"Oh yes, I'll call right away." I came back to my senses and hurried to work. Xia Fei, Xia Fei, this is not the time when you should be in a daze, I kept talking to myself, hoping that I could recover from the fact that the abuser was a patient with mental problems.

Minutes and seconds passed in the hustle and bustle of everyone. At eight o'clock in the morning, the operation was finally over, the patient's blood pressure was temporarily relieved by 90/45, and after a few of us sent the patient away, we were tired and collapsed directly in the conference room, at this time the head nurse said, "Jingxin, Xia Fei, you two should rest for a day today, this state is not suitable for surgery." ”

Jing Xin nodded, "Thank you, head nurse, you just let me go on again, I can't go on it, don't you know, how bloody this operation is, I can't say it, I want to vomit now" I saw Jing Xin retching.

"An operating room nurse is still afraid to see blood?" The head nurse teased.

At this time, the anesthesia teacher said, "Don't you see it, head nurse, Wang Ning lifted out a kidney like a baby at night, do you say evil or not?" The kidneys were cut off directly, how can you dig out the kidneys directly, I give 5 points for the cruelty of the scene. ”

"Okay, okay, don't talk about it, the three of you hurry up and take a shower, change your clothes and go home to sleep, it's hard work." The head nurse finished and left.

"I don't want to move, I don't want to move, I really want to go to the toilet, but my leg is about to break." Jing Xin shook his head and shouted.

"What should I do if I push you on a stretcher? Why don't you just wear a diaper and you can do whatever you want. I teased.

"Admire, Xia Fei, it's all here, you're still in the mood to joke. What an iron man. The anesthesiologist arched his hand and said to me.

I smiled bitterly and said, "I sleep poorly, sometimes I don't sleep all day and I don't feel sleepy, so my spirit is still better, in fact, I envy you can sleep more soundly, last night I just took sleeping pills and lay down, before I fell asleep, the phone rang." ”

"You, it's better to take a good look early, it's not okay to always have insomnia, how can people do if they don't sleep."

"I know, I'm not with you anymore, I'm going home, I'm going to take a shower." I waved at Jingxin and the anesthesia teacher and left.

After taking a shower, I dragged my not too tired body and rode the electric car to prepare to go back, absent-mindedly along the way, constantly thinking about what my assistant said during the operation last night.

This person is psychotic, this person is manic. Thinking of this, I turned around the electric car and drove towards the mental hospital, and I had to go to Zhang Teng again. I didn't care about registration, I rushed directly into Zhang Teng's consultation room, the psychiatric hospital is a place that pays special attention to privacy, my sudden appearance obviously startled both the nurse in the consultation room and Zhang Teng, Zhang Teng immediately explained to the patient, "This is my sister estimated that there is an urgent matter at home, so she is in such a hurry, she called me just now." Then Zhang Teng waved at me and motioned for me to go out and wait.

"Come here." The nurse in the clinic said to me, "You sit here and wait for him, and when this patient is finished, I will stop for a while, and you can go to him." ”

I nodded, sat outside and waited for Zhang Teng's medical appointment.

A quarter of an hour later, the nurse in the clinic said to me, "Go find him." ”

I rushed into the consultation room with an arrow: "Zhang Teng, Zhang Teng, I have something to ask you." ”

Before I could finish speaking, Zhang Teng said, "Why didn't you come for a follow-up recently?" You don't come to adjust the medication situation, and you yourself as a nurse don't know that this is not good for your condition? ”

"I've been feeling good lately, so I've been taking this dose and then haven't come to you to increase or decrease, I have something I want to ask you."

"Tell me, something." Zhang Teng pushed his glasses and said.

I told Zhang Teng what happened last night.

Zhang Teng said, "Most mania is not like this, and some severe patients may behave like this after experiencing some external stimuli. ”

"That means I have a chance." I continued to ask, "Is it true that I have done harm to myself and others before, and that has actually proven that I am aggressive." ”

"Well, sort of."

I suddenly felt a little sad, and my whole body suddenly collapsed in my chair like a deflated ball, and kept muttering to myself, "I may hurt them, I may attack them." ”

"Xia Fei, don't think like this, you are taking medicine, you are in good control at the moment, as long as you take the medicine on time, you can control it very well. You don't have any mental burdens. ”

With a sad heart, I waved at Zhang Teng and left the hospital. All the way I thought that it might be time for me to make a little break with Lin Jia. I can't hurt him, I can't hurt my children again, I'm afraid that one day in the future I won't be able to control myself.

"Coming back? You haven't eaten yet, come on, I'll give you hot milk. Lin Jia heard a knock on the door in the kitchen and came out to look.

I smiled at Lin Jiawei, "You look tired. Lin Jia gently touched my head while pushing me to sit on the sofa. Hurry up and sit down to rest for a while, drink some milk, go to bed, and stew a black ** for you at noon to replenish your vitality. ”

"How can you be embarrassed to let a patient take care of me?" I close my eyes and enjoy the tranquility of the moment.

"I'll be back to work next week, I'm well recovered, even if you want to do something shy right now." Lin Jia suddenly approached me, and I immediately opened my eyes and pushed him away, "Go and give me hot milk." ”

I got up and walked to Mango's room, and I stood in the doorway and seemed to see Little Cream and Mango as frightened by me that night, and I will never forget the tears on their eyelashes.

I touched Mango's little pajamas and small pillows, and I just felt that if I stayed with me, I was afraid that the child would be hurt mentally.

"Xia Fei, the milk is ready." I watched in a daze, and I didn't hear Lin Jia call me. Suddenly, someone circled his back, and he was shocked. "What are you doing here? The milk is ready, come out quickly. Lin Jia spoke softly in my ear, her voice soft, and the heat tickled behind her ear.

"Okay, I'll come out now. It's just that I haven't seen the children all night, and I miss them a little. ”

"You have a good night's sleep, the two of us will go to school together to pick up the children from school in the afternoon, they must be very happy to see the two of us."

I nodded at Lin Jia, took Lin Jia's hand and came out.

Sitting at the dining table, Lin Jia held her chin and said to me, "Eat quickly." ”

"Lin Jia," I paused, and said to Lin Jia, "I have something I want to discuss with you." ”

"What's wrong? What's the matter, it's not too late to drink the milk first, and if you don't drink it, it's going to be cold again, you have a bad stomach, and if you drink it cold, you will have a stomachache, be obedient, and talk about it after eating. ”

"But ....."

"Don't be, be obedient. Aren't you hungry for an overnight operation? I called Jing Xin just now, Jing Xin was so tired that he couldn't even speak, why are you so in good spirits. ”

"I'm just," I said to Lin Jia, trying to finish what I hadn't finished, "Lin Jia." It's not good for you to let me say it well. ”

"It's not good, obedient, don't eat or sleep, drink it first. Do you want me to feed you like a child? ”