still decided to hide the big things hidden in his heart for the time being, "Actually, it's nothing, it's just that my mother can't bear you, after all, my mother just recognized you, and you are leaving, so ......."
The more Yuan Ziluo spoke, the quieter his voice became, until the end, a weak mosquito moaned.
Gu Youlan also knew that what Yuan Ziluo didn't want to say, no matter how much she forced her, she wouldn't say it, so she had to give up, but she believed that her mother would tell her sooner or later.
However, I just don't know, when that time is coming, everything will not be in time.
Knowing that the two concubines in front of him were his daughter's secret guards of the Yu clan, Yuan Ziluo became closer to the two of them, and later, under the service of a group of subordinates, the four of them had a sumptuous dinner.
The spirit wine is fragrant, the dishes are delicious, the sound of silk and bamboo, the dancing shadow is hired, and the luxuriously decorated Fengyang Palace is lively, which has not been seen for a long time that night.
After the dinner, Gu Youlan did not say goodbye to Yuan Ziluo, but quietly left the palace with Bihe, and galloped all the way back to the Xiling Mountains.
As soon as she returned to Tinglan Xiaozhu, Gu Youlan couldn't care about washing off the dust of her body, so she couldn't wait to see her aunt, Yun Feiyan.
After the birth of the danger, Yun Feiyan seemed to be like two people, her heart suddenly became a little depressed, and people were also a little negative, if she could not see the baby's changing face every day, she would be in pain.
The reason why Gu Youlan returned to Danyimen so urgently was because when she held a family banquet in Fengyang Palace, she received an urgent letter from Xuanying.
The letter said that Yun Feiyan's recent condition has deteriorated, and people have not recovered because of postpartum conditioning, and it seems that they are on the verge of collapse.
After knowing this, Gu Youlan immediately judged that Yun Feiyan was suffering from postpartum depression.
In the Qixia Continent at that time, there were also many pregnant women who would suffer from this mental illness, but not many could be cured and the cause could be found afterwards.
So, she immediately decided to come back early with Bihe.
In the bedroom, Yun Fei's cigarette butts were tied with ribbons, his face was haggard, and he leaned weakly on the edge of the bed, as if he was worried about something.
"Auntie?" Gu Youlan sent a group of subordinates and walked lightly to Yun Feiyan's side, "Auntie, your Lan'er is back!" ”
However, Yun Feiyan didn't seem to hear or see, and he was still immersed in his own thoughts and indifferent.
Gu Youlan knew that Yun Feiyan's situation was the clinical manifestation of postpartum depression.
So, she slowly and carefully sat on Yun Feiyan's side, and gently pinched Yun Feiyan's wrist very carefully.
And all this, Yun Feiyan still seems to be ignorant, his eyes are dull, and he doesn't have any focus.
After careful pulse checking and secret observation,
Gu Youlan further confirmed Yun Feiyan's condition, "Alas, I really didn't expect that my aunt, who has always been lively and outgoing, would also suffer from postpartum depression. ”
Gu Youlan shook her head, it's true that she is a healer, and she is also a high-level alchemist, but she can cure the disease, but she can't cure the heart?
Besides, treatment like this for postpartum depression is a process that takes time, and right now, she doesn't have enough time to treat Yun Feiyan?
What to do? Gu Youlan was in trouble.
Regarding postpartum depression in pregnant women, even in the 21st century with the development of medicine, it is a medical problem, this kind of mental illness, first requires drug treatment, followed by psychological counseling and later physical rehabilitation treatment, three kinds of combination, slowly figured out.
At present, the only thing Gu Youlan can do is drug treatment, and as for psychological counseling, she can only find Yun Feiyan's psychological problems in secret, which can be solved.
Only by solving these two problems first, the later physical rehabilitation treatment will be much simpler.
After thinking about it, Gu Youlan decided to find the crux of her aunt's postpartum depression first, and then refine the pill and treat it adjuvantly.
However, the root cause of Yun Feiyan's postpartum depression is what caused it?
As before, after walking out of the dormitory lightly, Gu Youlan found the maidservant who served Yun Feiyan.
Through a series of inquiries, Gu Youlan finally knew that in the past few days after giving birth, Yun Feiyan often couldn't sleep at night, and every time he just fell asleep, he was awakened by nightmares, and often whispered in his dreams, saying things that people couldn't understand.
"Green smoke, do you know what the old lady said in her dreams?" Gu Youlan asked.
