Chapter 0229 Telling about the Past Life
Bai Ze's bony hands were caressing a jade piccolo, and the cool and moist feeling made his heart seem to tremble slightly, this feeling was familiar, just like a night like this a long time ago, she held her little hands tightly.
The memory was just about to trace back to that bleak night tens of thousands of years ago, when he suddenly heard Yan ask himself, Bai Ze was subconsciously a little stunned.
"Oh, Lord Yan...... Lan'er has never acted according to common sense, brother, I really don't know! ”
Bai Ze glanced at Gu Youlan beside him, his tone was slightly perfunctory, and in order to hide the embarrassment on his face, he quickly lowered his head.
Gu Youlan felt that today's Bai Ze seemed to be a little different from the past, and she should be thinking about something in her heart, she turned her head to look at Yan, and the two tacitly did not continue to ask.
Yan also lost the interest in making fun of Gu Youlan for an instant, but followed her gaze and looked at the witch mountain peak in the east.
The moon is like a hook, bent a little, bright like shallow into the clouds; The mountain has no edges, the corners fly eaves, and the stacks are like mountains and rocks through the sea.
Hearing Gu Youlan recite such a short poem to herself, Yan Mo rubbed her smooth chin, slanted her purple eyes meaningfully, and quietly looked at her beautiful face in the moonlight.
The long feather eyelashes are curved and curled, like a thick little brush, rhythmically brushing the shining eyes with fluorescence, and a small cherry mouth with pearls under the handsome little nose, reflecting the shallow moonlight, more and more crystal moisturized.
Suddenly, there was a throbbing in the dantian, and Yan's heart trembled inexplicably, he knew that every time he looked at her like this, he would have this feeling in his heart that he wanted to peel off her skin and swallow her into his belly.
Quickly glanced at Gu Youlan and Bai Ze beside him, and saw that neither of them knew what they were thinking, in order to divert their attention, Yan had to speak.
"Girl, since Bai Ze can't guess what you did to that old emperor just now, can you confess yourself?"
"Confession?" Gu Youlan blinked her cunning eyes: "Master, how do you know what I did to that old guy?" ”
Yan arched his finger and flicked a brain at Gu Youlan's little head: "This little head of yours is filled with those strange things all day long, just like the clouds and mist on the top of the witch's peak, stacked like mountains!" ”
"Is there anyone like you who is a teacher? Also learn to play people's heads like children, for the old disrespectful, cut! ”
Gu Youlan rubbed her head that was hurt by Yan Dan, and pouted with a face full of coquettishness.
Yan hooked the corners of his mouth and smiled evilly: "My master, in front of you, a disciple and grandson, I don't know how many times I have been disrespectful to the old man, are you afraid of this more time?" ”
Bai Ze lowered his head and played with the piccolo in his hand boredly, Yan and Gu Youlan's soft laughter came from his ears, and the soreness in his heart instantly hit his whole body, and he suddenly felt that he was so redundant at this moment, and their two-person world, no matter how hard he wanted to intervene, he would never have a chance after all.
He sighed impatiently, and there seemed to be a thousand voices telling him in his heart: "Hurry up, hurry up, you are superfluous, she will never belong to you!" ”
Just about to stand up and want to escape, he suddenly felt a hot little hand reach out from under his arm, Bai Ze's heart trembled, and he immediately looked sideways.
I saw that Gu Youlan was also looking at him, a pair of watery autumn waves were shining with shimmering crystals, like epiphanyes blooming at midnight, dazzling.
"Mo, are you unhappy today?"
Bai Ze felt the warmth under his armpits, shook his head elegantly and smiled: "Lan'er, don't think about it, where am I unhappy, it's just that I was a little depressed by the crying of those women under the corridor!" ”
Knowing that Bai Ze was making excuses for himself, Gu Youlan smiled silently, and with her other little hand at the same time, she held Yan's arm at the same time, leaned back, raised her head high, and looked at the lacquer-dyed blue sky with clusters and clusters of flickering stars.
"I remember when I was very young, I learned a nursery rhyme in a welfare home, and the nursery rhyme sang about the stars in the sky!"
After that, in the spiritual space, he sang leisurely...... Twinkle and twinkle, the sky is full of small stars, hanging in the sky and shining brightly, like many small eyes, twinkle and shining, the sky is full of little stars. ”
As the song fell, a crystal tear slipped from the corner of Gu Youlan's eyes, and fell silently on the rubble under him, just like Bai Ze and Yan's hearts at this moment, which were also sliding silently and trembling silently.
"In my previous life, I was an orphan with no father and no mother, I don't know who gave birth to me, and I don't know where I came from.
