After finishing his uncle's surgery during the day, he came home at night, coaxing mango to take a bath and sleep like a war, and after this big string of things was done, he returned to the house, and Lin Jia was still playing with Xiao Cream. Recently, I don't know why, Xiao Cream sleeps very late, and always goes to bed after ten o'clock, which used to be only occasional, but now it has become like this almost every day. In Lin Jia's words, it may be that he has grown up and found that sleeping is too boring, and he wants to see this beautiful world of flowers.

Lin Jia and I were leaning on the bed and practicing turning over with Little Cream. At this time, Lin Jia's WeChat suddenly rang, one, two, three, several times in a row.

"It's so late, who sent you WeChat?" I asked.

"Maybe the director conveys a new spirit, let me see" Lin Jia picked up his phone and looked at it. "It's not the director, it's one of my intern students, which probably means thank me or something."

"Thank you for being so late? Don't know that your teacher also needs to rest? I pressed on, "What about the intern?"

"That's what you saw today," Lin Jia replied with a nonchalant expression.

When I thought of Jingxin's serious conversation with me today, I suddenly felt a little sick in my heart. I didn't keep asking because I didn't know what to ask.

So he said a little unhappily, "I still go back to WeChat with the female intern so late, and in addition, you also let the intern add your WeChat?" ”

Lin Jia didn't seem to hear my unhappiness, "Because sometimes I need them to help bring food, change dressings or something, it's more convenient to explain things, it's just work." ”

Since Lin Jia didn't say it, I didn't continue to ask, but this matter did affect my mood tonight, and I didn't even want to coax Xiao Cream to sleep, and I felt stuffy in my chest. I'm like that, before it happened, I even ended up with the divorce.

At night, while the child and Lin Jia were asleep, I sat on the balcony alone to change my mind. Looking at the starry sky that I have not seen for a long time, I brewed a cup of osmanthus tea, the tea fragrance is overflowing, as if the world is still, and I am the only one left, and it belongs to me alone. With the slowly hot air of osmanthus tea, my mind suddenly returned to the day I first met Lin Jia.

I had just finished a cesarean section that day when I saw a little doctor walking up and down the inner hallway. "Hey, what are you going to do?" I stepped forward and asked.

"Uh...... I can't find the exit from the buffer room. "The little doctor's face was flushed, and I could see that he was blushing even with a mask.

The first time I saw such a cute doctor, I couldn't help but laugh, "What are you nervous about, have you seen this aisle?" It's not written, buffer room. This can't be done, I can't see such a big word with glasses, which department of doctors, interns, advanced studies or newcomers? Look at me if I don't tell the director, this kind of look, how to go on surgery. I joked with a serious face.

"Don't, don't tell the director, I'm a new doctor from the Department of General Surgery, my name is Lin Jia, I, I, I'm just a little nervous and didn't see it, I can really see it, it's not invisible."

Seeing that he looked anxious, I laughed even louder, "I'm kidding you, don't be nervous." Let's go, bye-bye. ”

In this way, our first meeting was not romantic or love at first sight, but in the following days, little by little we built up memories, went to surgery together, ate hot pot together, fell in love, got married, and had children. And when a younger figure now intrudes into our lives, whether the relationship is normal or not, it suddenly makes me feel less confident. Is it because you see the corners of your mouth that are starting to droop in the mirror, or the scar on your stomach from childbirth, or the uterus that has been lost, breastfeeding day and night, doing housework? I do not know.