The maid named Green Smoke thought to herself, "The old lady often says, Yan'er, don't blame your mother, it's not that your mother doesn't want you, it's not that she doesn't remember you, and it's not that she doesn't want you!" ”
"Anything else?" Gu Youlan asked again.
"The old lady also said, Yan'er, since you have gone, then go for real, my mother will remember you and will never forget you!"
Hearing Lu Yan's story, Gu Youlan shook her head helplessly, then waved her hand, sent her away, and silently walked out of the small courtyard alone, and came to the main courtyard, next to the huge water wheel.
While looking at the waterwheel, it was spinning around, and at the same time, the slightest water vapor splashed out by the waterwheel soaked her messy heart.
"Princess, what did you find?" Bihe, who had been silently guarding Gu Youlan, asked with an eager face.
"Alas......", Gu Youlan sighed, "It seems that my aunt's arrival of the baby is not as beneficial as I thought before, on the contrary, it also makes her feel sorry for the death of her master!" ”
"Huh?" Bihe was also a little incredulous, "How can this be?" With a new child, can't the old lady forget the painful past and live a happy life with children again? ”
"No, you're wrong!" Gu Youlan shook her head and said, "Bihe, you haven't given birth to a child, you don't know the guilt and heartache of a mother who can't do anything about the premature death of her child!" ”
I am afraid that it is precisely because of this deep-rooted guilt and heartache that Yun Feiyan's previous madness has caused her to even if she gives birth to a new daughter, the guilt in her psychology has not only not decreased, but has increased day by day.
This state of mind, like a debt deficit, is just a small fight at the beginning, and the more you accumulate later, the more you accumulate, like dominoes, the more out of control.
"Am I wrong?" Gu Youlan asked herself, "Did I do all this without my aunt's consent, did I do all this without considering the cause and effect?" ”
"Or is it that the newborn is not the master who has returned, but my groundless speculation and speculation?"
In an instant, Gu Youlan felt an unprecedented sense of powerlessness, like a heavy mountain pressing on the top, making her breathless and extremely heavy.
A line of tears, down the corner of Gu Youlan's eyes, slipped silently, now the master is still fighting in the five cities of the Hundred Miles Country, once he knows, his aunt's illness, how much self-blame and pain should he have in his heart?
And me?
Can I only weep silently here, helpless?
No! No!
After thinking about it, Gu Youlan shook her head, and a bold idea took shape in her heart again.
Since my aunt has a mental illness, she has to start from psychology and fight poison with poison.
After thinking about it, Gu Youlan's phoenix eyes looking at the waterwheel revealed a touch of inevitable, slightly rising arc, so that Bihe on the side exhaled a long breath.
"Princess, have you thought of a way to save the old lady?"
"Hmm!" Gu Youlan nodded, "It's not a mature method, but you can give it a try!" ”
"Really?" Bihe was very happy, "The slave knows that the princess will definitely find a way to heal the old lady!" ”
Gu Youlan smiled bitterly, in fact, she is not sure about this method, she can only say that she has taken a risk, because it has been said since ancient times that heart disease has to be treated.
I hope that the method she thinks of is effective, after all, her time is limited, and before she goes north again, she must return a healthy and cheerful aunt to her father, so that she can go all the way without worries.
"Princess, in fact, the slave maid still has an immature idea!" Just when Gu Youlan was silently thinking, Bihe also thought of a solution.
"Oh? Let's talk about it! Gu Youlan is very pleased, she is very grateful for Bihe's inseparability for more than ten years, knowing each other, and speaking from her heart.
And although Bihe's identity is very sensitive at this critical moment of friend and foe, Gu Youlan has never questioned her anything, it can be said that this kind of trust is derived from her bones, and it is also unprovoked, even blind.
Bihe thought for a few breaths, then looked at the surrounding environment, and said cautiously, "Princess, have you ever thought about changing the place for the Danyi Gate?" ”
"Somewhere else?" Gu Youlan was puzzled, "Why do you want to change places?" "And if the Dan doctor changes places, how can it help to heal my aunt's illness?
"Oh, princess, what do you think?" Bihe was a little anxious, she was very helpless about Gu Youlan's confusion at the moment, she hurriedly approached Gu Youlan's ear and whispered.
"Next, aren't you going north again? And the old lady's illness won't get better for a while, so why don't you move the old lady and the entire Dan Yimen to the space? Won't you be able to treat the old lady at any time? ”
"Uh...... Is that okay? Hearing Bihe's words, Gu Youlan immediately frowned......