Chapter 5: Soul Breaking

Cai Xiaoxiao has been lying in bed for two months, and thanks to Fan'er's careful care, he was able to recover so quickly.

On weekdays, in addition to changing Cai Xiaoxiao's dressing, Fan'er also has to pinch Cai Xiaoxiao's muscles and exercise at least three times a day according to the instructions of the imperial doctor.

Otherwise, lying down like this for two months will easily cause blood blockage, muscle atrophy, and necrosis.

During these two months, Cai Xiaoxiao almost never took the initiative to speak. Unless, there are some physiological needs, such as urinating and urinating.

Because almost all of his limbs were fractured, Cai Xiao could only lie on the bed all the time, unable to move.

This state is about to catch up with the newborn baby, and the urine and urine are all dependent on a diaper.

However, where did such a thing as diapers come from in ancient times, it can only rely on the careful care and care of the fan.

Fortunately, Cai Xiaoxiao just can't move, not incontinence. Fortunately, in an adult, this is still smooth, and it can still be done by moving his mouth to ask someone for a favor.

In the past two months, Cai Xiaoxiao felt that he was even more dignified than death, he couldn't solve his own urine and urine, and he had to rely on others for food. This reminded Cai Yuwei that at the time when she was undercover in the criminal organization, Xiaomei explained to her the definition of total disability in the insurance: unable to get up by herself, dress, eat, urinate, bathe, and walk.

These six items, in terms of Cai Xiaoxiao's state in the past two months, are all in the middle.

It is not an exaggeration to define total disability.

It's just that Cai Xiao's state is not permanent, but just a temporary life that can't take care of himself.

Fan is very attentive and patient. In the past two months, I have never complained, no matter when, I am always on call and take care of me.

Now, the splint can be considered dismantled. Cai Xiaoxiao can finally sit up and act on his own.

"Fan'er, where are you the tallest, I want to go and see." Cai said in an old man's tone.

This can be regarded as the first sentence that Cai Xiaoxiao has taken the initiative to say in the past two months, in addition to his physiological needs.

It turned out that Cai Xiaoxiao wanted Fan'er to take her to the highest place in the palace, saying that she wanted to see the whole picture of the palace.

Fan Er changed Cai Yue's clothes and combed the queen's hair accessories. However, Cai Xiao's face was a little pale, and his lips were a little dry.

Fan Er is naturally not at ease, afraid of what Cai will do.

On the road, they met the patrolling guards and quietly passed a message to them, asking them to inform the emperor that the queen had gone to Hanxu Pavilion.

After the emperor received the news, he hurried to Hanxu Pavilion.

Cai Xiaoxiao stood on the top floor of the Hanxu Pavilion, looking down, it was as high as a six-story building.

Cai Xiaoxiao, who has not been active for two months, is still a little stiff in his limbs. But this does not affect Cai Xiaoxiao to do some things, after all, in the training of special forces, the muscles have already produced deep memories.

Cai glanced back at the fan behind him, and jumped onto the platform of Hanxu Pavilion.

Seeing this, Fan'er hurriedly ran over, but was scolded by Cai Xiaoxiao, "Don't come here, I'll jump down if I come over again." ”

"Mother, don't do anything stupid." Fan Er stood in place and was very anxious.

"Your name is Fan'er, right, thank you for taking care of me for the past two months. I'm grateful. Still the old man said in a somewhat lethal tone.

"Niangniang, you come down first, let's talk slowly when you come down, okay?" Fan Er was so anxious that he was about to burst into tears.

It's not easy to fan, and his original master died. Now the person who regards him as his master and has taken care of him for two months will also die.

"Fan'er, I'm a person who has died once, I'm not afraid of death. I'm just afraid of being a drag on the people I care about. Fan, you know what? When you cheat everyone, the person who treats you as his best friend is still willing to stand in front of the gun for you and die for you. Do you know what it's like? ”

"The slave doesn't know what the mother has experienced? But since she saved you, I hope you can live well, and you must not live up to her expectations. ”

"yes. His life was bought back by him. But who you are, I don't know. You are friend or foe, and I am even more stupid to tell the difference. If you saved me just to torture me, then I might as well finish myself. Returning this life to her can be regarded as two clearances. I can also live freely and chicly. Cai Xiaoxiao spoke without spirit or edge, and said lazily.

