Chapter 289: Three Lives of a Big Dream
The half-ghost used the topic to play, and used the half-dark thing to talk about his previous experience of being forcibly stripped of his memory by Huaiwei, one by one, sentence by sentence, full of accusations.
"Okay, okay, I know it's wrong." Huai Wei was stared at by the half-ghost, avoiding her gaze and admitting her mistake.
"My god, in view of your previous record of dishonesty, please promise that you will not use the Soul Loss Technique on Yu in the future." Banyou's tone was tough at first, but then it suddenly became gentle, and he turned to a tender offensive, "My god, you understand the confusion of losing your memory, like the whole world has collapsed, and you don't want to go through it again. ”
"Okay, I promise." Huai Wei looked at the pain in Banyou's eyes, closed her eyes unbearably, and nodded in agreement.
Ban Yu got Huai Wei's promise, and he was in a better mood, and turned his head to look at Half Ming.
Hearing this, Yu Yu, who had not spoken, felt very curious, and asked in a low voice, "Lord Huaiwei, what is the Soul Loss Technique?" ”
"Soul Loss is an excellent technique that can make you forget those unwanted memories." Huai Wei was energetic and induced Yu Yu, "Xiao Jiao, do you want to learn?" ”
"I don't want to learn. This technique is too cruel to be good at all. Yu Yu shook his head, rejected the temptation thrown by Huai Wei, and said his reasons, "Why forget? I think memory is the most precious thing. With memories, I can remember what I ate, what I did, who I met, and what I experienced. I like these memories, good or bad, because they are my own, and no one can take them away. ”
"Huh? Don't you have any memories you want to forget? Huai Wei didn't believe it, thinking that this was because she had too little experience in drinking Yu, "Xiao Jiao, you will want to learn in the future." ”
"No, I'll never learn." Yu Yu shook his head, his attitude was extremely firm, "If you don't even have a memory, won't you become a puppet?" ”
Huai Wei was startled and looked at Banying, as if she understood the reason why he had to recover his memory.
Hanming is dreaming at the moment, and the dream is the scene where his father Hanhan called him to his side before he died, and confessed to him what he had done to the gods.
Big dream three lives, the scene of that year flashed quickly in his mind, and when he opened his eyes again, Ban Ming had already recalled every word his father Ban Han had said.
Those words had been in his mind a thousand times, and he was tormented day and night, full of remorse, and tormented.
Now that I think about it again, at first I only felt that my brain was being cut with a blunt knife, and the pain was so painful that he wanted to scream hoarsely, followed by heartache, heartache that could not be resolved.
"Uncomfortable, isn't it?" Huai Wei stepped forward and asked with concern, "Why don't you forget it?" This time I promise I won't slip out, how about it? ”
Ban Ming still had a smiling face, and if he looked closely, he could find that his eyes at this time had lost their previous clarity and were dyed with a heavy layer of gloom.
Huai Wei really couldn't bear to feel the guilt that she shouldn't have carried, her eyes rolled around, and she had a ghost idea again.
"My God, what you just promised, don't go back." Banyou saw Huaiwei's careful thoughts and warned her gently.
"This time, that time, and besides, I didn't promise that I would never use the Soul Loss Technique." Huai Wei didn't dare to raise objections openly, so she could only mumble quietly, and after receiving the half-ghostly questioning look, she laughed dryly and said, "It's just talking, aren't I asking for the half-dark opinion?" I don't really plan to do it again. ”
"Boss, please forgive me for my bad attitude." Ban Ming apologized to Huai Wei first, and then said to Ban You, "Big brother, I blame you for it." ”
"I was a little angry, but for the sake of you being my little brother, I forgive you." Huai Wei was not very happy to see Banming, and wanted to liven up the atmosphere.
Ban Ming glanced at Huai Wei, who wanted to comfort him, took a deep breath, and bravely said his thoughts: "Boss, I don't regret recovering my memory, although there is some pain and regret, but more of a different kind of relief and relaxation. I do not have the courage to apologize when we meet again, and allow me to offer you my sincerest apologies at this moment. ”
After half a shadow finished speaking, he knelt down towards Huaiwei, knelt down three times and kowtowed to her, and made a big salute.
She hadn't received such a solemn salute for a long time, Huai Wei was so frightened that she took a few steps back, and shouted loudly: "Stop!" ”
Half-unmoved, still stubbornly determined to finish the ceremony.
"Ah Ming, you get up, you don't need to be like this." Listening to the sound of the half-dead kowtowing, Huai Wei suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.
The half-dead is still moving, and there is no intention of stopping.
He looked so persistent that he couldn't even stand the half-darkness, and said, "Get up, you don't need to bear the sin of the half-cold." ”
Half of the Shadow, who has always been very respectful of his brother, did not listen to the words of the Half Shadow for the first time.
During the ceremony, Huaiwei and Banyou stopped him many times, but Banming was indifferent and insisted on finishing the ceremony.
When he got up, he smiled abruptly, and his face was not only not relieved, but seemed to be even more depressed.
This state made Huai Wei frown, realizing that the situation of the half-dead seemed to be more serious than before the amnesia.
"Ah Ming, this matter has nothing to do with it, you don't have to do this." Huaiwei persuaded Banying, "Let it go." ”
"God, I have not taken my due responsibility, how can I let go?" Half Ming said something of unknown meaning to Huaiwei.
"You have been guilty for so many years, and you still say that you don't have to bear it? You are too responsible. Huaiwei retorted.
"Venerable God, I didn't know how to deal with the regret in my heart before, and I didn't take into account your feelings, so I didn't bear it at all." Half-dead pleaded.
"So how are you going to bear it? Do you feel guilty and remorseful as before, full of depression for your father's mistakes, and live like a sinner? Huai Wei rebuked the half-dead.
"I dare not ask you to forgive my father and those foolish people, after all, they have committed unpardonable sins." Ban Ming smiled slowly, this smile seemed to contain open-mindedness and indifference, but it was actually full of bitterness, "What I did was not to atone for their sins, but for myself." ”
Huai Wei emphasized again: "I said, this matter has nothing to do with you. Don't take everything on yourself. ”
"How could it not matter?" Ban Ming disagreed with Huai Wei's statement, "As a member of the Talisman Clan, I failed to protect you when you were in deep danger and your life was in danger, which is disloyalty. As the son of a father, I was ignorant of him when he went astray, and it was unfilial piety to let him do irreparable wrongdoing. As the younger brother of the eldest brother, I could not understand his difficulties when he was most painful and uncomfortable, and forced him to do what he did not want to do, and even condemned him with his unreasonable kindred, which is unjust. God, these are my sins, and I can't rely on them or throw them away, so I can only bear them myself. ”