"Every day when I open my eyes, some children will pull me to the backyard to avoid me, ask me if I am a goblin, ask me if I am an illegitimate child, whether I answer or not, they will finally beat me up, and then shout loudly that I am a goblin, I am an illegitimate child, and then jump away!"
"At that time, every night, I endured the pain in my body and sat quietly on the swing in the courtyard alone, looking at the sky like this, looking at these twinkling stars, and asking thousands of times in my heart, who am I? Why are my eyes golden, why do I have no parents, why am I different from them? ”
But no one answered me, and no one told me the answer...... When I was six years old, I was adopted by a mysterious organization abroad, and since then I have been used as an experiment, locked in a big cage all day long, like an animal, by those so-called experts to draw blood and bone marrow. ”
"I heard from people very early on that there are eighteen layers of hell in the world, and at that time I thought, I just came out of that terrible cage in the welfare home, and then I fell into another hell, and every day I had blood tests drawn for testing, as if I was tortured in hell."
"I've never had friends, I have never had relatives, I don't know what friends are, I don't know what family affection is, and even my own name is just a code name."
When Gu Youlan said this, she shrunk her sore neck, and held Yan and Bai Ze tightly by her side with a little force with both hands.
"But in this life, I am lucky, because I met you, I know what family affection is, I know what it feels like to be loved, and I know what a friend is, what a confidant is, for those of you who love me from the bottom of my heart and protect me, I am willing to protect you with my life, and I am willing to go on with you."
"Because I had nothing in the previous life, so in this life, I am very greedy, I don't want any of you to leave me, and I don't want you to be separated from me."
"Because I love you so much, I really love you, I can't bear any of you ......"
After the words fell, Gu Youlan withdrew her arms and gently covered her face, and big tears overflowed from the fingers of her hands.
Her heart seemed to be torn apart by Gu Youlan's words little by little, as if she was being pulled up and down by a serrated sword, Yan looked at the little guy beside her, and suddenly wanted to hold her trembling body tightly in her arms, and warm her wounded heart with her wide embrace.
Bai Zeer listened to Gu Youlan's words, her heart was already painful and couldn't breathe, this was the first time she mentioned her previous life, she didn't expect her past to be so tragic, so distressing, there was suddenly a trace of remorse in her heart, regret her selfishness, regret that she was dressed in an elegant and auspicious coat, but in her heart was ruthless abandonment and greedy possession.
Yan finally couldn't hold it anymore, and the pain in his heart made him hold Gu Youlan, who was still crying, in his arms, rubbing her silky hair, while silently comforting her injured heart, as if only in this way would his heart not be so painful, and he could give the little guy a trace of warmth and comfort.
Looking at Yan holding Gu Youlan in his arms, Bai Ze didn't think of escaping for the first time, but attached his hands to her back, silently comforted, and apologized in his heart. It seems that only in this way can I make myself more determined to protect her heart, so that I will not choose to leave again.
"Flutter", Gu Youlan, who had been crying for a while, suddenly let out a chuckle, then took her head out of Yan's arms, picked up Bai Ze's wide sleeves and wiped her tears, and blew her nose with Yan's placket.
"Look at you two big men, I really don't know how to be ashamed, cry with me like a little woman, is it a shame?"
Hearing Gu Youlan's words, and seeing her sly eyes flashing, it was similar to the appearance of the pear blossom with rain who was crying just now, Yan and Bai Ze looked at each other messily.
Suddenly feeling a coldness at the cuffs, Yan and Bai Ze thought of Gu Youlan's actions just now at the same time, and immediately wrinkled Jun's face into a ball in disgust.
"Huh...... You girl is so disgusting that you actually wipe the snot on your face with the hem of my clothes? ”
"Brother Yan, I'm not much better, my cuffs are full of her tears, who knows if there is snot?"
"Hahahaha", looking at Yan and Bai Ze, the two handsome men who didn't talk like words, actually disgusted and distorted, Gu Youlan covered her mouth and laughed with the flower branches trembling, and her heart instantly felt a lot better.
Seeing that Gu Youlan was in a good mood, Yan and Bai Ze exhaled a breath of turbidity, and then used their spiritual power to dry the cuffs and placket, and glared at her with doting eyes.
"His Royal Highness the Crown Prince has arrived in ......"
Just as Yan and Bai Ze wanted to tease Gu Youlan again, a sharp voice instantly resounded in the sky above the imperial study.
As this voice fell, all the concubines who were still crying at the door of the imperial study suddenly stopped crying, and they all looked back in disbelief, with shocked faces.
The bright moonlight was accompanied by the reflection of dozens of torches, Gong Xi Ziyu was wearing a white black and gold python robe, surrounded by a large group of black-clothed guards, heroic and domineering walked from outside the palace gate.