"Niangniang, you are the queen's mother, no one dares to harm you." Fan Er said this a little against his will, after all, the queen was really poisoned and died.

"Bengu doesn't know, Bengu is stupid now. The enemy is too powerful, and this palace knows itself. With this Miyamoto alone, they can't help them."

"Niangniang, will you come down first?"

"Fan'er, whether you really take care of me or for some purpose, thank you for these two months of care." After speaking, Cai Xiaoxiao's body leaned back, and due to the influence of gravity, Cai Xiaoxiao fell off the Hanxu Pavilion.

As soon as the emperor arrived at the Hanxu attic, he saw this scene. A light skill caught Cai Yu in the air and landed firmly on the ground.

Cai looked at the person in front of him, and intuitively felt that this person didn't look like a bad person. The eyebrows are clear and the eyes are beautiful, and the eyes are firm and focused.

But all bad guys have the skin of a good guy, and they don't have the word bad guy written on their faces.

At this time, Cai Xiaoxiao's eyes were blurred in addition to blurry. He doesn't trust anyone, anything. So everything is the most vague in his eyes, even if it is right in front of him.

"If the queen really wants to die, then I will immediately issue a holy decree and punish everyone in your Cai family, and the queen can be satisfied." The emperor let go of Cai Xiaoxiao, and said sternly and with some gentleness.

"Bengong is just to confirm whether the emperor really wants Bengong to die." Cai Xiao glared at the emperor, his eyes were full of murderous aura. It's like the kind of eyes that look at the enemy who killed his father, there is hatred, resentment, and impulse.

Cai Xiaoxiao didn't actually want to die, he just wanted to let himself feel death again. Remember the moment before death with despair, helplessness, fear. can feel how brave Xiaomei was at that time, standing in front of herself.

Only in this way will Cai Xiaoxiao live well, no matter at any time, he can't die, even if he just wants to. Therefore, Cai must strengthen his memory. The first time I died, it was forced, and I didn't feel so much, but this time it was different, this time it was Cai Yuxiao's own active choice of death.

The pre-death scene and the impact of death are the most real for Cai Xiaoxiao, and at that moment, every sensory cell is infinitely magnified.

At that moment, Cai Xiaoxiao recognized his true nature, it turned out that Cai Xiaoxiao was so afraid of death.

This kind of memory is permanently engraved in Cai Yu's mind. must be able to remind Cai Xiaoxiao all the time that no matter how many sugar-coated shells the enemy gives him, he must always remember who she is and her sacred mission.

Even if he goes underground, Cai Xiaoxiao is still a special soldier, and he has to exercise his rights and complete his unfinished mission.

The dead are not terrible, and the people who survive are the ones who have to experience the flavors of life with the wishes of the dead people.

The first thing to experience is how to get through this hurdle. This is a hurdle of guilt in the heart of others saving themselves.

After passing this hurdle, Cai can remember his original intention, his mission, and truly start anew.

"What if I didn't happen to be passing through here?" The emperor was a little stern and a little angry. A person who does not value his life so much, the emperor is really a little angry.

"The emperor will naturally come, if the emperor doesn't come, the palace will not die. It is not in vain that Bengong has been training in the special forces for so many years and suffering for so many years. Cai Xiaoxiao's eyes were obviously hostile, and he looked straight into the emperor's eyes.

In this whole world, it is estimated that no one dares to stare at the emperor except Cai Xiaoxiao, and dares to call himself the palace in front of the emperor.

Cai Xiaoxiao actually shot directly at the emperor, and the emperor could only accept it.

The palace people next to him could only watch. An emperor, a queen, no one dares to step forward without receiving instructions.

Cai Xiaoxiao's moves are all special forces' moves. The emperor naturally couldn't see which sect it was. In addition to feeling a little strange, it is still very powerful, and it can be on par with the emperor.

