Chapter 216 Suicide Note
Xia Liangyue and his wife, who left the cemetery, nested on the balcony of Senhe's mansion.
Although Xia Liangyue didn't want to admit it, everything gradually came to an end. Whoever comes next, sooner or later it will be her turn.
"I was hoping I was the second to die. But you're still alive, and I know that I'm the fastest, and I can only be the third. Xia Liangyue wrapped herself in a blanket and quietly looked at the night outside the window.
You have to prepare something for death. She got up with the help of the nanny and walked slowly to the study.
Shen Xubai turned his head in confusion and asked, "What are you going to do?" ”
"Write a suicide note." Xia Liangyue didn't want to be like Xu Xingzhou, she died in too much haste to think about it.
She pushed open the door to her study and sat down at her desk. Holding a pen, looking at the blank paper.
What if, if she dies after Shen Xubai leaves. Then she still has a month to say goodbye to her friends.
Even if it was then, it would not be too late to prepare for this.
But just in case, I still finish it early, so that I can be more calm in the face of death.
The first letter, she wants to write to Xinyu.
Xia Liangyue picked up the pen for a long time, thought about it a lot, and slowly put it down after a long time.
Xinyu, when you read this letter, I was already dead. When you think about it, it's kind of interesting.
I've always wondered what it's like to be gone. It's no different from falling asleep, I guess.
I have nothing to be unwilling in my life, with your friends, a lover like Shen Xubai, the Shimmer Empire established...... It's like a winner in life.
Life is nothing more than the word fame, and in such a peaceful era, it is impossible to make meritorious contributions.
can only reluctantly fight in the business field.
I got what I wanted, stepped away in my forties, and retired at home. There is nothing to resent, hate, or unwilling.
You don't have to fear death, I and Xingzhou are waiting for you in front. Maybe there will be a narrative.
After I die, you have to control yourself. When I'm old, I can't use a few of them to raise so much fresh meat.
My last wish is very simple, I want you to make five robots to burn me. These five machines are in shape, and they are made according to the five of you. Nothing else.
The second letter, she wants to write to Zhou Tingting.
Tingting, don't be sad when you receive this letter.
Xingzhou's death was so sudden, none of us expected it. I know you must have a lot to ask him, and I know that I am most afraid that his love for you is not pure enough.
Before you got married, Xinyu specially found more than a dozen psychiatrists to analyze and explain him.
From a scientific point of view, Xingzhou's love for you is mixed. That report is at Xinyu's, and if you want to see it, you can go to her and get it.
Quietly tell you that in Xingzhou's eyes, you are a heroic character. He has always seen you as an idol, his guardian.
You know, boys always have a lot of secrets and weird fetishes.
I don't know why, but when I write this letter, I always think of the first image we encountered.
At that time, you beat the hooligans, and it was terrifying. Later, I learned that you are a simple, positive girl.
When you move out of the Mori and Mansion, I'm so sad that I'm going to die. I thought you didn't like me as a person.
But I didn't expect that this friendship would continue for decades to come.
If there is an afterlife, I hope we can still be friends.
The third letter, she wants to write to Zhao Yimo.
In the end, I am inexplicably happy to think that I can leave this world before you.
Really, you are a person who can make people have no worries. Your presence makes death a joyful affair.
I know that all along, you were afraid that I would live with hatred.
Actually, you are wrong, and hatred proves that I expected anything from them. In fact, I never expected anything, so I can't talk about hate.
I'm just looking at them from the perspective of a bystander. From a purely rational point of view.
Even before they died, they were begging for my forgiveness.
I'm a cruel and cold-blooded person, aren't I? You must be in a hurry to refute me again.
No matter how you define the relationship between you and me, it can't change your place in my heart.
Grandma's yes, you will always be my family, the one I can play pranks with unscrupulous, and still have peace of mind.
Look, I'm such a bad boy.
Zhao Yimo, I've always wanted to be to you. It's good to meet you. Your beauty is enough to dilute all misfortune and suffering.
It's really cruel for a kind and gentle person like you to stay until the end.
If fate does leave you alone, I am extremely sympathetic to what happened to you.
At the end of writing, there was no ink, and Xia Liangyue put down the pen.
Truth be told, she could have expressed it in a recording or otherwise. I don't know how, I want to record it in words.
Xia Liangyue packed the three letters one by one and put them in the box at the bottom of the bookshelf. Hearing the knock on the door, he looked up at Shen Xubai outside the door, and chuckled: "Do you want to write a suicide note too?" ”
"Nope. I'm just here to remind you, it's late, go to bed early. Shen Xubai waited for Xia Liangyue to approach, gently supported her, and walked to the bedroom.
The two slowly returned to the bedroom, and lay on the bed after taking a bath.
Shen Xubai looked at the flower board and held Xia Liangyue's hand tightly: "Are you afraid?" ”
"The person waiting for me in front of me is you, what is there to be afraid of." When Xia Liangyue turned her head sideways to look at Shen Xubai, her eyes were full of smiles.
She was luckier than everyone and less fortunate than everyone else.
You don't have to really experience death with Shen Xubai and live with the universe, but you have to watch the people around you leave one by one.
Disappearance or death, which is more terrifying?
Shen Xubai is clear about their mission to come to this world, and he also understands why fate arranged it this way. But as a system, he can't tell Xia Liangyue directly, he can only knock on the side reminder.
Now that they are about to leave, I don't know if Xia Liangyue has penetrated it?
He retracted his gaze, looked at Xia Liangyue's eyes, and said, "I've always been curious, why did you suddenly leave Shimmer when you were in your forties. ”
Between the ages of thirty and fifty, a person is at his best.
Xia Liangyue kissed Shen Xubai's forehead and said with a light smile: "I just feel that it is a bit of a waste for a person to devote his whole life to his career." Again, at that time, you couldn't help Xinyu take care of the child.
I'm retired and I can help. ”
"For me?" When Shen Xubai was white, his gaze softened a lot.
Xia Liangyue hummed lightly and continued, "I know that Wenwen will lead Shimmer further. After so many years, I've worked hard for you. Every thunderbolt waited for me to get off work in the big city kitchen.
I know that I am not a qualified wife. After Xia Ge left, I also reflected on myself.
But I'm a layman after all, and I can't balance everything in my life perfectly. Each of my assistants is busy as a dog. If everything had been on me, I would have died of exhaustion. ”
"Why do you reject children so much? We can be like Xinyu, with the help of technology. Shen Xubai seemed to feel that the limit was coming, and asked the doubts in his heart.