Chapter 36: Eternal Pain
"Me, my child, is my child still there?" This was what she was most concerned about now, and even though she knew that after something like that, the child would definitely not be saved, she couldn't help but ask.
Seeing that the two of them were silent and silent, the glimmer of hope in my heart was finally like being extinguished by cold snow water, and tears dripped down the corners of my eyes onto the pillow.
"Nan Qiao, don't be sad."
At this time, Liang Ruo also felt that any language was pale, who would not be sad to experience this kind of thing, not to mention that this child was the only link between her and Lu Yunzheng.
Qin Yaping couldn't say a word.
"My baby is really gone, is he?" Xu Nanqiao's eyes gradually lost their brilliance, "It's still gone......"
Why did she think she could keep this child, why did she think she could keep this child? Why did she delusionally leave Lu Yunzheng's child?
Why is she still alive? I really can't figure it out......
Seeing her like this, Qin Yaping knew that she was already on the verge of collapse, and she couldn't be stimulated at this time, but she must not be allowed to sink like this.
"Xu Nanqiao, listen to me, don't you want to know how you lost this child?" Qin Yaping's voice raised one by one, and she wanted to change her sanity, "Don't you want to avenge your child?" ”
Xu Nanqiao gradually had some reactions, Qin Yaping didn't dare to relax, "This child is your only hope, we all know it, and I'm sure that this child is not because of Lu Yunzheng, shouldn't you hate him?" He hurts you again and again, even if you give in every way, he refuses to let you keep this child, shouldn't you avenge this child of yours? ”
Liang Ruo listened beside her, feeling that Qin Yaping's words were becoming more and more wrong, and she wanted to open her mouth to stop him from saying this, but was stopped by Qin Yaping.
Xu Nanqiao's reaction became more and more intense, how could she not hate?
"If you still have a little bit of motherhood, you should be strong and avenge your child!"
Xu Nanqiao's tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, and his heart had been completely replaced by hatred.
Yes, that's right, she owes him a lot, his parents' lives, his love when he was young, the trust they gave her in the whole family, all these she once had, yes, she didn't cherish it at the beginning, she regretted it, she was annoyed, and even lived a life of no one and no ghost and no ghost all the time, just for this atonement.
However, now, she has paid off all of this child, and she can be regarded as exchanging this child for herself, she has to be strong and use all her strength to avenge her child!
Qin Yaping was pulled out of the ward by Liang Ruo.
"Mr. Qin, is it a bit inappropriate for you to say that?"
Although Liang Ruo also knew that Xu Nanqiao really valued this child, and knew that Lu Yunzheng had really hurt Xu Nanqiao, but if Qin Yaping provoked the relationship between Xu Nanqiao and Lu Yunzheng like this, I am afraid that it will be impossible for these two people to get back together in the future.
"If there's anything wrong, please advise." Qin Yaping's voice sounded cold.
"We can all see how deep Nan Qiao's feelings are for Mr. Lu, if you guide her like this, it is likely that she and Mr. Lu will never be able to do it again, may I ask Mr. Qin, is this really right?"
Qin Yaping didn't want to say more, let alone argue with her.
"I know that Mr. Qin is selfish, but I still have to remind Mr. Qin that emotional matters cannot be forced, we all know who Nan Qiao likes."
"You think what you said is reasonable, Miss Liang, you were also in the ward just now, you look at Nan Qiao's appearance, if you don't give her a reason to live at that moment, do you know what will happen to her?"
Qin Yaping is afraid, he is really afraid, he can't lose Xu Nanqiao, maybe Lu Yunzheng can still afford to lose Xu Nanqiao, but he is really scared of love.
Liang Ruo was stunned, a little incredible, she recalled the appearance of seeing Xu Nanqiao in the ward, and she really understood that no one would be able to persuade her at this time, it turned out that Qin Yaping used the method of agitation.
"I'm sorry, Mr. Qin, I misunderstood you." Liang Ruo hurriedly apologized, but she always felt a little bad, "But Mr. Qin, I always feel that this is not good, so that in the future, there will really be nothing between Nan Qiao and Mr. Lu." ”
Qin Yaping knew that it was nothing if Liang Ruo didn't understand his thoughts, "It shouldn't be possible between them in the first place, Lu Yunzheng can't get over the hurdle of his parents in his heart, and Nan Qiao can't get over it either, even if they are barely together, they are just torturing each other." ”
Liang Ruo didn't understand very much, "What do you mean?" What does this have to do with Mr. Lu's parents? ”
It turned out that Liang Ruo didn't know what was going on, but Qin Yaping didn't want to explain it anymore.
"Miss Liang, I can only say that there is already hatred between them, and it can't be resolved with a few simple words."
Knowing that Qin Yaping didn't want to say more, Liang Ruo didn't ask any more.
Back in the ward, Qin Yaping saw that Xu Nanqiao was already asleep, he nervously called the nurse, and the nurse said that there was no problem, but he was asleep, and Qin Yaping was relieved.