Cai jumped up and frightened Cai Yue.

It turns out that this jump is less than one meter, at most one meter. It stands to reason that this has been lying for two months, and even if the machine is not used for two months, it will be a little sluggish. But now Cai Xiaoxiao, who had exhausted all his strength, jumped to the top of the Zuyouhan Pavilion.

Cai was really frightened and shocked.

What kind of skill is this, Cai Xiaoxiao is going up, how to go down. There are no harnesses, no ropes, and no cushioning underneath.

If you fall straight down like this, you will definitely die.

Fortunately, the emperor was under the Hanxu attic, looking at Cai Yu, who was a little overwhelmed in the air. The emperor flew up, caught Cai Yu, and landed firmly on the ground again.

This once again confirmed the emperor's thoughts, the woman in front of him was not simple. also made the emperor even more sure that she was sent by God; is also more convinced that she must have an irreplaceable role in the death of the queen.

The emperor let go of Cai Xiaoxiao, but Cai Xiaoxiao has not yet come back to his senses.

At this moment, and Cai Xiaoxiao's initiative to fall down just now, are completely different things.

For the first time, even if the emperor doesn't come, Cai Xiaoxiao can also rely on his training in special forces to land safely. When Cai looked up to Hanxu Pavilion, she didn't look down for no reason, she carefully observed Hanxu Pavilion.

But this time is different, this skill has frightened Cai Xiaoxiao, plus Cai Xiaoxiao is completely in the air, and there are no buildings on the left and right. If you want to lean against the surrounding buildings, you can't do it.

After all, human walking is produced through friction, and this kind of scientific and objective basic principle, in Cai Xiaoxiao's heart, is a seed planted from small things.

Therefore, Cai Xiaoxiao never imagined that this skill could also be attached to air walking and flying, and it could be achieved without the help of any external tools.

Such an unscientific phenomenon is something that Cai Xiao, who comes from the 21 st century, takes Marxism as the guiding ideology and follows materialism, and he never dares to think of it.

What Cai Xiaoxiao can think of is that in this place, it must be some high-tech means used by criminal gangs to make people feel like weightlessness.

"Your Majesty, this palace will be waiting for you in the Zhaixiu Palace tonight. If you don't come, then Hongu will come to you himself. Cai Yue's tone was like an ultimatum to criminals.

There is a feeling that you are surrounded, that you have laid down your arms and that you will not fight fearlessly, and that every word you say will be a testimony in court.

The emperor immediately agreed, "Okay." Then I am waiting for you in the palace of diligence. ”

The two looked at each other, and Cai Xiaoxiao did not speak.

Cai turned around and left in a dashing manner. did not say a word of farewell to the emperor, nor did he give a gift to leave. Just turned around and walked away.

Cai Xiaoxiao still thought that it was really easy to force each other to die. After all, a corpse is of no use to anyone. It is still necessary to live to be useful.

Stay in the green mountains, no matter who this green mountain is, you are not afraid of no firewood.

The fan who followed behind Cai Xiaoxiao, and he didn't know what he had missed? There were some tears in his eyes, and Cai Xiaoxiao at this time would definitely not pay attention to the fan's every move. For Cai Xiaoxiao, this person only exists.

Back in the Qinzheng Palace, Fan Er didn't dare to ask, just waited carefully.

The emperor returned to the Qinzheng Palace and ordered that none of today's events should be passed on to the public.

The emperor sat in front of the desk, thinking about the scene in Hanxu Pavilion just now.

Cai is very good at martial arts, but the emperor has never seen it, and he doesn't know where he is studying. and Cai Yu's jump just now, this height, in the emperor's cognition, is obviously a person who is very good at light work.

But Cai Xiaoxiao's performance was a little panicked, was this the first time she used light power?

This is not in line with common sense, how can a cultivator use such a high-level light skill for the first time.

The more the emperor thought about it, the more confused he became, and he didn't want to think about it anymore.

After all, in addition to being confused, nothing has been clearly explained so far. So far, the emperor doesn't even know what Cai Xiao's name is.

In the evening, Fan'er took Cai to the Qinzheng Palace.

