Chapter 394: Can't tell
Perhaps, the owner of the riverside restaurant didn't expect that his wife, who usually swallows warm water, would end his life to let him engrave his love affair with her! Before that, this boss must have never felt that his wife had such a deep affection for him and for this family. He may just think that they are a husband and wife who respect each other like guests, treat each other politely at home, show affection outside, and raise their children wholeheartedly, all for the sake of life, nothing more.
Now, does this boss get it? It turns out that there are also people who are affectionate not in their words, but in their hearts. Otherwise, how could his wife, who knew from the time he and Zhang Ming got along, still lived with him unchanged, and still took care of this family wholeheartedly and unselfishly for their children? These, if he hadn't finally filed for divorce and she drank medicine and woke up emotionally out of control, he probably wouldn't have known for the rest of his life how deep a woman's emotions must be to really do it!
Qin Wafan held his mobile phone, his mind completely immersed in speculation about his psychological activities
"I have a clear conscience about you and this family, why do you treat me like this? Why do you still abandon me? You forsake me, I have nothing, I have nothing! I can't hold my head up in front of my children, I'm so failed, so hard, so dedicated to maintaining you, maintaining this home, until now, it's finally broken! My dreams are shattered! My home is shattered! The person I liked, the person I thought I could rely on for a lifetime, is gone! So what am I still alive for? ”
"The reason why I have watched you be restless for another woman for so many years, but I want to give you more family warmth to make up for it! Every time I watch you come back from Guangzhou, my brows are tightened, I am afraid that you will mention the divorce to me, but every time you don't, just you toss and turn by yourself and can't sleep steadily, my heart hurts, I know that you are embarrassed, for the sake of the children and for this family, you are also embarrassed, but you have not given up, I can't give up, our family has not been easy to come to this day, I don't want to give up, I won't give up, as long as you don't mention divorce, as long as this family is still there, you come back, then your heart, I am willing to share half of it to others, but, You can't deceive people too much, they all come to the house, it's not enough to give half of it, you have to give it all, I can't afford to give it, I'm done, where am I going? I can't stand at the door and show you, my child, and I can't watch his mother be swept away with such dignity, can I? But what can I do, I can't let it go, I can only let it go! ”
The woman, who was usually extremely gentle, must have shed tears of despair after dying once, and confided in her husband the words that had been held in her heart for many years, regardless of the child's side.
And the boss must also be heartbroken, the old love can't come back, and the current love can't be obtained, and the long days will continue, connected to his underage child. I also have to face the child's hateful eyes when I see my mother being hurt, and I have to think about how to erase the hatred in the child's eyes and restore the clarity before my heartache! All of this will be like a huge and unsolvable problem in front of the middle-aged man, with no one to help, and it is even likely that there is no one to support, more of them are pointing and pointing and looking at strange eyes. What could he do? What to do?
Qin Wafan felt confused when he thought about it, as if he was floating in front of him in a piece of water, and he couldn't tell the difference. In the long life of husband and wife, what do you rely on, do you have a lot of affection? So why is it fading? Is it a joint business? So why can't you merge the two hearts into one?
He felt that the confusion was deep in his bones, and he expected someone to give him a hint, but not Sakura
And the proprietress of the riverside restaurant, that is known to half of Qinfang Town, a good wife and mother who gives a thumbs up and praises, a good woman who is capable of running a family and managing the store.
Zhang Ming, naturally, will become the target of public criticism. How will she face her future and how will she repair the emotional wounds of this devastating blow? Will she still be able to hold on to what she thinks of as emotion? Can she survive with a broken tail in her life, draw a clear line from now on, and move forward bravely without looking back?
Life is really an unsolvable problem for everyone. However, who can deny that every problem in life is actually caused by the people themselves in life?
The bell also needs to be tied to the bell. In life, whether it is because of desire, because of the yearning of that heart, the bell that is tied to it still has to endure itself to untie the bell.
Qin Wafan's confusion, whether it is at this moment, before, or in the future, can only be solved by his own efforts.
Perhaps, looking in the sky, you can see the confused veins clearly, and you can better unravel the bell of those difficult problems in life, but you need to be at a higher place.
Qin Wafan shuddered in his heart, glad that he was fortunate not to take that step towards Bai Pujia like the owner of the riverside restaurant, or to the girl next to him who was interested in him.
He is afraid that he will lay more traps in life, and he is still satisfied with the happiness of his family life at the moment. At least, no matter how many troubles there are, they can be dismantled and solved, and there is no need to hurt so many innocents. Sure enough, after getting married, it's not just about two things.
However, Pu Jia is not Zhang Ming, she will not put herself in such a situation. Irrational feelings are mistakes in her eyes, and she doesn't want to pay for them with her life and her life. What's more, Pu Jia has never wanted to be with him. Qin Wafan laughed at himself again in his heart, he was really sentimental.
But this incident is a good lesson case for him, the owner of the riverside restaurant is 7 years older than him, and he believes that with his own determination and reason, even in the face of girls who like him so much, he will not easily take half a step out of the family door.
What about the white pampertail? Hey, this, no solution. It's best to keep this kind of mystery without a mystery. The corners of his mouth actually smiled intently. If Zhang Lan saw his smile in front of him at this moment, she would definitely scold him for gloating.
"Sister, I understand!"
Zhang Lan was still holding something on the other side of the phone, but Qin Wafan actually didn't listen to it, but he said something after he felt comfortable in his heart.
"It's good to get it. I will go back to Qinfang. Let's talk again when we get there. ”
Probably because his words just picked up Zhang Lan's words, Zhang Lan also complied.