Carefully putting the first diary away, Jiang Feng picked up the second notebook and read it.

2015.2.23 Sunny

My brother hasn't been home for two months, but on the phone he said that he was doing well in the army and had won a medal, which is amazing!

This week Dad said he was going to take us to the countryside for a picnic, but lately the gas station always seems to have to send a queue of hours, and sometimes Dad goes back to the city to get gas, but most of the time he returns empty-handed.

2015.3.18 Light rain

Dad said that Rogmore was at war, oh my God, my cousin's house was there, Dad and Mom watched the TV news on time every day, they were in a hurry, and Mom would often burst into tears because of the images shown on TV.

Uncle Philbow, Aunt Ephira, and Aunt Susanti, they have been coming to my house a lot lately, and the most talked about when adults get together is official governance, what is official governance? I didn't understand it at all, and I wasn't interested at all, I just knew that my favorite cartoons weren't on TV anymore because the news was always on the air.

2015.7.15 Sunny

Dad had returned from Cadoken, his face was ugly, and he said that the train and bus stations were crowded with people who wanted to leave Starlow, but the traffic seemed to be paralyzed, and the train could not enter the town.

Recently, I can also feel that there are a lot fewer people in the town, Daphne, Dewei, Rama, they were all sent away by their parents, and my father seems to want to send me away, but I really don't want to leave, I want to stay with them.

2015.11.7 Negative

Someone tried to leave the town in the middle of the night through Rocal Big Joe, but someone shot him! It's true! Kabir said he saw with his own eyes that a schoolgirl returning from college was beaten to death, her blood splattered on the bridge.

The last words she said before dying were, "Is this still Starlow!?" ”

It's really scary, and the faces of my parents are also terrible, it's not normal, it's not normal at all!

"Huh......" Jiang Feng let out a long breath and put down the second diary.

His brow furrowed from the moment he began reading the diary, and it was clear that much of it was a sign of imminent war.

Tia's way of writing a diary is very detailed, and she writes down almost everything, which makes Jiang Feng feel as if she has experienced this pre-war period with her perspective, and her whole heart has always been hanging.

Leaning back in the chair and closing his eyes for a while, Jiang Feng sat up straight and opened the third diary.

2016.1.2

Starlo is in big trouble, really big trouble! I heard gunshots at home, and they were so close to my house that my father didn't dare to take us over the wall to Iska's house, so we had to hide in the basement first.

All day, there was thunder of bombs falling and gunfire overhead, and I even heard the sound of airplanes!

We prayed in the basement to thank our family for such a life-saving place.

……

I couldn't sleep, and the sound of glass breaking in the street made my scalp tingle.

2016.1.4.

There was a shell that landed in Jukai Park, where I often go with my classmates, and the bomb injured a lot of people, including Niaki, Saman, Shah, Lisiqi, Saidani......

Nina died, a piece of shrapnel hit her in the head, she was a very sweet girl, we used to go to the same kindergarten and played together in Jukai Park, I will never see her again...... Why is this happening? What did she do wrong? She didn't do anything! A nasty battle has taken the life of a little child.

I will always remember her, a lovely 12 year old girl.

2016.2.5

I haven't been out of the house for a month, I don't know what else to write, my life has been full of wars, deaths, maiming, bombs, grievances and sorrows, almost all my friends are gone, and even if they don't, I don't know if we'll ever see each other again.

A lot of people Mom and Dad knew had been killed, Holy Light, what the hell was going on here? Or are we doing something wrong? Why punish us like this.

2016.2.10

It had been a long time without electricity and we were very worried about the food in the fridge, although it was not much, but it was a pity if it broke.

Eventually, we decided to cook all the food on a wood-burning stove and invited another Tusca family to come and eat it all together.

It's the fullest I've eaten this month, but what's next? Dad said that the flour in the market can only be bought with eagle knives, and it costs 60 eagle knives, which is a robbery at all!

Now you can't buy anything with rupees, oh my gosh!? Do we still have to endure hunger?

2016.2.20

Gunshot! Guns! Kill! Despair! Hunger! Misery! Fear!

This is my life! An innocent junior high school student lives! A junior high school student who has no school to go to and no school joy.

A kid with no games, no friends, no sun, no birds, no nature, no fruits, no chocolates and sweets!

Yes!!!!!

I am experiencing a real war, and I am witnessing an ugly, hateful war with my own ears. When will I cry, weep, and cry for help with thousands of other children in this city that is being destroyed, but no one will come to save us?

2016.2.23

The bridge leading to the black market was the most dangerous because there were snipers aiming at it, and every time my dad went out, my mom and I watched him run across the bridge from the window.

2016.2.24

We took everything we could and filled it with water, and now we have to conserve water, otherwise we probably won't see the sun tomorrow.

2016.3.1

Dad had a hernia, he lost a lot of weight, and the work of going out to find food and water was too heavy for him, and now Mom has to go out to find food and water alone, but ...... How did she rob those men?

……

Closing the third diary, Jiang Feng seemed to have understood why Tia had given her diary to himself.

She wanted me to understand that she had waited too long for this day, and that she was praying every day that someone would come and save her from this life.

"Team Jiang, what are you looking at? The expression is so serious, huh? At this time, Ye Qingsheng, who was sitting next to Jiang Feng, couldn't help but ask.

"Oh, nothing." Jiang Feng shook his head.

Seeing that Jiang Feng didn't want to answer, Ye Qingsheng didn't continue to ask, turned around and pointed out the window and said, "We have already entered the country." ”

Jiang Feng glanced outside, and a feeling of going home came to his heart, this was the first time he missed his country, his hometown, and his family so much.

After sighing, Jiang Feng looked at the last diary left, and didn't have the courage to read it for a while, because judging from Tia's current situation, he knew how worried he was about the content of the fourth diary just by thinking about it.

With a sigh, Jiang Feng carefully put the four diaries back into the cloth bag, and he decided to read them later.

At 14:12 Yanjing time, the plane landed at the capital airport on time.

The first thing Jiang Feng did when he got off the plane was to turn on his mobile phone and call his mother first.

Of course, Jiang Feng would not tell his mother that he had gone to Barrotan, but told her that he was going to participate in a closed training, and it was hard to say when he would come back.

Closed training, it's normal not to be able to make a phone call, the reason why he made such an excuse is because Jiang Feng was afraid that if a bomb suddenly exploded outside during a phone call, it wouldn't scare his mother into not being able to sleep for a month?

"Hey, Fengfeng! Oh yo! You've been calling me all the time, why have you been training for so long? You can't even make phone calls. ”

"The school is strict, they are all according to the standards of the army, of course, you can't call casually, for fear of leaking military secrets."

"Hey, it's still a military secret, I won't ask nonsense, so you're back in college now?"

"Well, I'm about to go back, I'll call you to report your safety as soon as this is over."

"If you're sensible, have you eaten?"

"I've eaten, how are you doing at home?"

"Okay, it's all good, Lei Lei has been studying hard lately, and her grades are in the top five of her grade."

"That's great, I'll call again in the evening to praise her."

"Yes, yes, it's time to hit one, then you should hurry back to school first, be careful on the road."

"Got it, Mom, then I'll hang up first."

"Well, hang it up, be careful on the road."

"Okay."

After smiling and agreeing, Jiang Feng hung up the phone.