The emperor dismissed all the slaves and servants, and only the emperor and Cai were in the palace.

Cai Xiaoxiao did not salute, and sat lazily on the chair. Leaning on his back, he lifted Erlang's legs, looked at his hands casually and said, "I won't beat around the bush anymore, I don't want to die now." Why did you save me, I don't want to know. But you always save me for a reason and a purpose. So, let's talk about conditions. I'm undercover, I can be their undercover agent, or I can be your undercover agent. ”

The emperor still didn't understand what an undercover agent was, but the general meaning still understood seven or eight layers, "Then what conditions do you have?" ”

"Happy, my conditions are very simple, I want to travel out of the palace for a year. In the undercover industry, the risk is too high that even insurance companies do not accept underwriting. I've earned the rest of my life, even though I've earned the rest of my time. But I still can't live up to the heart of the person who saved me. I'm a little tired after being undercover for so many years. Go out of the palace to see this great river and mountain, and it is not in vain to live this life. Cai Xiaoxiao still looked at his hands casually,

"Really?" The emperor confirmed.

"Really. If the emperor is not at ease, he can send someone to follow me. Cai Xiaoxiao finally glanced at the emperor.

"Good. A gentleman is hard to chase after a horse. I want you to remember what you said today. This year, you will have a good time traveling the mountains and rivers. Since I dare to agree to your conditions, I will naturally not send anyone to follow you. If you can't come back, I don't need to. ”

"Refreshing, deal." Cai stood up and looked at the emperor very formally.

"When is the Empress going to leave?"

"I'll leave in the evening in five days." Here, Cai Xiaoxiao couldn't stay for a moment. Cai Yu is still thinking about his parents, his companions, and telling them the news that he is still alive.

"Why is it safer to walk at night and during the day?" The emperor said with concern.

"It's a person who can't see the light, and it's not that important to be safe or not?"

"Then don't be so anxious, you are just recovering from a serious illness and still need to recuperate."

"No, this palace is in good health."

"Good. I will command it immediately. Whatever you need, I will tell you to go down and let the people prepare it for you. ”

"Good. I'll tell Fan'er to take care of that. ”

Cai Xiaoxiao didn't say anything, didn't even say a word of thanks, turned around and left the Qinzheng Palace.

Back at Zhaixiu Palace, after breakfast the next morning, Cai asked Fan'er to take her around the palace.

When Cai Xiaoxiao was in college, he was known as a living map.

What is a living map? As long as he has been to a place, Cai Xiaoxiao can draw a map without any mistakes. Since he wants to be an undercover agent, the map in this palace should also leave a permanent backup in Cai Yu's mind.

Although it is five days, this huge palace can only be seen from a leisurely glance.

But it doesn't matter, a rough drawing is enough at this point.

Five days later, in the evening, the emperor sent someone to send Cai to the outside of the palace in a carriage.

When passing by the street to the outside of the city, Cai Xiao listened to some noisy sounds outside, lifted the curtain on the carriage, and looked outside.

Even at night, the streets are bustling with people.

"It's a big deal, even the streets are so consistent. I'm afraid this costume drama can't do this. Cai Xiaoxiao put down the curtain very easily.

In Cai Yu's heart, he always thought that this criminal gang was another base.

The city gates are to be closed at night, so Cai Xiaoxiao can't leave the city tonight. I can only stay overnight at an inn in the city.

This night, Cai Xiaoxiao didn't sleep, and when it was almost the dead of night in the city, he wandered around in this city to see the terrain trend in the city.

One night to see the main streets, as well as the living quarters, is still enough.

In the early morning of the next day, Cai was the first person to go out of the city that day at the moment when the city gate opened.

Cai took a deep breath, took a few steps forward, and rode on horseback.

"When I come back, I will definitely catch you all this time, and there will be no future trouble. It is inevitable that there will be a shootout at that time, but such a beautiful city, I am afraid that it will be destroyed, which is really a pity. Cai Xiaoxiao rode on the horse, looked into the distance, and said to himself.

After speaking, Cai Xiao rode his horse and whipped away.