"I don't want to, Mom, I don't want to." With that, Mango turned around and went back to the room to sulk.

"Ugh." I sat on the couch with my forehead stroked, and the sudden frustration overwhelmed me.

"What's wrong?"

"It's fine. If the mango is too old to be disciplined, it will be too late to discipline it when he goes to school in the future. I shook my head and said to Lin Jia, "Lin Jia, am I a failure?" If you don't have friends, you can't handle family relationships and relationships with your daughters. ”

"No, you're good, it's just that I didn't give you a good environment." Lin Jia took me into his arms and stroked my head, "You are very good, in my heart, you are the best." ”

After that, I went to Mango's room, and after a while, Lin Jia took Mango and Little Cream and walked towards me, "Mom." Mango pulled my clothes, "Mom, I'm sorry, it's my fault, I will definitely listen to you in the future, don't look at the tablet, don't look at the phone." ”

The sudden frustration made me unable to look directly at the child, the child said sorry, which overwhelmed me, tears hit me instantly, I hugged the child tightly, "It's Mom's fault, Mom didn't take more time to spend with you, Mom didn't give you a better environment." ”

"Okay, let's eat quickly, if you don't eat again, it's going to be cold, didn't you just say that you want the child to eat and go to bed quickly?"

I wiped the tears from my face, squeezed out a smile and said to Mango, "Let's go, Mom will take you to dinner." ”

This little episode did not affect the precious time of our family of four sitting together to eat alone, most of the time we ate together at my mother's house, and a small part of the time Lin Jia and I had to work night shifts, or other things, in short, the time left for the two of us to take care of the children was too little and too little.

I remember very well that once the kindergarten teacher asked me to draw a picture of the time with my parents, and Mango drew a bed, and the three little people smiled with their eyes closed.

Mango explained to the teacher that my parents were not at home all day, and when they came back, they would take me to bed, and never took me to the park or played with me.

Every time I think about this painting, I feel sad.

During the meal, I touched Mango's little face, "Mom, will I spend more time with you and Xiao Cream in the future?" ”

"Really?" Mango glared.

"Hmm."

"yes, hooray, mom is amazing."

I took Lin Jia's hand, "Lin Jia, let's spend a little more time with the children in the future, okay?" ”

"Okay, I'll listen to you."

Or maybe Lin Jia and I both know that it seems to be just a spur of the moment, because what awaits the two of us is unpaid debts and non-stop work.

This night, the four of us were crammed into one bed, since we came back from the imperial capital, Mango had to sleep with us, so it seemed to be a little happier, we didn't stop Mango, sometimes the child still wants her to be a little better.

Early the next morning, I sent my sleeping child to my mother, and hurriedly followed Lin Jia to the hospital.

Today is very busy, Jingxin is on leave, so I temporarily formed a new partner, a senior teacher, so today I came to the instrument nurse.

At about one o'clock in the afternoon, my mobile phone rang at an inopportune time, and I didn't answer it at first, but when the phone rang for the third time, I asked the teacher in the audience, "Mr. Shang, please help me answer the phone and turn on the speakerphone." ”

"Hello?" Because the phone was placed on the pendant, it was far away from me, and I couldn't see the phone number, so I had to ask who it was first.

"Xia Fei, I'm sister-in-law."

"Oh, sister-in-law, I'm in surgery, can I call you back after the operation?"

"Yes, be sure to call me back after the surgery."

"Okay."

The phone was hung up in a hurry, but my heart began to go up and down, my sister-in-law usually doesn't call me, if there is anything, she must be calling Lin Jia, if she can call me, she must want to say something.

Because I had an open cervical cancer surgery today and was removing my uterus at the moment, I didn't have that much time to ask this question, so I tried to calm myself down and concentrate on the surgery.

Three hours later, the operation was finally over, and when I had finished washing the instruments and packed up, I took out the phone and called my sister-in-law.

I knew that my sister-in-law should want to say something about Lin Jia, so I specially found an empty operating room, and I couldn't let others hear the call.

"Hello, sister-in-law, I just finished the operation."

"That Lin Jia owes money, you know?" My sister-in-law went straight to the point and didn't be polite to me.

"I didn't know before, but now I know."

"What do you want to do?"

"Pay it back."

"More than two million? How do you pay it back? ”

"I took out all my savings and then borrowed some from relatives and friends, and I said that Lin Jia is my husband, and I can't leave him alone."

"It's easy to say, more than two million, one day, two days, it's been a long time, there is no house, no car, and a lot of debts, how long can you hold on with Lin Jia? Don't you want to get a divorce then? Now your eldest brother asked me to take my house to save Lin Jia, even if my house is built in, can Lin Jia pay it off? Will you divorce Lin Jia then? ”

"Divorce?" I was suddenly stunned, "I never thought about divorce. ”

"You haven't thought about it now, but it doesn't mean that you won't think about it in the future, I will give you the house to pay off the debt, and you finally divorced, who is going to go to my house?"

My ears buzzed when my sister-in-law's words came out, "Sister-in-law, didn't you say that Lin Jia is your own brother?" Shouldn't you be like my eldest brother at this time, and find a way to help Lin Jia, instead of asking me if I will get a divorce? ”

"Don't change the subject, he is my own brother, but he can't be guilty of me using my own house to save him, this is a matter for the two of you, I can save Lin Jia, unless you sign a guarantee that you will not divorce until you repay the money, otherwise, I can't lend you money."

"Sister-in-law, you lent us money, I'm divorced here, take the money with you?"

"Yes, that's what it means, Lin Jia, I don't doubt it, he was born to our mother, but when it comes to money, how many couples fly separately when it comes to disaster."

In the spare operating room, I didn't turn on the lights, there was no fresh air in the room, there was no monitor, it was surprisingly quiet, and I could even hear my own heartbeat.

"Sister-in-law, I feel like I've been insulted by you." At that moment, I didn't really want to shed tears, since Lin Jia's accident, I was thinking about how to help him pay back the money, but now I don't know if it was my mother-in-law's instructions or my sister-in-law's meaning, in short, I really felt offended when I said this.

My heart was a little irritable, I hung up the phone, turned off the phone, had a bit of a sore head, didn't shower, didn't go home, went to Vivian's bar.