Xu Nanqiao was seriously injured this time, and it was still a little difficult for her to recover, but as if she had some faith, except for being silent and not speaking, everything was arranged by the doctors and nurses.
Finally, in the third month, she was finally able to be discharged from the hospital.
After being discharged from the hospital, Xu Nanqiao found Gu Yan.
Gu Yan was still very surprised, he didn't expect Xu Nanqiao to look for him.
In a relatively dark coffee shop, Gu Yan finally met Xu Nanqiao.
He hadn't seen her for a long time, and he barely recognized her.
The person has lost a lot of weight, but I don't know why, there is still a feeling of strength from her body.
Has she changed?
"Nan Qiao?" Gu Yan greeted.
Gu Yan's voice dragged Xu Nanqiao back from his contemplation.
Xu Nanqiao smiled, "Teacher Gu, you're here." ”
After sitting down, Gu Yan quickly discovered the difference between Xu Nanqiao, and today Xu Nanqiao put on a very delicate makeup.
In the past, she didn't like to go out with makeup, but it was because of the movie she made before, and the company required her to wear makeup when she went out, so she reluctantly put on light makeup.
Seeing that Gu Yan seemed to be a little apprehensive, Xu Nanqiao smiled and said, "What's the matter, Teacher Gu?" ”
Gu Yan felt even more wrong, "Did you bring makeup today?" ”
Xu Nanqiao poured Gu Yan a cup of black tea.
"Yes, as a public figure, you must always maintain your own state, this is what you taught me, Teacher Gu."
Gu Yan finally felt that there was something wrong with Xu Nanqiao, in the past, Xu Nanqiao was a very kind person, this kind of harmony came from the inside out, and now Xu Nanqiao, although he is very polite, but he has no meaning of being kind at all.
She became cold.
In recent months, Xu Nanqiao's movements, Liang Ruo also told him, he knew that during this time, Xu Nanqiao had suffered many blows, and he also knew that her transformation was an inevitable result, but he still felt that it was a pity, maybe the kind Xu Nanqiao before would never appear again.
"Nan Qiao, how are you doing?"
He didn't dare to contact Xu Nanqiao directly for a while, but now that he does, he can only ask this officially, although he knows that she is not doing well at all.
Xu Nanqiao looked out the window from a distance, as if he was reminiscing about something, "That's it, there's nothing good or bad." ”
Gu Yan took a sip of the coffee in front of him as if he were covering.
"Teacher Gu, I want to use all my energy for acting in the future, and I will continue my studies, and I ask Teacher Gu to help."
Gu Yan finally knew that something was really wrong with Xu Nanqiao, she was a talented actor, and he had always wanted to develop her talent, but Gu Yan had always known that it was because Lu Yunzheng hoped that she could be an excellent actor, so she would pay special attention to acting.
So now, she shows that she is so interested in acting, is there any hope for Lu Yunzheng?
Thinking of this, Gu Yan still wanted to persuade Xu Nanqiao.
"Nan Qiao, our relationship is also quite good, there are some things I know I shouldn't say, but I still want to tell you, after all, I have also been your agent for so long......"
Xu Nanqiao didn't speak, just looked at Gu Yan quietly, looking like he was listening.
"Nan Qiao, I know that there are many things between you and Yun Zheng before, and I can also see the feelings between you, but there are not only feelings in this world, there are also many things worth caring about, maybe you don't have the kind of fate that can get along with each other, it's better not to entangle, let go of each other, and let go of yourself."
After listening to Gu Yan's words, Xu Nanqiao laughed softly, she had been smiling faintly all the time, "Teacher Gu, you think too much, I have let go of all the things before, and I also know that there are some things that I can't ask for, so I'm ready to live my own life." ”
Gu Yan was surprised, he didn't expect Xu Nanqiao to say this, but looking at Xu Nanqiao's appearance again, he knew that what she said should be true.
"You, did you really let go?"
Still a little unconvinced.
Xu Nanqiao nodded, "I let it go, I need to let it go, after all, Mr. Lu doesn't love me." ”
"So you still want to keep acting?"
Xu Nanqiao nodded firmly, "Yes, I want to continue acting." ”
Gu Yan couldn't understand Xu Nanqiao a little, "You're not here to ......"
He originally wanted to continue asking, but when the words came to his lips, he also thought that some things could already be regarded as Xu Nanqiao's privacy, and he couldn't ask too clearly, anyway, Lu Yunzheng also hoped that he would continue to be her agent, which was just right, saving him from looking for her again and convincing her.
"Okay, okay, I won't ask, then it's decided, you will have a hard time next, fortunately, in the previous play, you already have a good starting point, this time, you disappear in the circle, and the rumors outside will be more ugly, you have to be mentally prepared."
When it comes to work, Gu Yan is still very professional.
What does Xu Nanqiao say on the Internet?
Xu Nanqiao also checked it herself, saying that she had a fetus for Lu Yunzheng, although Lu Yunzheng's real girlfriend was very sad, she still said that Xu Nanqiao was also a pitiful person.